Earth. 9:14 pm. Two weeks before Coma.
"Wren! Lexi!" The scream tore from my throat before I understood what I was seeing" it wasn't possible" our home, that couldn't be fire" Lexi" Wren" My feet were moving, and then, they weren't beneath me as I was jerked back by a man I hadn't seen. That's when I saw them, the group of men and the people kneeling at their feet, bound and gagged....my family' a gun to each of their heads.
20 minutes earlier.
"Daddy, what do tigers eat?" Lexi asks, her stuffed Tigger clenched in her left arm in a backwards hug as she stares at her plate which was long since devoid of the things she wanted to eat. Lonely broccoli sits before her and I knew she didn't want it any more than I did. I hated broccoli, she must have gotten it from me.
"Tigger won't eat your broccoli for you, Lexi." I laughed, "Tigers eat little girls like you! Rawr!" I growled and tickled her, the sound of her laughter clear as a bell as it rung through the house.
"I hope you are eating your broccoli children!" Wren called from the next room. Funny, she only referred to me as a child when I had broccoli on my plate. Fair enough. I looked at my four year old ::ahem:: four-and-a-half year old daughter and smiled conspiratorially.
"Of course we are my love, my honey, my sweet sugary wonderful goddess of a woman!" I gushed as Lexi giggled and spooned our broccoli into the trash. I winked at her and held my hand up for a high five. "Up high." I whispered. She slapped her little hand into mine and laid hers out flat.
"Down low!" she chirped. Grinning, I slowly brought my hand down, knowing what came next. Sure enough, she snatched her hand away with a squeal. "Too slow Daddy!" and off she ran to Wren.
I stood and put our dishes in the sink, rinsing them off as I listened to her little footsteps in the other room. By the sound of it she was headed for the couch. Wren's belated grunt signaling Lexi's flying leap onto her mother sure as ever. I couldn't help it. I laughed. The girl was as springy as I was, and it showed. I'd have to start training her in parkour soon. Maybe get her in gymnastics, she would love it.
I headed into the living room and pulled out my kit and the custom 1911 that I used for work. It needed cleaned badly and I'd been putting it off for a few days. Couldn't have it jamming when it mattered or Wren would never forgive me. It was bad enough without me getting shot to prove her right. Speaking of which, I felt her glare on my back. She could stare daggers when she wanted to.
I started taking the gun apart without looking at her, my hands automatically going through the complex machinery in the weapon as I spoke, checking first to make sure it was unloaded. "It isn't going to clean itself." I said simply. I didn't have to look to know she was glaring harder, and that a frown had crossed onto her beautiful face.
"You could at least wait until she's asleep. Teaching her violence is okay is not okay with me." She snapped. She must have found out about the broccoli. It was an old argument, and one she only brought up when she was upset about something else. My hands went through the mechanics of cleaning the triggers, mechanisms, clip, slide, hammer"
I sighed. "I would like to get some sleep, maybe we could all get to bed at the same time if I do it now." It wouldn't do any good, but at least I could say I tried at the beginning before it turned into a blow out. It always did.
She would be glaring at me more because I wasn't looking at her now. "So you teach her dishonesty, violence, and disrespect?" She's really angry tonight. I wonder what happened today to put her in this mood. She's as hot tempered as she is compassionate, and that's one of the things I love about her. But sometimes, she knows just what buttons to push.
I turned to look at my wife, noticing that Lexi was surprisingly fast asleep already with her head in Wren's lap. "I'm not teaching her dishonesty." I said, before I got the look. That look she gave me when I did exactly the wrong thing to do. Probably should have confessed about the broccoli. Hindsight right'
"You really think I don't see it every time you go and dump it in the trash?" Yep, it was the broccoli. But something stood out to me, Lexi was asleep"
"And what about you? Talk about dishonesty and she's sleeping right there when you tell me to wait until after she's asleep?" I shake my head and turn back to my chore, the fight had begun, no point in stopping productive work for something so pointless.
She's silent for a moment, probably staring at me in shock. Then she growls low. "I don't want that around our daughter and you know it." Ah the crux of the matter. "I won't have that violence in her life."
And there it was. The statement that did it every time and ended the argument for good. I looked down and saw that somehow my hands had put the weapon back together. Amazing what muscle memory could do. I picked it up and put it in my harness, which I slipped on as I stood. I looked at my wife, and said the words I regret more than anything I've ever said.
"Then I guess you won't have me in your lives at all." My tone was vicious and barbed, and I meant to hurt her with the words. The pain in her gaze, the hurt on her face? will haunt me forever. I stepped onto the porch, my hands trembling as I realized how deeply I'd managed to wound her. Maybe if I went to go and get some roses and some wine, she'd at least let me back into the house. I hadn't taken two steps from the stairs when my world when black.
