April, 2012
Okay, so I'm feeling like an idiot this morning. What on earth is wrong with me to get so easily frightened like that' Alright, so it was dark, and the noise was loud, and yes, the description of my mother's death is a constant terror, but really, Marin ....Crying and screaming just because some weirdo is banging on your door" Seriously"
At least I know I didn't hallucinate the whole episode. When I woke up, it was to find the dresser securely snug against the bedroom door and the inner shutters of the window locked up tight. No wonder I was so hot - the room was absolutely stifling! That wasn't the only evidence, although I doubt hugging a loaded shotgun is the safest way to sleep.
But what really had me worried this morning was the state of the front and back doors. There were dents all over the sturdy wooden panels, both front and back, just as though someone had been banging something heavy into them. Just like it sounded last night. Even the stable door shows some signs of attempted forced entry, but that industrial strength lock seems to have done the trick. I just have to hope that whoever it was doesn't come back with a friend who can pick locks some other night.
The horses, thankfully, were fine, quite happy to be rubbed down and let out to pasture for the day. No sign of the fear from last night on them, thank goodness. I honestly don't know what I'd have done if I'd come down to find them the way my mother described them to Mr Hayes. The thought of someone being able to get into my home, my stable, my barns, while I'm asleep ....it's horrifying.
But they didn't get in, and I have the whole day to spend on making the place a little more secure. Must remember to get my ear-plugs out of the big bag - maybe if I don't hear the noise, it won't freak me out so much.
Okay, so I'm feeling like an idiot this morning. What on earth is wrong with me to get so easily frightened like that' Alright, so it was dark, and the noise was loud, and yes, the description of my mother's death is a constant terror, but really, Marin ....Crying and screaming just because some weirdo is banging on your door" Seriously"
At least I know I didn't hallucinate the whole episode. When I woke up, it was to find the dresser securely snug against the bedroom door and the inner shutters of the window locked up tight. No wonder I was so hot - the room was absolutely stifling! That wasn't the only evidence, although I doubt hugging a loaded shotgun is the safest way to sleep.
But what really had me worried this morning was the state of the front and back doors. There were dents all over the sturdy wooden panels, both front and back, just as though someone had been banging something heavy into them. Just like it sounded last night. Even the stable door shows some signs of attempted forced entry, but that industrial strength lock seems to have done the trick. I just have to hope that whoever it was doesn't come back with a friend who can pick locks some other night.
The horses, thankfully, were fine, quite happy to be rubbed down and let out to pasture for the day. No sign of the fear from last night on them, thank goodness. I honestly don't know what I'd have done if I'd come down to find them the way my mother described them to Mr Hayes. The thought of someone being able to get into my home, my stable, my barns, while I'm asleep ....it's horrifying.
But they didn't get in, and I have the whole day to spend on making the place a little more secure. Must remember to get my ear-plugs out of the big bag - maybe if I don't hear the noise, it won't freak me out so much.