((Takes place a little over a year after Reconciliation.))
Julian had always hated winter, even as a child. Winter was cold and dark and lonely, especially for a boy who had few friends and even fewer relatives - only a sister, who had loved him so much it had poisoned her soul. Even now, when nights were longer, affording those of his kind more hours to live; even now, when the cold was a mere nuisance that could no longer harm him; even now, when he could marvel at each individual snowflake that fell from the sky, he hated it. There was a reason people called it the "Dead of Winter", so quiet and cold sometimes that it seemed like Death itself had fallen over the landscape.
Even here, in the heart of London, where Julian had secured a safe place to live, it was too cold and too quiet, but feeding was rarely a problem. There were enough mortals willing to offer a taste of their blood, and he had learned how to do it without killing his meal, though there were times when even he was sorely tempted. Tonight, however, was not one of those nights. Tonight, he had gone out alone, leaving Anabelle behind to find her own meal. He had his reasons, though he had not yet shared them with her.
There were, thankfully, systems in place to allow their kind to find sustenance without danger. Though she chafed at being left alone with no explanation, Anabelle was slowly coming to accept this habit of her sire and lover. It was a habit that had driven them apart when she had been newly turned, so certain that he was visiting some unknown lover, her insecurities stoked by the spiteful vindictiveness of his sister until something snapped. Afraid to confront him then, she had fled, and spent two hundred years on the run, only to come back to him when he found her. All he'd had to do was ask, and she was his. And even now, despite the insecure pain she felt, she had let him go his way tonight, taking herself out into London's darkness to seek out a sanctuary where she could partake of a willing supplicant to renew her own strength. She had never taken an unwilling meal, thanks to Julian and, later, to Freya.
Warmed by the fresh blood spilling slowly through her, Anabelle walked through the London streets, remembering a time when this hour would have been quiet. Now it was loud, almost as loud as the day, until she found herself in the private gardens surrounding the home Julian had made here. Quiet and dark, this was the London she remembered, the memory bringing a soft smile to her porcelain smooth face.
By the time she returned, he was already there, as evidenced by the warm glow of light in the windows of his rooms that shone like a beacon beckoning her her home. It wasn't that either of them needed the lights so much as it was out of habit and a desire for ambiance. Besides, they needed to at least appear normal to the outside world or risk discovery. If she looked hard enough with her preternatural sight, she might even spy a familiar dark silhouette pacing back and forth in front of the windows.
Her eyes rose to find that familiar silhouette, her smile deepening with pleasure to find him already home before her. No doubt worrying over her safety, yet Serena would not dare to attack anyone in the midst of a busy thoroughfare in a city that no longer slept. Still, the thought of leaving her brooding sire to worry any longer than was necessary was repugnant to Ana, and she hurried to enter, stepping inside with fluid grace, always careful to keep her movements as human as she could anywhere they might be seen.
"Julian?" She spoke his name softly, not needing to raise her voice for him to know it was her.
He did not have to hear her voice to know she was there. He had felt her presence growing closer with every step she took in the direction of the house. Manor, really. It was too big to merely call a house, though they were the only ones who were here this time of night, the servants and such having dispersed for their homes hours ago. It was no secret that the master and mistress kept strange hours, but they were paid so well, few questioned it.
"I'm here," he replied quietly from his study, where he had halted his pacing at the sound of her voice.
Shedding her coat by the door, Ana made her way toward the study, knowing instinctively where he was even without the implicit invitation in his answer to her. It was a gift they had given one another the night they had reunited; the sharing of their blood, while giving each an insight into the mind and memories of one another, had also bound them closely. They could feel when the other was close in a way that transcended description. But even with the implicit invitation in his answer to her call, still she waited to knock on the door and be truly invited inside. The manners of her Regency upbringing were firmly rooted in her present mind.
By the time she reached him, he was seated near the fire - another habit born of an age past, neither of them needing the warmth or the light, though it still gave them both an odd sense of comfort. His fingers were steepled thoughtfully, against his chin as though he were deep in thought or worry so great he did not stir to greet her just yet.
Diamond and sapphire sparkled on her wrist as she reached out to gently touch the blue-black raven's wing darkness of his hair - her coming of age gift from him, when she had still had a pulse of her own. "What troubles you, my lord?" she asked him in her soft way, not taking the other chair but finding her accustomed place to sit on the floor beside his knee, wheat-blonde hair spilling back from her face as she looked up at him.
