So that was that. Randal was gone. Three words that burned each time they came to her. Kit had searched every room in the house a dozen times or more; she had called to him, played for him, sobbed herself to sleep, but nothing could change the irrevocable fact that the house she had loved since she was a child was suddenly empty, bereft of the presence that had watched over her almost her entire life. Even the weather seemed to echo the deep melancholy that had taken hold of Kit's heart - the heavens had opened as dawn came on the first of the new month, and the downpour had not abated since.
The first day, she searched and cried and swore, blaming Isabelle, Randal, her grandmother, even her own self for falling in love in the first place. The second day, she barely moved from her bed, losing hours to tears that just didn't seem to stop coming. And the third finally saw her rising from that bed, dressing, avoiding everywhere in the house but her workshop. Work was a good distraction; she could lose herself in the grain of the wood, even if nothing came of it. Even destroying the block she had ready would be an outlet for the sheer loneliness that throbbed in her heart. Randal was gone. And she knew she would never be truly happy again.
The storm raged outside while Kit raged within, pouring her heartbreak and anger into her work, enduring splinters and the dry discomfort of breathing in sawdust to avoid her thoughts and the disquieting knowledge that she was truly alone. Even when darkness began to fall outside, the early autumn evening darkening quickly, she kept working, flicking on the lights to illuminate the house where it stood at the end of its long driveway.
It was a quiet evening, the only sound the constant hammering of rain and wind against the roof and eaves. It was a lonely sound, as if the heavens themselves were crying along with the woman whose heart was irrevocably broken. It was an almost an unearthly quiet, too quiet. No strange voices or footsteps, no apparitions or appearances, no music ghostly or otherwise - no sound at all but the constant sound of wind and rain and the chisel of the artist at work. It was late in the day when a sound at last broke the silence, sounding alien and unexpected - a simple knock at the door, loud, insistent, as if it was a matter of life and death.
It was so quiet that the knock on the door made her jump, a loud curse echoing through the house from the workshop as her chisel slipped, opening a small cut in her hand in the process. Dropping her tools in a fit of temper brought on by the silly injury, Kit grabbed a cloth as she headed for the front door, sucking at the base of her thumb to clean the little wound before pressing the cloth to it. She pulled open the door with an impatient sigh.
After a while, the knock became an insistent pounding. It didn't take a genius to figure out that whoever was standing out there was more than likely getting soaked, unless, of course, they had the sense to be wearing a slicker or be carrying an umbrella. "Hello!" A decidedly male voice called from outside. "Is anyone home!?"
When the door opened, Kit found a man standing there, his back to her, as if searching his surroundings for any sign of life, to see if anyone was home. Whoever he was, he was wearing a dark-colored jacket, completely inappropriate for the weather, the collar pulled up uselessly against his neck, which did absolutely nothing to keep him warm or dry. His arms were raised and he was holding a newspaper over his head to try and shield himself from the rain, but the paper was soaked and dripping and doing nothing to fulfill its task.
Kit ground her teeth at the fact that she had opened the door to some soggy idiot's back, sighing out her impatience once again. Pressing the cloth more tightly to the bleeding cut on her hand, she raised her voice to be heard over the sound of the rain. "Can I help you?"
"I'm sorry to bother you," the man said as he turned back around, the newspaper still held over his head, though it was doing him no good. "My car broke down, and my cell has run out of charge. I was wondering if I could use your phone, presuming you have one. It's coming down like cats and dogs out here, and I have nowhere else to go," he explained. His face was a familiar one - shockingly familiar. He could have passed for the good captain's twin, though he seemed not to recognize Kit, at least for the moment. The poor man was soaked to the skin and visibly shivering in the rain, but he remained at the door, never forcing his way inside or intruding, despite the desperation of his situation.
Whatever impatience or anger she had been feeling fled in a rush from her body as he turned, as she saw his face. Shock held her immobile, even as her eyes drank in every feature, seeing nothing unfamiliar, nothing she didn't recognize, until finally she stumbled back, twisting to thump against the wall, tears in her eyes. It couldn't be him. Was this Isabelle's last trick, a cruel revenge on the woman who had loved the captain more faithfully than she ever could" Swallowing hard, Kit forced herself to pay attention to the here and now. "Come in," she heard herself say, gesturing for the man to come into the house, out of the rain.
He narrowed his eyes, sensing something strange in the way she looked at him, as if his very presence there was disturbing in some way. There was something strangely familiar about her, but he couldn't quite place what it was. "I'm sorry," he apologized again, in that same voice she had become so accustomed to hearing. "Are you all right?" he asked, as he took a single step in out of the rain, lowering that silly useless newspaper from over his head and reaching out to touch her arm, looking at her with kind and familiar blue eyes. "You look as if you've seen a ghost."
She had to fight not to cry. Even his voice was the same. It wasn't fair. Raising her eyes to his, Kit struggled for a moment for control of her voice before she spoke. "I'm sorry," she apologized for her very strange behavior. "It's just ....y-you look a lot like someone I used to know." That was all she could manage for the time being, turning her face away to hide the growing wetness in her eyes as she pushed the door closed. Sniffing hard to get a grip on herself, she passed her hand over her eyes roughly. ?"Um, you should hang your coat to dry a little," she suggested. "The telephone is in the kitchen - this way."
"He must have meant a lot to you," he found himself saying, unable to notice how close she was to tears. "I'm sorry for your loss," he added, sincerely. Though he didn't know her, it seemed obvious that whoever it was she was missing was gone forever. "Yes, thank you," he said as she invited him inside, a little puzzled. He shrugged out of his coat, which was wet enough to drip on her floor, and threw it over an arm, unsure where she'd like him to hang it. "I really appreciate your help. I shan't be long. I just need to phone for help, and I'll be out of your hair," he said, his voice and way of speaking nearly identical to that other who he looked so much like.
