September 1887: Bristol
By the evening of their second day in Bristol, Connie was beginning to grow agitated. It had been fine as long as they kept moving, but this enforced idleness was tortuous. Every time she heard the sound of footsteps outside the room, she jumped, fearing it was Edmund come to take her back; every loud horse on the street outside was her husband discovering her whereabouts. She was not afraid for herself, but for Oliver - if Edmund did find them before they could escape by sea, she would be locked away in Stanhope Hall. Oliver, on the other hand ....if Edmund couldn't have him arrested, he would destroy his livelihood, give him no option but to leave the country and never return. She was sure her restless unease was not helping Oliver stay calm, either, but she could not relax.
Oliver wasn't the kind of man to sit on his laurels and wait for Edmund to find them. He hadn't snatched Connie away from her husband and brought her all the way to Bristol only to have the man find them and steal her away from him for good. No sooner had they received word from Lawry and Clare that Edmund was in Bristol looking for them than Oliver made arrangements to check out of the inn early and move them to the Crystal Fall to await the ship's departure on board. It was a bit unusual, but it was better to be safe than sorry.
It was a little less frightening to be on board, but the confinement of the cabin was already beginning to pall as night fell. It was no longer safe to be seen, knowing that Edmund could be anywhere. How had he managed to catch up to them so soon' Had he come back to Stanhope within a day of leaving, only to find her gone" For that matter, why were Lawry and Clare here" They were supposed to be in the Lakes, far away from any of this as it transpired.
Connie rose from her seat, pacing across the small space of the cabin in frustration. "I need some air, Ollie," she confessed, making herself breathless with her anxiety. "Is it safe to go up yet?"
Ollie frowned. As much as he understood Connie's fears and restlessness, if they were going to escape Edmund once and for all, they were going to have to go through with this. It was the only way. Once they were safely across the ocean, they'd be free - he was sure of it - and he was starting to wonder if Connie was having second thoughts. "As soon as it's dark," he promised her, not wanting anyone to recognize them, especially not Edmund.
Laying one hand against her stomach, she leaned against the bulkhead, closing her eyes as she fought not to give in to the panic that was threatening to rise. She did not like confined spaces at the best of times. This was not the best of times. "Oh, why couldn't they have cast off today?" she bemoaned unhappily. "I shan't be able to sleep tonight, I swear. I can't go back to him. I can't, I'll die!"
Oliver's frown deepened, wondering again if he'd done the right thing, made the right decision. Perhaps they should have just traveled as far away from Arden and Edmund as they could by train before deciding on a final destination. He knelt down in front of her and took her hands in his, meeting her gaze with a calm, steady gaze of his own. "Listen to me, Connie," he urged, giving her hands a light squeeze. "The ship is leaving tomorrow. We only have a few hours left. If you want to change plans, we have to do it now, but I swear to you, no matter what happens, I am not letting Edmund take you away from me again."
She gasped for breath, forcing herself to meet his eyes, clinging to his hands as she shook her head wildly. "I'm not going back to him," she swore vehemently. "I'm not. I'll kill myself first. Oh, why couldn't he just go to York for his business as he has so many times before? I've put you in so much danger, and I never meant to. Oh, Ollie, I'm so sorry ..."
Now he looked alarmed. He had an inkling of how bad things were with Edmund, but he'd never expected to hear her talk like that - that she'd prefer death over staying with Edmund. His heart sank, but he felt even more determined than ever to save her. "Connie, please, don't say that. I couldn't bear it if anything happened to you. We'll be gone in the morning, and he won't ever be able to hurt you again." He said nothing about any danger to himself; he'd have gladly walked through fire to keep her safe.
She was letting her fear run away with her, stoked by her acute discomfort at being confined within the cabin for most of the day. If she wasn't careful, she was going to faint, or go into hysterics - both were bad. With Ollie to focus on, however, she could drag herself back from the brink, forcing herself to breathe deeply as she looked into his eyes. "I'm sorry," she apologized for her outburst. "I'm sorry."
"No, this is my fault," he told her, frowning worriedly. "I should have planned better, asked you first, but I thought with Edmund in York, there was no better time for us to make our escape. I'm so sorry, love. I only want to make you happy. That's all I've ever wanted," he explained, eyes gleaming suspiciously.
"You do make me happy," she breathed, long fingers releasing his hand to smooth over his brow. "I am never happier than when I am with you. I'm frightened, Ollie, so very frightened of what he will do if he finds us. If I could, I would cast us off right now. Better to risk a stormy sea than let him catch up."
"We can leave tonight, if you like. Take a train south. Book passage on a ship to France and get lost in Europe. I don't care where we go, dear heart, so long as we're together," he told her, catching her hand and touching it to his lips. He might not be able to get a full refund on the trip to New York, but money wasn't important right now.
"We'd never reach the south, love," she said, shaking her head. "No, this is the best course. I am sorry, I ....I have never liked to be confined, and I feel hunted. I've put you in terrible danger. If anything were to happen to you, I do not know what I would do. I could not bear a world without you in it."
He couldn't promise that nothing would ever happen to him. He knew only too well that life was short, but he wouldn't go down without a fight. He frowned again, feeling guilty. "I'm sorry, love. I should have asked you first, but there was no time. I should have known!" he added, angry with himself for either not knowing or not remembering that about her.
"You did ask," she reminded him, calmer now she had something else to focus on other than her thoughts. "We had so little time to plan anything, but there was no other option. We are set on this course now, and we will hold to it, together."
"Together," he echoed, touching a hand to her cheek, a faint but fond smile on his face. "I love you, Connie, and nothing and no one is ever going to keep us apart," he promised. Not even Edmund Stanley.
