The Brambles Orchard seemed strangely unaffected by the upheaval of the previous day. The family and the hands were up early as usual, breakfast was served, and they parted ways to go about their business, which today included clearing the ruin of the apple loft and securing the perimeter of the Brambles itself. Marin put Evan in charge of keeping Bridget McAlister occupied with the suggestion that he enlist her help to take the children down to the Mallorys, and explain to the Mallorys and to the Taylors what it was that had happened. She, after all, needed some time with Sam. There were things Marin Lassiter knew that her friend really deserved to know as well.
As for Sam, as much as he adored Bridget, he was grateful that Evan was keeping her busy for a little while so that he could talk privately with Marin. After all, they had a lot to discuss, and not all of it was about Rogier. There had been a time when they were almost as close as siblings, years ago when they'd still been children and their mothers had been close friends. There were still questions in his head that hadn't been answered, and before he decided what exactly to do about his father, he needed answers to those questions.
Jodie had vacated the kitchen, knowing this was where Marin felt most secure and easy in herself. So Sam was invited to make himself comfortable at the table, and Marin laid a shallow decorative box in front of him. "Your mama gave that to my mama about two weeks before she died," she told him quietly. "I found it again a couple of years ago, but for obvious reasons, we couldn't pass it on to you or even contact you safely. Everything in there belongs to you, Sam."
He took a sip from his cup of coffee before setting it aside and looking from the box to Marin and back. His fingers touched the box tentatively, lovingly even, knowing this was all he had left of the mother he had once adored, but could barely remember. "Do you know what?s inside?" he asked, almost afraid to open it, for some reason. The past was inside there, full of memories both painful and otherwise, and presumably answers.
She nodded regretfully. "And I know that makes it worse that I never contacted you about it," she said quietly. "I remember my mom showing me the box when I was little, and telling me that it was incredibly important, that it was the whole world to Sarah and Sam McAlister, and we should never lose it. Wasn't until I opened it a couple of years ago that I understood why."
Here was the proof he'd been looking for that he was Rogier's son and that the ranch rightfully belonged to him - not because he was the man's son, but because the land had belonged to his mother's father and should have been rightfully passed on to him, not to Rogier who had never married his mother or acknowledged Sam as his son. He found his hands were shaking a little as he lifted the lid of the box and peered inside.
Inside the box were scattered a few photographs of himself a a child, and of his mother and grandfather. Rose petals, like the ones she had used to scent her clothes, dried and desiccated, littered the bottom. But the papers were as precious as gold. His birth certificate, naming Rogier as his father. His grandfather's will, naming Sam as the beneficiary of all he owned and the profits contained therein. And the deed to Oakham Mount itself, still bearing his great-grandfather's signature. His life, as it should have been, contained in one shallow box.
"I don't remember him," Sam said of his grandfather as he looked over the photos. He had a few photos of his own of his mother, which he kept tucked away in a safe place, but he barely remembered his grandfather. He set the photos aside and examined the remaining contents, each legal document, one by one. There was no way any of it had been forged or faked, and there were too many people who knew the truth of it, even if it had been kept a secret from the one person who deserved to know. "It's true, then," he said, his heart sinking a little. To know that a man like Rogier had been his father, that his blood flowed through his veins was more than a little upsetting, but he wasn't his father, and he wouldn't be like his father.
"It's just blood," Marin told him gently. "There's no blood between me and Jodie and Bill, but they're my family. My mother's parents were my blood, but they despised us. Blood isn't what makes family, Sam. He's never been a father to you. That's all that matters."
He didn't reply to that, but only nodded his head, silently contemplating her words. There was one other question he needed answered, but it was the one answer he feared more than any other. "How'd she die?" he asked, his voice whisper quiet and full of grief. He'd been too young at the time to have made any sense of it. All he remembered was confusion and loneliness.