The first day, she searched and cried and swore, blaming Isabelle, Randal, her grandmother, even her own self for falling in love in the first place. The second day, she barely moved from her bed, losing hours to tears that just didn't seem to stop coming. And the third finally saw her rising from that bed, dressing, avoiding everywhere in the house but her workshop. Work was a good distraction; she could lose herself in the grain of the wood, even if nothing came of it. Even destroying the block she had ready would be an outlet for the sheer loneliness that throbbed in her heart. Randal was gone. And she knew she would never be truly happy again.
The storm raged outside while Kit raged within, pouring her heartbreak and anger into her work, enduring splinters and the dry discomfort of breathing in sawdust to avoid her thoughts and the disquieting knowledge that she was truly alone. Even when darkness began to fall outside, the early autumn evening darkening quickly, she kept working, flicking on the lights to illuminate the house where it stood at the end of its long driveway.
It was a quiet evening, the only sound the constant hammering of rain and wind against the roof and eaves. It was a lonely sound, as if the heavens themselves were crying along with the woman whose heart was irrevocably broken. It was an almost an unearthly quiet, too quiet. No strange voices or footsteps, no apparitions or appearances, no music ghostly or otherwise - no sound at all but the constant sound of wind and rain and the chisel of the artist at work. It was late in the day when a sound at last broke the silence, sounding alien and unexpected - a simple knock at the door, loud, insistent, as if it was a matter of life and death.
It was so quiet that the knock on the door made her jump, a loud curse echoing through the house from the workshop as her chisel slipped, opening a small cut in her hand in the process. Dropping her tools in a fit of temper brought on by the silly injury, Kit grabbed a cloth as she headed for the front door, sucking at the base of her thumb to clean the little wound before pressing the cloth to it. She pulled open the door with an impatient sigh.
After a while, the knock became an insistent pounding. It didn't take a genius to figure out that whoever was standing out there was more than likely getting soaked, unless, of course, they had the sense to be wearing a slicker or be carrying an umbrella. "Hello!" A decidedly male voice called from outside. "Is anyone home!?"
When the door opened, Kit found a man standing there, his back to her, as if searching his surroundings for any sign of life, to see if anyone was home. Whoever he was, he was wearing a dark-colored jacket, completely inappropriate for the weather, the collar pulled up uselessly against his neck, which did absolutely nothing to keep him warm or dry. His arms were raised and he was holding a newspaper over his head to try and shield himself from the rain, but the paper was soaked and dripping and doing nothing to fulfill its task.
Kit ground her teeth at the fact that she had opened the door to some soggy idiot's back, sighing out her impatience once again. Pressing the cloth more tightly to the bleeding cut on her hand, she raised her voice to be heard over the sound of the rain. "Can I help you?"
"I'm sorry to bother you," the man said as he turned back around, the newspaper still held over his head, though it was doing him no good. "My car broke down, and my cell has run out of charge. I was wondering if I could use your phone, presuming you have one. It's coming down like cats and dogs out here, and I have nowhere else to go," he explained. His face was a familiar one - shockingly familiar. He could have passed for the good captain's twin, though he seemed not to recognize Kit, at least for the moment. The poor man was soaked to the skin and visibly shivering in the rain, but he remained at the door, never forcing his way inside or intruding, despite the desperation of his situation.
Whatever impatience or anger she had been feeling fled in a rush from her body as he turned, as she saw his face. Shock held her immobile, even as her eyes drank in every feature, seeing nothing unfamiliar, nothing she didn't recognize, until finally she stumbled back, twisting to thump against the wall, tears in her eyes. It couldn't be him. Was this Isabelle's last trick, a cruel revenge on the woman who had loved the captain more faithfully than she ever could" Swallowing hard, Kit forced herself to pay attention to the here and now. "Come in," she heard herself say, gesturing for the man to come into the house, out of the rain.
He narrowed his eyes, sensing something strange in the way she looked at him, as if his very presence there was disturbing in some way. There was something strangely familiar about her, but he couldn't quite place what it was. "I'm sorry," he apologized again, in that same voice she had become so accustomed to hearing. "Are you all right?" he asked, as he took a single step in out of the rain, lowering that silly useless newspaper from over his head and reaching out to touch her arm, looking at her with kind and familiar blue eyes. "You look as if you've seen a ghost."
She had to fight not to cry. Even his voice was the same. It wasn't fair. Raising her eyes to his, Kit struggled for a moment for control of her voice before she spoke. "I'm sorry," she apologized for her very strange behavior. "It's just ....y-you look a lot like someone I used to know." That was all she could manage for the time being, turning her face away to hide the growing wetness in her eyes as she pushed the door closed. Sniffing hard to get a grip on herself, she passed her hand over her eyes roughly. ?"Um, you should hang your coat to dry a little," she suggested. "The telephone is in the kitchen - this way."
"He must have meant a lot to you," he found himself saying, unable to notice how close she was to tears. "I'm sorry for your loss," he added, sincerely. Though he didn't know her, it seemed obvious that whoever it was she was missing was gone forever. "Yes, thank you," he said as she invited him inside, a little puzzled. He shrugged out of his coat, which was wet enough to drip on her floor, and threw it over an arm, unsure where she'd like him to hang it. "I really appreciate your help. I shan't be long. I just need to phone for help, and I'll be out of your hair," he said, his voice and way of speaking nearly identical to that other who he looked so much like.