By the evening of their second day in Bristol, Connie was beginning to grow agitated. It had been fine as long as they kept moving, but this enforced idleness was tortuous. Every time she heard the sound of footsteps outside the room, she jumped, fearing it was Edmund come to take her back; every loud horse on the street outside was her husband discovering her whereabouts. She was not afraid for herself, but for Oliver - if Edmund did find them before they could escape by sea, she would be locked away in Stanhope Hall. Oliver, on the other hand ....if Edmund couldn't have him arrested, he would destroy his livelihood, give him no option but to leave the country and never return. She was sure her restless unease was not helping Oliver stay calm, either, but she could not relax.
Oliver wasn't the kind of man to sit on his laurels and wait for Edmund to find them. He hadn't snatched Connie away from her husband and brought her all the way to Bristol only to have the man find them and steal her away from him for good. No sooner had they received word from Lawry and Clare that Edmund was in Bristol looking for them than Oliver made arrangements to check out of the inn early and move them to the Crystal Fall to await the ship's departure on board. It was a bit unusual, but it was better to be safe than sorry.
It was a little less frightening to be on board, but the confinement of the cabin was already beginning to pall as night fell. It was no longer safe to be seen, knowing that Edmund could be anywhere. How had he managed to catch up to them so soon' Had he come back to Stanhope within a day of leaving, only to find her gone" For that matter, why were Lawry and Clare here" They were supposed to be in the Lakes, far away from any of this as it transpired.
Connie rose from her seat, pacing across the small space of the cabin in frustration. "I need some air, Ollie," she confessed, making herself breathless with her anxiety. "Is it safe to go up yet?"
Ollie frowned. As much as he understood Connie's fears and restlessness, if they were going to escape Edmund once and for all, they were going to have to go through with this. It was the only way. Once they were safely across the ocean, they'd be free - he was sure of it - and he was starting to wonder if Connie was having second thoughts. "As soon as it's dark," he promised her, not wanting anyone to recognize them, especially not Edmund.
Laying one hand against her stomach, she leaned against the bulkhead, closing her eyes as she fought not to give in to the panic that was threatening to rise. She did not like confined spaces at the best of times. This was not the best of times. "Oh, why couldn't they have cast off today?" she bemoaned unhappily. "I shan't be able to sleep tonight, I swear. I can't go back to him. I can't, I'll die!"
Oliver's frown deepened, wondering again if he'd done the right thing, made the right decision. Perhaps they should have just traveled as far away from Arden and Edmund as they could by train before deciding on a final destination. He knelt down in front of her and took her hands in his, meeting her gaze with a calm, steady gaze of his own. "Listen to me, Connie," he urged, giving her hands a light squeeze. "The ship is leaving tomorrow. We only have a few hours left. If you want to change plans, we have to do it now, but I swear to you, no matter what happens, I am not letting Edmund take you away from me again."
She gasped for breath, forcing herself to meet his eyes, clinging to his hands as she shook her head wildly. "I'm not going back to him," she swore vehemently. "I'm not. I'll kill myself first. Oh, why couldn't he just go to York for his business as he has so many times before? I've put you in so much danger, and I never meant to. Oh, Ollie, I'm so sorry ..."
Now he looked alarmed. He had an inkling of how bad things were with Edmund, but he'd never expected to hear her talk like that - that she'd prefer death over staying with Edmund. His heart sank, but he felt even more determined than ever to save her. "Connie, please, don't say that. I couldn't bear it if anything happened to you. We'll be gone in the morning, and he won't ever be able to hurt you again." He said nothing about any danger to himself; he'd have gladly walked through fire to keep her safe.
She was letting her fear run away with her, stoked by her acute discomfort at being confined within the cabin for most of the day. If she wasn't careful, she was going to faint, or go into hysterics - both were bad. With Ollie to focus on, however, she could drag herself back from the brink, forcing herself to breathe deeply as she looked into his eyes. "I'm sorry," she apologized for her outburst. "I'm sorry."
"No, this is my fault," he told her, frowning worriedly. "I should have planned better, asked you first, but I thought with Edmund in York, there was no better time for us to make our escape. I'm so sorry, love. I only want to make you happy. That's all I've ever wanted," he explained, eyes gleaming suspiciously.
"You do make me happy," she breathed, long fingers releasing his hand to smooth over his brow. "I am never happier than when I am with you. I'm frightened, Ollie, so very frightened of what he will do if he finds us. If I could, I would cast us off right now. Better to risk a stormy sea than let him catch up."
"We can leave tonight, if you like. Take a train south. Book passage on a ship to France and get lost in Europe. I don't care where we go, dear heart, so long as we're together," he told her, catching her hand and touching it to his lips. He might not be able to get a full refund on the trip to New York, but money wasn't important right now.
"We'd never reach the south, love," she said, shaking her head. "No, this is the best course. I am sorry, I ....I have never liked to be confined, and I feel hunted. I've put you in terrible danger. If anything were to happen to you, I do not know what I would do. I could not bear a world without you in it."
He couldn't promise that nothing would ever happen to him. He knew only too well that life was short, but he wouldn't go down without a fight. He frowned again, feeling guilty. "I'm sorry, love. I should have asked you first, but there was no time. I should have known!" he added, angry with himself for either not knowing or not remembering that about her.
"You did ask," she reminded him, calmer now she had something else to focus on other than her thoughts. "We had so little time to plan anything, but there was no other option. We are set on this course now, and we will hold to it, together."
"Together," he echoed, touching a hand to her cheek, a faint but fond smile on his face. "I love you, Connie, and nothing and no one is ever going to keep us apart," he promised. Not even Edmund Stanley.