He would have preferred drawing her into his lap, but he did not, allowing her to warm to him as she would. Though he was undeniably her sire, he did not want to be her lord or master or even father. No, his love for her went far deeper, as did their connection to one another, but as yet, he had made no demands of her, save that she not leave him again. "She's here," he told her quietly, sliding his gaze to the window, knowing there was nothing either could do to avoid her forever - the vampire who had made him.
Anabelle stiffened, concern radiating from her as she watched his gaze slide away. He did not need to tell her who "she" was - Serena, his own sire, the insane vampire that had begun all of this with her possessive jealousy. "We must move on, yes?" she asked him quietly, her hand coming to rest on his knee, needing the comfort of his touch, though she did not know how to ask for it.
"Perhaps," he mused aloud thoughtfully, nibbling on his thumbnail - another old habit - and tilting his head as if he was listening for something in the still hours of the night when most of the mortal world around them was sleeping. "I can feel her presence, but I cannot say with any certainty where she is or how close." She was calling to him in her way, trying to draw him out, and for now, he was able to resist her, but it was wearying, even for him.
"She's summoning you." It wasn't a question. Ana knew all too well the power of the blood she shared with Julian, and knew too that he shared blood with Serena. What frightened her was the prospect that perhaps he would one day not have the strength to deny that summons. Would Ana then find herself all alone in the world, waiting for the death sentence that was Serena's jealous spite"
"Yes," he replied, not bothering to deny it. She could feel some of what he was feeling and would only know he was lying. He slid his gaze away from the window to touch his fingers to her cheek in a caress as gentle and tender as any lover. "Don't worry, dear heart. I am stronger than she thinks."
She relaxed as his eyes found hers, as his fingers ghosted against her cheek, visibly allowing her tension to fade as she tilted into his touch. "I'm not strong," she told him quietly, still very much a product of the era she had been born in. "I am frightened, Julian. I could not bear to lose you, or to be the reason you were harmed."
"Do you trust me, Ana?" he asked her, his eyes meeting hers, seemingly able to see into her very soul. Everything from this moment forward depended on her answer and, more importantly, on the honesty of that answer. They had shared more than most people did it an entire lifetime, and he had no intention on losing her now that he'd found her again - now that she was truly his.
Julian had always hated winter, even as a child. Winter was cold and dark and lonely, especially for a boy who had few friends and even fewer relatives - only a sister, who had loved him so much it had poisoned her soul. Even now, when nights were longer, affording those of his kind more hours to live; even now, when the cold was a mere nuisance that could no longer harm him; even now, when he could marvel at each individual snowflake that fell from the sky, he hated it. There was a reason people called it the "Dead of Winter", so quiet and cold sometimes that it seemed like Death itself had fallen over the landscape.
Even here, in the heart of London, where Julian had secured a safe place to live, it was too cold and too quiet, but feeding was rarely a problem. There were enough mortals willing to offer a taste of their blood, and he had learned how to do it without killing his meal, though there were times when even he was sorely tempted. Tonight, however, was not one of those nights. Tonight, he had gone out alone, leaving Anabelle behind to find her own meal. He had his reasons, though he had not yet shared them with her.
There were, thankfully, systems in place to allow their kind to find sustenance without danger. Though she chafed at being left alone with no explanation, Anabelle was slowly coming to accept this habit of her sire and lover. It was a habit that had driven them apart when she had been newly turned, so certain that he was visiting some unknown lover, her insecurities stoked by the spiteful vindictiveness of his sister until something snapped. Afraid to confront him then, she had fled, and spent two hundred years on the run, only to come back to him when he found her. All he'd had to do was ask, and she was his. And even now, despite the insecure pain she felt, she had let him go his way tonight, taking herself out into London's darkness to seek out a sanctuary where she could partake of a willing supplicant to renew her own strength. She had never taken an unwilling meal, thanks to Julian and, later, to Freya.
Warmed by the fresh blood spilling slowly through her, Anabelle walked through the London streets, remembering a time when this hour would have been quiet. Now it was loud, almost as loud as the day, until she found herself in the private gardens surrounding the home Julian had made here. Quiet and dark, this was the London she remembered, the memory bringing a soft smile to her porcelain smooth face.
By the time she returned, he was already there, as evidenced by the warm glow of light in the windows of his rooms that shone like a beacon beckoning her her home. It wasn't that either of them needed the lights so much as it was out of habit and a desire for ambiance. Besides, they needed to at least appear normal to the outside world or risk discovery. If she looked hard enough with her preternatural sight, she might even spy a familiar dark silhouette pacing back and forth in front of the windows.
