Emrys' stride did not slacken as he approached the cabin where he now made his home, with a woman who was dearer to him than life itself. Even with the changes they had made over the past weeks - the pig shed, the chicken coop, the fenced off garden ready for planting - it was still the home he had chosen to make with her. And right now, he needed the reassurance of that constant. His heart was aching, guilt and worry combining in his chest to cause real physical pain at the thought that his sister might still be alive. That she might have lived alone all these years, so close and yet so far away from him. He needed the reassurance of Marissa's presence.
She was there, just as he left her, tending the pigs - or rather watching them with a silly grin on her face and sometimes laughing at their antics. Who would have thought she could find such happiness in such a simple thing as this, and yet, that was exactly what had happened. Of course, she had no idea who Emrys had encountered in her woods or what had been said between them, nor did she know his heart was aching for the sister he'd thought dead. Not yet, anyway.
Agitated and uneasy, Emrys strode through the wards that protected their boundary, moving straight to where Marissa stood. He barely even gave the pigs a glance, wrapping his arms about his mate to bury his face in her hair, breathing her in like a man taking his first breaths. He'd thought all that pain was over and done with. What if the visitor had been right"
It was difficult to take a lycan by surprise, no matter which species of lycan they might be, and the same could be said for Marissa. She'd picked up his scent drifting on the wind and knew he was making his return long before he arrived, but she did not expect such a homecoming as this. As affectionate as he was with her, there was something in the way he was clung to her, something in the way he was breathing and his heart was beating that told her something was wrong. She turned to face him, laying a hand against his chest to push him gently away, a worried look on her face.
"Em, what is it' What's happened?" she asked as gently as she could.
It seemed to take him a long time to find his voice, raising his eyes slowly from her hand to meet her gaze and show her the conflict warring inside him. "I had a visitor," he told her, frowning even as he spoke. "A male werewolf. He said I smelled like his mate."
"His mate," she echoed, confused, her mind racing, trying to sort out what he meant. "I don't understand," she told him. Clearly he was upset about the encounter and she made a mental note to strengthen the wards that guarded her woods. There were too many intruders lately, starting with hunters and ending with this werewolf Emrys encountered a short time ago. "Is that all he said?"
"He was lying about her being his mate." Emrys shook his head, dismissing that thought. "He wants her, but she clearly doesn't want him. No, he ..." He drew in a slow breath, his jaw clenching. "Marissa, he said her name. I've never told anyone her name but you. He said Seren. He said she's in the city."
Anyone else but Marissa might have been surprised, even shocked, by such a statement, but this was Rhy'Din and far stranger things had been known to happen. She had not only seen such things happen, but she had been part of them. There were so many explanations for what might have happened, too many possibilities, too many questions. As far as Emrys knew, Seren was dead. Either someone had mistaken her for someone else, or there was something else going on.
"All right, let's not jump to conclusions. If she is alive, that's a good thing. If she's not, he's lying for some reason," she told him, trying to think logically, despite his obvious distress. One of them had to, after all. "Come, sit down and tell me everything," she said, taking him gently by the hand and leading him over to a bench he had carved out of wood.
Clinging to her hand, Emrys went with her, caught in the turmoil in his heart. Sinking down onto the bench, he squeezed his eyes shut for a long moment, finally opening them to tell her everything that had been said and done. Every nuance of the conversation, such as it had been, even the way he had marked the male with a silver blade in warning. "And there's something else I didn't tell you," he admitted when the long tale came to a close. "Marissa, I never saw Seren's body. I assumed ....they told me that ....that she'd been eaten after I attacked her. But if she survived, how did she do it' How did she get here" How did she get involved with a half-mad lone wolf with no sense of courtesy?"
She sat beside him quietly listening while he told her what had happened, his hands in hers, sensing his pain and confusion and wishing there was something she could do to help him. "There are a few possibilities, but ..." She paused a moment to consider, unsure if she should go on.
Emrys could feel his guilt rising to overtake every other overwhelming emotion coiling inside him. "What if she is alive, Marissa?" he asked her quietly, his voice choked. "She's been all alone since we were children. She could have become anything in that time, been changed, hurt, used. And it would be my fault."
"It's not your fault, love," she told him, sliding closer until she was practically in his lap. She touched his face, stroking his cheek, sensing the pain inside him. "None of this is your fault. There's a logical explanation, Em. We just have to find out what it is."
