1st March, 2012
They say some people have a sensitivity, a sort of extra sense that tells them when something is amiss with the people they love. Certainly, the majority of people who live in Rhy'Din, no matter their race, have this ability. I can't help regretting that I'm not one of them.
Granted, I haven't been to Rhy'Din in over six years, not since my father and brother died. I should have stayed then, but Mama was so insistent that I come back to Earth and pursue the music I love so much - and I was so happy to be told to do exactly what I truly wanted anyway - that I left before the end of the week they held the funeral. I was twenty years old, with no real concept of the economy of a business or interest in my family's long established line of farmers and perry-makers. I wanted to make music, and the place I had found to do that was Earth.
Looking back, I realise I should have seen the signs. Each letter she wrote me holds some hint of the increasing desperation she must have felt as the months and years went by and her grasp on the orchard began to weaken. She even mentioned in one Christmas letter that she had had to lay off the permanent hands - even in my selfish, wrapped up world, I should have recognised what a terrible thing that was. I had grown up with most of those men - the permanent hands lived on the farm all year 'round, tending to the orchards and plantations. They were family, and Mama had no choice but to let them go. From then on, she was living alone on that big farm acreage, and again, I never considered what that must have been like for her.
All I remembered from Brambles was lots of people, all the time, the place always bustling and cheerful, even during bad years. We lived in the big house - my father, mother, brother and me - together with the five men who ran the land alongside my father. A sixth, Don, lived in a small house only a mile away on my father's land, with his wife and children. When the harvesting season came around, things got even busier - it was then that extra hands would be hired to harvest the fruit and crush the juice, leaving the brewing of the perrys our family was so proud of to us.
It's heartbreaking to imagine how all these memories must have weighed on my mother's mind and heart as she struggled to keep afloat. With no money to hire permanent hands, the orchards and fields fell into neglect and the harvests fell off dramatically. With no harvest, there was no hope of profit each year, and I'm not surprised Mama turned to our neighbors for help. What surprises me is that none of them did help her; the lawyers tell me that she was forced to go to Sid Rogier, the cattle rancher, for assistance. Thankfully, he did help her, but she had to mortgage the Brambles to him.
No one really knows what she was doing the night she died. Apparently she was found curled into a crouch by the oven in the kitchen of the house, clutching a rifle to her chest. What could possibly have frightened my sweet mama so much to make her take up arms? Of course, things being the way they were, Mr Rogier assumed that with her death the Brambles would automatically fall to him, and he moved in to take control of the place. Discovering from the lawyers that I was still alive must have been a dreadful shock for him, but I am told that they are in the process of assisting him to leave and secure the property against trespassers.
I'll find out everything when I get back to Rhy'Din and meet with my family's solicitor. I can't countenance staying on Earth now, not when I'm the last Richards on Brambles Orchard. I don't know much about business, and less about pears, but if there's a way to revive my family's business, then I'll find it. I can't let the Brambles just disappear forever.
They say some people have a sensitivity, a sort of extra sense that tells them when something is amiss with the people they love. Certainly, the majority of people who live in Rhy'Din, no matter their race, have this ability. I can't help regretting that I'm not one of them.
Granted, I haven't been to Rhy'Din in over six years, not since my father and brother died. I should have stayed then, but Mama was so insistent that I come back to Earth and pursue the music I love so much - and I was so happy to be told to do exactly what I truly wanted anyway - that I left before the end of the week they held the funeral. I was twenty years old, with no real concept of the economy of a business or interest in my family's long established line of farmers and perry-makers. I wanted to make music, and the place I had found to do that was Earth.
Looking back, I realise I should have seen the signs. Each letter she wrote me holds some hint of the increasing desperation she must have felt as the months and years went by and her grasp on the orchard began to weaken. She even mentioned in one Christmas letter that she had had to lay off the permanent hands - even in my selfish, wrapped up world, I should have recognised what a terrible thing that was. I had grown up with most of those men - the permanent hands lived on the farm all year 'round, tending to the orchards and plantations. They were family, and Mama had no choice but to let them go. From then on, she was living alone on that big farm acreage, and again, I never considered what that must have been like for her.
All I remembered from Brambles was lots of people, all the time, the place always bustling and cheerful, even during bad years. We lived in the big house - my father, mother, brother and me - together with the five men who ran the land alongside my father. A sixth, Don, lived in a small house only a mile away on my father's land, with his wife and children. When the harvesting season came around, things got even busier - it was then that extra hands would be hired to harvest the fruit and crush the juice, leaving the brewing of the perrys our family was so proud of to us.
It's heartbreaking to imagine how all these memories must have weighed on my mother's mind and heart as she struggled to keep afloat. With no money to hire permanent hands, the orchards and fields fell into neglect and the harvests fell off dramatically. With no harvest, there was no hope of profit each year, and I'm not surprised Mama turned to our neighbors for help. What surprises me is that none of them did help her; the lawyers tell me that she was forced to go to Sid Rogier, the cattle rancher, for assistance. Thankfully, he did help her, but she had to mortgage the Brambles to him.
No one really knows what she was doing the night she died. Apparently she was found curled into a crouch by the oven in the kitchen of the house, clutching a rifle to her chest. What could possibly have frightened my sweet mama so much to make her take up arms? Of course, things being the way they were, Mr Rogier assumed that with her death the Brambles would automatically fall to him, and he moved in to take control of the place. Discovering from the lawyers that I was still alive must have been a dreadful shock for him, but I am told that they are in the process of assisting him to leave and secure the property against trespassers.
I'll find out everything when I get back to Rhy'Din and meet with my family's solicitor. I can't countenance staying on Earth now, not when I'm the last Richards on Brambles Orchard. I don't know much about business, and less about pears, but if there's a way to revive my family's business, then I'll find it. I can't let the Brambles just disappear forever.