Marin eyed him warily. "I shouldn't know that," she said guiltily. "But I know what my mom thought. She wrote it in her diary." She sighed softly, curling her hands about her coffee cup. "Sarah keep getting sicker and sicker, and nothing was healing her. Mr. Hale wasn't allowed to see her. She told my mom that she thought Rogier might be doing something to her. That's why she gave my mom the box, just in case something happened to her. She said not to give it to you until you asked her for it, so my mom assumed she was going to tell you about it. But I guess she never got the chance."
"And you only found this recently?" he asked, wondering why it had taken years for the truth to come out, but then he knew Rogier had likely been very careful in keeping that truth a secret and in keeping him away from the Brambles. And suddenly, Sam was flooded with a wave of guilt that didn't really belong to him. "I'm so sorry, Marin," he said in that hushed voice that was full of grief and guilt. "If I'd known ..." he trailed off. If he'd known, things would have been different, but he wasn't sure if they'd have been better.
"Oh gods, Sam, I'm the one who should be sorry!" Marin rose from her seat, hurrying around the table to thump down into the seat beside his and stretch her arm as far over his broad shoulders as she could. "None of this is your fault, none of it," she insisted. "It's all his, it's all his guilt and shame and blame. None of this belongs to you, and so help me, if you don't acknowledge that and let it go, I'll ..." She cast around wildly for some threat that might actually make a difference. "I'll-I'll ....I'll tell your wife on you!"
Sam couldn't help but laugh at that. "Oh, good. She'll only threaten to kill me again." Of course, they both knew it was an empty threat, and one that was only made in frustration. "She loves me, you know" Every time I think about it, I have to pinch myself to make sure I ain't dreaming." He sighed a little, grateful she wasn't blaming him for any of it. In a way, Rogier had been responsible for both their mother's deaths, and when Sam thought about it that way, he couldn't help but want vengeance, or at the very least, justice. "We're gonna set it to rights, Marin, one way or another. I promise you that."
"One day, you're going to have to tell me how you ended up married to a woman from a different century, and why you're so shocked that she loves you," Marin told him in amusement, squeezing her arm about his back briefly. "Look, Rogier is a piece of filth, and he's shown his true colors more than once over the last few years. This is the second time he's tried to kill our daughter, and this time we have evidence. We have Bridget and we have you, and my testimony as well. But Evan had a different idea that I need to run by you."
As for Sam, as much as he adored Bridget, he was grateful that Evan was keeping her busy for a little while so that he could talk privately with Marin. After all, they had a lot to discuss, and not all of it was about Rogier. There had been a time when they were almost as close as siblings, years ago when they'd still been children and their mothers had been close friends. There were still questions in his head that hadn't been answered, and before he decided what exactly to do about his father, he needed answers to those questions.
Jodie had vacated the kitchen, knowing this was where Marin felt most secure and easy in herself. So Sam was invited to make himself comfortable at the table, and Marin laid a shallow decorative box in front of him. "Your mama gave that to my mama about two weeks before she died," she told him quietly. "I found it again a couple of years ago, but for obvious reasons, we couldn't pass it on to you or even contact you safely. Everything in there belongs to you, Sam."
He took a sip from his cup of coffee before setting it aside and looking from the box to Marin and back. His fingers touched the box tentatively, lovingly even, knowing this was all he had left of the mother he had once adored, but could barely remember. "Do you know what?s inside?" he asked, almost afraid to open it, for some reason. The past was inside there, full of memories both painful and otherwise, and presumably answers.
She nodded regretfully. "And I know that makes it worse that I never contacted you about it," she said quietly. "I remember my mom showing me the box when I was little, and telling me that it was incredibly important, that it was the whole world to Sarah and Sam McAlister, and we should never lose it. Wasn't until I opened it a couple of years ago that I understood why."
Here was the proof he'd been looking for that he was Rogier's son and that the ranch rightfully belonged to him - not because he was the man's son, but because the land had belonged to his mother's father and should have been rightfully passed on to him, not to Rogier who had never married his mother or acknowledged Sam as his son. He found his hands were shaking a little as he lifted the lid of the box and peered inside.