He took her willingly into his arms, gathering her close, needing the comfort of her touch as he breathed her in. She was his quiet place, the center of his world, and now it seemed she was the only constant he could rely on. "How would I even begin to look for her?" he whispered, afraid to hope that his sister might be alive. "What happens when I find out that he was lying" Tell me what to do, kitten. I need you to tell me where I go from here."
She would have wrapped her arms around him and taken him into her embrace, but he had already gathered her close, and so she folded herself into his arms, feeling his heart beating beneath her hand and desperately wishing she could soothe his pain. He seemed to need her to guide him, to help him decide what to do, but what if she was wrong" What if it was a trap" But who would want to hurt him in such a way' No, there was more to this than that, and Marissa had an idea what that something was. She didn't like what she was about to suggest, but given the circumstances, she didn't think they had a choice. "We have to find her. It's as simple as that."
"It's never going to be simple," he murmured, still holding tightly to her. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to worry you. I just ....when he said those things, I wanted him gone, I wanted to be with you. You're the only constant in my world, my anchor. I need you, Marissa. I'll do whatever you tell me to do, no matter how afraid I might be of the consequences."
She sighed. There had been a time when she'd suggested they go back to the past to save his sister, but he had rejected it. Had he relented at some point in the future and done just that' But if that was the case, why had she stayed away' Or was it something else? Had Seren actually survived the attack somehow and followed him to Rhy'Din" Or had she come here from some alternate dimension or reality' There were too many possibilities, and only one way to know the truth. "Come with me," she told him, moving to her feet and pulling him along with her.
Drawing in a deep breath, Emrys rose to his feet, obedient to her call. He'd never felt so conflicted about anything before. Should he go looking for his sister" Or was she happy without him' And why had that male come looking for him in the first place" What was his angle on all this"
"Marissa ....why would he come up here?" he asked her as he followed along, quite content to be Beta to her Alpha. "What could he possibly want that would involve me?"
"I don't know," she replied as she led the way back toward the cabin. "If he's telling the truth, he caught your scent and doesn't understand why your scent is like hers. If he wanted to do you harm, he had his chance." She didn't think the silver blade would have scared him off, if he'd been truly bent on hurting Emrys. "He might be baiting you, but why' Do you have any enemies that you know of?" she asked, as she pushed into the cabin and started gathering things together, starting with her red cloak.
She was there, just as he left her, tending the pigs - or rather watching them with a silly grin on her face and sometimes laughing at their antics. Who would have thought she could find such happiness in such a simple thing as this, and yet, that was exactly what had happened. Of course, she had no idea who Emrys had encountered in her woods or what had been said between them, nor did she know his heart was aching for the sister he'd thought dead. Not yet, anyway.
Agitated and uneasy, Emrys strode through the wards that protected their boundary, moving straight to where Marissa stood. He barely even gave the pigs a glance, wrapping his arms about his mate to bury his face in her hair, breathing her in like a man taking his first breaths. He'd thought all that pain was over and done with. What if the visitor had been right"
It was difficult to take a lycan by surprise, no matter which species of lycan they might be, and the same could be said for Marissa. She'd picked up his scent drifting on the wind and knew he was making his return long before he arrived, but she did not expect such a homecoming as this. As affectionate as he was with her, there was something in the way he was clung to her, something in the way he was breathing and his heart was beating that told her something was wrong. She turned to face him, laying a hand against his chest to push him gently away, a worried look on her face.
"Em, what is it' What's happened?" she asked as gently as she could.
It seemed to take him a long time to find his voice, raising his eyes slowly from her hand to meet her gaze and show her the conflict warring inside him. "I had a visitor," he told her, frowning even as he spoke. "A male werewolf. He said I smelled like his mate."
"His mate," she echoed, confused, her mind racing, trying to sort out what he meant. "I don't understand," she told him. Clearly he was upset about the encounter and she made a mental note to strengthen the wards that guarded her woods. There were too many intruders lately, starting with hunters and ending with this werewolf Emrys encountered a short time ago. "Is that all he said?"
"He was lying about her being his mate." Emrys shook his head, dismissing that thought. "He wants her, but she clearly doesn't want him. No, he ..." He drew in a slow breath, his jaw clenching. "Marissa, he said her name. I've never told anyone her name but you. He said Seren. He said she's in the city."
