Now I've told you this once before
You can't control me
If you try to take me down you're gonna break
Now I feel your every nothing that you're doing for me
I'm picking you outa me
you run away
I stand alone Inside I stand alone
You're always hiding behind your so called goddess So what, you don't think that we can see your face Resurrected back before the final fallen now they've arrest until I can make my own way I'm not afraid of fading
(Chorus) I stand alone Feeling your sting down inside of me I'm not dying for it I stand alone Everything that I believe is fading I stand alone Inside I stand alone And now its my time (now its my time) It's my time to dream (my time to dream) Dream of the sky (dream of the sky) Make me believe that this place is invaded By the poison in me Help me decide if my fire will burn out Before you can breathe Breathe into me
(Chorus)
I Stand Alone " Godsmack
The call had been undeniable, building in strength and insistence day after day. In moments when he found his thoughts straying, it was there. A need, but for what he could not say. It was cloyingly evasive, and maddening to try to figure out. It was a quiet buzzing in the back of his mind, a flitting brush of long-thought-dead emotion, trying to stir a sense of wanderlust in those still moments. It struck at odd times, leaving him on occasion with a sense of confusion, trying to remember if something had been said in a conversation just finished.
And it invaded his reverie. The near equivalent to the mortal need of sleep, reverie was a withdrawal into oneself, allowing the body to repair as needed as the conscious mind drifted. It was in those times of rest that Lucius rode the path of memory, the past focused on the minds eye and what had been. It was a tether, if you will, to his past, as well as reminder of what he had done and betrayed. At once a strength and punishment handed by Leorne and Myrkul. Yet now, teasing flickers of vision had begun to intermingle with the solid foundation of his recollections, snippets of voice and personage, vistas of snow-covered mountains and teeming pits of rancor. And the whispers continued, sliding within the words of the past, infecting conversations and intimacies.
Orange-red eyes blazed in the near-pitch black of the Sanctum Reverium, piercing the darkness as easily as a man could see on a clear summer's day, and Lucius stood up with enough urgency to send the chair tumbling backwards on the floor. With no regard to the fallen seat the deathknight slipped into the Weave, storming back into view beside his throne in the Underhalls. Snatching his weapons-belt and the longsword it carried the deathknight stalked toward the stairs leading to the surface.
"Now, what could have precipitated such a rush?" As always, the ghostly voice preceded the spectre into view, and the mocking tone dragged a soft growl of irritation from the fallen paladin.
"Not now, Corbane." Lucius didn't pause to look to the undead assassin, and the spectre's ghostly visage sneered as it followed with unnatural silence behind the deathknight.
"My, you ARE in a mood today." Corbane could barely contain the soft snicker, and wisely remained far enough back so as to remain out of reach. The spectre never could resist a chance to needle the deathknight whenever he could, considering it one of the few joys of his incorporeal existence, but knew when the line was in danger of being crossed. Normally the intangible need not worry about physical attacks, but Lucius had proven on more than one occasion that deathknights were one of the exceptions to that rule.
"Inform the mage that I will be away for a time, perhaps for several days." Stepping from the stairwell into what had been the sepulchers of Ravens Fast the fallen paladin brushed past the stone tombs without a glance, storming into the silent remains of the keep's chapel. Sunlight filtered in through the broken remains of the windows, sending multi-colored riots of light over the toppled and charred remains of pews and banners. Corbane stopped near the entrance, preferring the comfort of the murk beyond the reach of the light.
"He will be most displeased." Corbane said in a sullen tone, though disappointment was absent in the words. Lucius finally paused, the heavy wool hood shifting as he half-turned his head to glance back to the spectral seneschal, the eldritch blaze of his eyes flaring as anger radiated outward. At the scathing look Corbane appeared to half-bow, the movement a mockery of an obedient house-servant. "Oh, very well. I'll tell him you are on a walkabout." The translucent form started to fade from view, but a growl from Lucius stopped Corbane.
"I have prepared a letter to be sent to Fiona DeWil at the Association compound." He paused, leather creaking softly as his hand tightened around Deathlight's hilt. Several seconds passed before he moved, drawing the sword from its scabbard in a jerking motion, only to lay the sword across one of the piles of wood. "Insure that this is delivered with it."
"It will be done.? The hollow words were said in all earnest, as Corbane realized that this was no mere temper tantrum of the deathknight's, but something far more serious. Lucius turned away from the sword and ghostly undead, stalking toward the double doors and stairs leading to the courtyard outside.
Dante was already waiting, the nightmare sending up small puffs of dust by pawing at the hard-packed ground with a flaming hoof. Lucius patted the taut neck of the beast once before swinging up into the saddle and looking around the courtyard. The complex was quiet, with most of the Acolytes huddled within the refurbished barracks house. The grey walls of Gharnholme loomed in silent guard, the pensive atmosphere broken only by the creaking of chains hanging from one of the gibbets near the old blacksmith, and the cry of a lone hawk soaring on the thermals above the ghoul-hold. His thoughts drifted for a moment, remembering the black mane of hair and eyes icy as winter's chill. He had penned a letter to Fiona, telling her about his impending journey, to be delivered to her at the SA Halls. He would have delivered it himself, but there would be questions, and answers he did not yet have.