Inside the box were scattered a few photographs of himself a a child, and of his mother and grandfather. Rose petals, like the ones she had used to scent her clothes, dried and desiccated, littered the bottom. But the papers were as precious as gold. His birth certificate, naming Rogier as his father. His grandfather's will, naming Sam as the beneficiary of all he owned and the profits contained therein. And the deed to Oakham Mount itself, still bearing his great-grandfather's signature. His life, as it should have been, contained in one shallow box.
"I don't remember him," Sam said of his grandfather as he looked over the photos. He had a few photos of his own of his mother, which he kept tucked away in a safe place, but he barely remembered his grandfather. He set the photos aside and examined the remaining contents, each legal document, one by one. There was no way any of it had been forged or faked, and there were too many people who knew the truth of it, even if it had been kept a secret from the one person who deserved to know. "It's true, then," he said, his heart sinking a little. To know that a man like Rogier had been his father, that his blood flowed through his veins was more than a little upsetting, but he wasn't his father, and he wouldn't be like his father.
"It's just blood," Marin told him gently. "There's no blood between me and Jodie and Bill, but they're my family. My mother's parents were my blood, but they despised us. Blood isn't what makes family, Sam. He's never been a father to you. That's all that matters."
He didn't reply to that, but only nodded his head, silently contemplating her words. There was one other question he needed answered, but it was the one answer he feared more than any other. "How'd she die?" he asked, his voice whisper quiet and full of grief. He'd been too young at the time to have made any sense of it. All he remembered was confusion and loneliness.
Marin eyed him warily. "I shouldn't know that," she said guiltily. "But I know what my mom thought. She wrote it in her diary." She sighed softly, curling her hands about her coffee cup. "Sarah keep getting sicker and sicker, and nothing was healing her. Mr. Hale wasn't allowed to see her. She told my mom that she thought Rogier might be doing something to her. That's why she gave my mom the box, just in case something happened to her. She said not to give it to you until you asked her for it, so my mom assumed she was going to tell you about it. But I guess she never got the chance."
"And you only found this recently?" he asked, wondering why it had taken years for the truth to come out, but then he knew Rogier had likely been very careful in keeping that truth a secret and in keeping him away from the Brambles. And suddenly, Sam was flooded with a wave of guilt that didn't really belong to him. "I'm so sorry, Marin," he said in that hushed voice that was full of grief and guilt. "If I'd known ..." he trailed off. If he'd known, things would have been different, but he wasn't sure if they'd have been better.
"Oh gods, Sam, I'm the one who should be sorry!" Marin rose from her seat, hurrying around the table to thump down into the seat beside his and stretch her arm as far over his broad shoulders as she could. "None of this is your fault, none of it," she insisted. "It's all his, it's all his guilt and shame and blame. None of this belongs to you, and so help me, if you don't acknowledge that and let it go, I'll ..." She cast around wildly for some threat that might actually make a difference. "I'll-I'll ....I'll tell your wife on you!"
Sam couldn't help but laugh at that. "Oh, good. She'll only threaten to kill me again." Of course, they both knew it was an empty threat, and one that was only made in frustration. "She loves me, you know" Every time I think about it, I have to pinch myself to make sure I ain't dreaming." He sighed a little, grateful she wasn't blaming him for any of it. In a way, Rogier had been responsible for both their mother's deaths, and when Sam thought about it that way, he couldn't help but want vengeance, or at the very least, justice. "We're gonna set it to rights, Marin, one way or another. I promise you that."
"One day, you're going to have to tell me how you ended up married to a woman from a different century, and why you're so shocked that she loves you," Marin told him in amusement, squeezing her arm about his back briefly. "Look, Rogier is a piece of filth, and he's shown his true colors more than once over the last few years. This is the second time he's tried to kill our daughter, and this time we have evidence. We have Bridget and we have you, and my testimony as well. But Evan had a different idea that I need to run by you."