Anyone else but Marissa might have been surprised, even shocked, by such a statement, but this was Rhy'Din and far stranger things had been known to happen. She had not only seen such things happen, but she had been part of them. There were so many explanations for what might have happened, too many possibilities, too many questions. As far as Emrys knew, Seren was dead. Either someone had mistaken her for someone else, or there was something else going on.
"All right, let's not jump to conclusions. If she is alive, that's a good thing. If she's not, he's lying for some reason," she told him, trying to think logically, despite his obvious distress. One of them had to, after all. "Come, sit down and tell me everything," she said, taking him gently by the hand and leading him over to a bench he had carved out of wood.
Clinging to her hand, Emrys went with her, caught in the turmoil in his heart. Sinking down onto the bench, he squeezed his eyes shut for a long moment, finally opening them to tell her everything that had been said and done. Every nuance of the conversation, such as it had been, even the way he had marked the male with a silver blade in warning. "And there's something else I didn't tell you," he admitted when the long tale came to a close. "Marissa, I never saw Seren's body. I assumed ....they told me that ....that she'd been eaten after I attacked her. But if she survived, how did she do it' How did she get here" How did she get involved with a half-mad lone wolf with no sense of courtesy?"
She sat beside him quietly listening while he told her what had happened, his hands in hers, sensing his pain and confusion and wishing there was something she could do to help him. "There are a few possibilities, but ..." She paused a moment to consider, unsure if she should go on.
Emrys could feel his guilt rising to overtake every other overwhelming emotion coiling inside him. "What if she is alive, Marissa?" he asked her quietly, his voice choked. "She's been all alone since we were children. She could have become anything in that time, been changed, hurt, used. And it would be my fault."
"It's not your fault, love," she told him, sliding closer until she was practically in his lap. She touched his face, stroking his cheek, sensing the pain inside him. "None of this is your fault. There's a logical explanation, Em. We just have to find out what it is."
He took her willingly into his arms, gathering her close, needing the comfort of her touch as he breathed her in. She was his quiet place, the center of his world, and now it seemed she was the only constant he could rely on. "How would I even begin to look for her?" he whispered, afraid to hope that his sister might be alive. "What happens when I find out that he was lying" Tell me what to do, kitten. I need you to tell me where I go from here."
She would have wrapped her arms around him and taken him into her embrace, but he had already gathered her close, and so she folded herself into his arms, feeling his heart beating beneath her hand and desperately wishing she could soothe his pain. He seemed to need her to guide him, to help him decide what to do, but what if she was wrong" What if it was a trap" But who would want to hurt him in such a way' No, there was more to this than that, and Marissa had an idea what that something was. She didn't like what she was about to suggest, but given the circumstances, she didn't think they had a choice. "We have to find her. It's as simple as that."
"It's never going to be simple," he murmured, still holding tightly to her. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to worry you. I just ....when he said those things, I wanted him gone, I wanted to be with you. You're the only constant in my world, my anchor. I need you, Marissa. I'll do whatever you tell me to do, no matter how afraid I might be of the consequences."
She sighed. There had been a time when she'd suggested they go back to the past to save his sister, but he had rejected it. Had he relented at some point in the future and done just that' But if that was the case, why had she stayed away' Or was it something else? Had Seren actually survived the attack somehow and followed him to Rhy'Din" Or had she come here from some alternate dimension or reality' There were too many possibilities, and only one way to know the truth. "Come with me," she told him, moving to her feet and pulling him along with her.
Drawing in a deep breath, Emrys rose to his feet, obedient to her call. He'd never felt so conflicted about anything before. Should he go looking for his sister" Or was she happy without him' And why had that male come looking for him in the first place" What was his angle on all this"
"Marissa ....why would he come up here?" he asked her as he followed along, quite content to be Beta to her Alpha. "What could he possibly want that would involve me?"
"I don't know," she replied as she led the way back toward the cabin. "If he's telling the truth, he caught your scent and doesn't understand why your scent is like hers. If he wanted to do you harm, he had his chance." She didn't think the silver blade would have scared him off, if he'd been truly bent on hurting Emrys. "He might be baiting you, but why' Do you have any enemies that you know of?" she asked, as she pushed into the cabin and started gathering things together, starting with her red cloak.