Her eyes rose to find that familiar silhouette, her smile deepening with pleasure to find him already home before her. No doubt worrying over her safety, yet Serena would not dare to attack anyone in the midst of a busy thoroughfare in a city that no longer slept. Still, the thought of leaving her brooding sire to worry any longer than was necessary was repugnant to Ana, and she hurried to enter, stepping inside with fluid grace, always careful to keep her movements as human as she could anywhere they might be seen.
"Julian?" She spoke his name softly, not needing to raise her voice for him to know it was her.
He did not have to hear her voice to know she was there. He had felt her presence growing closer with every step she took in the direction of the house. Manor, really. It was too big to merely call a house, though they were the only ones who were here this time of night, the servants and such having dispersed for their homes hours ago. It was no secret that the master and mistress kept strange hours, but they were paid so well, few questioned it.
"I'm here," he replied quietly from his study, where he had halted his pacing at the sound of her voice.
Shedding her coat by the door, Ana made her way toward the study, knowing instinctively where he was even without the implicit invitation in his answer to her. It was a gift they had given one another the night they had reunited; the sharing of their blood, while giving each an insight into the mind and memories of one another, had also bound them closely. They could feel when the other was close in a way that transcended description. But even with the implicit invitation in his answer to her call, still she waited to knock on the door and be truly invited inside. The manners of her Regency upbringing were firmly rooted in her present mind.
By the time she reached him, he was seated near the fire - another habit born of an age past, neither of them needing the warmth or the light, though it still gave them both an odd sense of comfort. His fingers were steepled thoughtfully, against his chin as though he were deep in thought or worry so great he did not stir to greet her just yet.
Diamond and sapphire sparkled on her wrist as she reached out to gently touch the blue-black raven's wing darkness of his hair - her coming of age gift from him, when she had still had a pulse of her own. "What troubles you, my lord?" she asked him in her soft way, not taking the other chair but finding her accustomed place to sit on the floor beside his knee, wheat-blonde hair spilling back from her face as she looked up at him.
He would have preferred drawing her into his lap, but he did not, allowing her to warm to him as she would. Though he was undeniably her sire, he did not want to be her lord or master or even father. No, his love for her went far deeper, as did their connection to one another, but as yet, he had made no demands of her, save that she not leave him again. "She's here," he told her quietly, sliding his gaze to the window, knowing there was nothing either could do to avoid her forever - the vampire who had made him.
Anabelle stiffened, concern radiating from her as she watched his gaze slide away. He did not need to tell her who "she" was - Serena, his own sire, the insane vampire that had begun all of this with her possessive jealousy. "We must move on, yes?" she asked him quietly, her hand coming to rest on his knee, needing the comfort of his touch, though she did not know how to ask for it.
"Perhaps," he mused aloud thoughtfully, nibbling on his thumbnail - another old habit - and tilting his head as if he was listening for something in the still hours of the night when most of the mortal world around them was sleeping. "I can feel her presence, but I cannot say with any certainty where she is or how close." She was calling to him in her way, trying to draw him out, and for now, he was able to resist her, but it was wearying, even for him.
"She's summoning you." It wasn't a question. Ana knew all too well the power of the blood she shared with Julian, and knew too that he shared blood with Serena. What frightened her was the prospect that perhaps he would one day not have the strength to deny that summons. Would Ana then find herself all alone in the world, waiting for the death sentence that was Serena's jealous spite"
"Yes," he replied, not bothering to deny it. She could feel some of what he was feeling and would only know he was lying. He slid his gaze away from the window to touch his fingers to her cheek in a caress as gentle and tender as any lover. "Don't worry, dear heart. I am stronger than she thinks."
She relaxed as his eyes found hers, as his fingers ghosted against her cheek, visibly allowing her tension to fade as she tilted into his touch. "I'm not strong," she told him quietly, still very much a product of the era she had been born in. "I am frightened, Julian. I could not bear to lose you, or to be the reason you were harmed."
"Do you trust me, Ana?" he asked her, his eyes meeting hers, seemingly able to see into her very soul. Everything from this moment forward depended on her answer and, more importantly, on the honesty of that answer. They had shared more than most people did it an entire lifetime, and he had no intention on losing her now that he'd found her again - now that she was truly his.