"Wren! Lexi!" The scream tore from my throat before I understood what I was seeing" it wasn't possible" our home, that couldn't be fire" Lexi" Wren" My feet were moving, and then, they weren't beneath me as I was jerked back by a man I hadn't seen. That's when I saw them, the group of men and the people kneeling at their feet, bound and gagged....my family' a gun to each of their heads.
20 minutes earlier.
"Daddy, what do tigers eat?" Lexi asks, her stuffed Tigger clenched in her left arm in a backwards hug as she stares at her plate which was long since devoid of the things she wanted to eat. Lonely broccoli sits before her and I knew she didn't want it any more than I did. I hated broccoli, she must have gotten it from me.
"Tigger won't eat your broccoli for you, Lexi." I laughed, "Tigers eat little girls like you! Rawr!" I growled and tickled her, the sound of her laughter clear as a bell as it rung through the house.
"I hope you are eating your broccoli children!" Wren called from the next room. Funny, she only referred to me as a child when I had broccoli on my plate. Fair enough. I looked at my four year old ::ahem:: four-and-a-half year old daughter and smiled conspiratorially.
"Of course we are my love, my honey, my sweet sugary wonderful goddess of a woman!" I gushed as Lexi giggled and spooned our broccoli into the trash. I winked at her and held my hand up for a high five. "Up high." I whispered. She slapped her little hand into mine and laid hers out flat.
"Down low!" she chirped. Grinning, I slowly brought my hand down, knowing what came next. Sure enough, she snatched her hand away with a squeal. "Too slow Daddy!" and off she ran to Wren.
I stood and put our dishes in the sink, rinsing them off as I listened to her little footsteps in the other room. By the sound of it she was headed for the couch. Wren's belated grunt signaling Lexi's flying leap onto her mother sure as ever. I couldn't help it. I laughed. The girl was as springy as I was, and it showed. I'd have to start training her in parkour soon. Maybe get her in gymnastics, she would love it.
I headed into the living room and pulled out my kit and the custom 1911 that I used for work. It needed cleaned badly and I'd been putting it off for a few days. Couldn't have it jamming when it mattered or Wren would never forgive me. It was bad enough without me getting shot to prove her right. Speaking of which, I felt her glare on my back. She could stare daggers when she wanted to.
I started taking the gun apart without looking at her, my hands automatically going through the complex machinery in the weapon as I spoke, checking first to make sure it was unloaded. "It isn't going to clean itself." I said simply. I didn't have to look to know she was glaring harder, and that a frown had crossed onto her beautiful face.
"You could at least wait until she's asleep. Teaching her violence is okay is not okay with me." She snapped. She must have found out about the broccoli. It was an old argument, and one she only brought up when she was upset about something else. My hands went through the mechanics of cleaning the triggers, mechanisms, clip, slide, hammer"
I sighed. "I would like to get some sleep, maybe we could all get to bed at the same time if I do it now." It wouldn't do any good, but at least I could say I tried at the beginning before it turned into a blow out. It always did.
She would be glaring at me more because I wasn't looking at her now. "So you teach her dishonesty, violence, and disrespect?" She's really angry tonight. I wonder what happened today to put her in this mood. She's as hot tempered as she is compassionate, and that's one of the things I love about her. But sometimes, she knows just what buttons to push.
I turned to look at my wife, noticing that Lexi was surprisingly fast asleep already with her head in Wren's lap. "I'm not teaching her dishonesty." I said, before I got the look. That look she gave me when I did exactly the wrong thing to do. Probably should have confessed about the broccoli. Hindsight right'
"You really think I don't see it every time you go and dump it in the trash?" Yep, it was the broccoli. But something stood out to me, Lexi was asleep"
"And what about you? Talk about dishonesty and she's sleeping right there when you tell me to wait until after she's asleep?" I shake my head and turn back to my chore, the fight had begun, no point in stopping productive work for something so pointless.
She's silent for a moment, probably staring at me in shock. Then she growls low. "I don't want that around our daughter and you know it." Ah the crux of the matter. "I won't have that violence in her life."
And there it was. The statement that did it every time and ended the argument for good. I looked down and saw that somehow my hands had put the weapon back together. Amazing what muscle memory could do. I picked it up and put it in my harness, which I slipped on as I stood. I looked at my wife, and said the words I regret more than anything I've ever said.
"Then I guess you won't have me in your lives at all." My tone was vicious and barbed, and I meant to hurt her with the words. The pain in her gaze, the hurt on her face? will haunt me forever. I stepped onto the porch, my hands trembling as I realized how deeply I'd managed to wound her. Maybe if I went to go and get some roses and some wine, she'd at least let me back into the house. I hadn't taken two steps from the stairs when my world when black.