With a soft snarl of determination Lucius reined Dante around, and the nightmare reared, pawing the air savagely before leaping forward, fading into the Astral Plane.
I stand alone Inside I stand alone
You're always hiding behind your so called goddess So what, you don't think that we can see your face Resurrected back before the final fallen now they've arrest until I can make my own way I'm not afraid of fading
(Chorus) I stand alone Feeling your sting down inside of me I'm not dying for it I stand alone Everything that I believe is fading I stand alone Inside I stand alone And now its my time (now its my time) It's my time to dream (my time to dream) Dream of the sky (dream of the sky) Make me believe that this place is invaded By the poison in me Help me decide if my fire will burn out Before you can breathe Breathe into me
(Chorus)
I Stand Alone " Godsmack
The call had been undeniable, building in strength and insistence day after day. In moments when he found his thoughts straying, it was there. A need, but for what he could not say. It was cloyingly evasive, and maddening to try to figure out. It was a quiet buzzing in the back of his mind, a flitting brush of long-thought-dead emotion, trying to stir a sense of wanderlust in those still moments. It struck at odd times, leaving him on occasion with a sense of confusion, trying to remember if something had been said in a conversation just finished.
And it invaded his reverie. The near equivalent to the mortal need of sleep, reverie was a withdrawal into oneself, allowing the body to repair as needed as the conscious mind drifted. It was in those times of rest that Lucius rode the path of memory, the past focused on the minds eye and what had been. It was a tether, if you will, to his past, as well as reminder of what he had done and betrayed. At once a strength and punishment handed by Leorne and Myrkul. Yet now, teasing flickers of vision had begun to intermingle with the solid foundation of his recollections, snippets of voice and personage, vistas of snow-covered mountains and teeming pits of rancor. And the whispers continued, sliding within the words of the past, infecting conversations and intimacies.
Orange-red eyes blazed in the near-pitch black of the Sanctum Reverium, piercing the darkness as easily as a man could see on a clear summer's day, and Lucius stood up with enough urgency to send the chair tumbling backwards on the floor. With no regard to the fallen seat the deathknight slipped into the Weave, storming back into view beside his throne in the Underhalls. Snatching his weapons-belt and the longsword it carried the deathknight stalked toward the stairs leading to the surface.
"Now, what could have precipitated such a rush?" As always, the ghostly voice preceded the spectre into view, and the mocking tone dragged a soft growl of irritation from the fallen paladin.
"Not now, Corbane." Lucius didn't pause to look to the undead assassin, and the spectre's ghostly visage sneered as it followed with unnatural silence behind the deathknight.
"My, you ARE in a mood today." Corbane could barely contain the soft snicker, and wisely remained far enough back so as to remain out of reach. The spectre never could resist a chance to needle the deathknight whenever he could, considering it one of the few joys of his incorporeal existence, but knew when the line was in danger of being crossed. Normally the intangible need not worry about physical attacks, but Lucius had proven on more than one occasion that deathknights were one of the exceptions to that rule.
"Inform the mage that I will be away for a time, perhaps for several days." Stepping from the stairwell into what had been the sepulchers of Ravens Fast the fallen paladin brushed past the stone tombs without a glance, storming into the silent remains of the keep's chapel. Sunlight filtered in through the broken remains of the windows, sending multi-colored riots of light over the toppled and charred remains of pews and banners. Corbane stopped near the entrance, preferring the comfort of the murk beyond the reach of the light.
"He will be most displeased." Corbane said in a sullen tone, though disappointment was absent in the words. Lucius finally paused, the heavy wool hood shifting as he half-turned his head to glance back to the spectral seneschal, the eldritch blaze of his eyes flaring as anger radiated outward. At the scathing look Corbane appeared to half-bow, the movement a mockery of an obedient house-servant. "Oh, very well. I'll tell him you are on a walkabout." The translucent form started to fade from view, but a growl from Lucius stopped Corbane.
"I have prepared a letter to be sent to Fiona DeWil at the Association compound." He paused, leather creaking softly as his hand tightened around Deathlight's hilt. Several seconds passed before he moved, drawing the sword from its scabbard in a jerking motion, only to lay the sword across one of the piles of wood. "Insure that this is delivered with it."
"It will be done.? The hollow words were said in all earnest, as Corbane realized that this was no mere temper tantrum of the deathknight's, but something far more serious. Lucius turned away from the sword and ghostly undead, stalking toward the double doors and stairs leading to the courtyard outside.
Dante was already waiting, the nightmare sending up small puffs of dust by pawing at the hard-packed ground with a flaming hoof. Lucius patted the taut neck of the beast once before swinging up into the saddle and looking around the courtyard. The complex was quiet, with most of the Acolytes huddled within the refurbished barracks house. The grey walls of Gharnholme loomed in silent guard, the pensive atmosphere broken only by the creaking of chains hanging from one of the gibbets near the old blacksmith, and the cry of a lone hawk soaring on the thermals above the ghoul-hold. His thoughts drifted for a moment, remembering the black mane of hair and eyes icy as winter's chill. He had penned a letter to Fiona, telling her about his impending journey, to be delivered to her at the SA Halls. He would have delivered it himself, but there would be questions, and answers he did not yet have.
With a soft snarl of determination Lucius reined Dante around, and the nightmare reared, pawing the air savagely before leaping forward, fading into the Astral Plane.