Topic: Farewell And Hello

Alyona

Date: 2017-08-05 06:48 EST
((Contains material of an adult nature.))

One thing Tony Stark was very good at was responding quickly to an emergency. Just as Nikolai and Alyona had expected, a drone had been dispatched to investigate the missile fire near their location, and even through the snowstorm's last hour, they had managed to flag it down as it passed overhead. Barely two hours later, a familiar roar declared the arrival of the quinjet with Sam and Natasha at the helm, collecting their wayward teammates easily and no doubt giving Hydra something to think about. The Iron Legion was also deployed in the area, with the purpose of making sure that Pietrovich and his family got out of the region without being harassed or attacked.

Despite Nikolai's best efforts, Alyona had utterly failed to rest properly during their tense sojourn in the vardo, almost asleep on her feet by the time they got on board. She promptly passed out on one of the medi-benches, allowing herself to relax as the quinjet rose into the upper atmosphere and went sonic. Natasha glanced over her shoulder with a wry smile for Nikolai. "You look like you could do with a nap, too."

Just as exhausted as Alyona, his body working to heal the wounds that were now more annoying than actually painful, Nikolai was relieved Alyona was resting at last, but he still felt too restless to do the same. "I'll rest when we get back," he told Natasha, too stubborn to give in to mere human weariness. "There's a Hydra base somewhere nearby," he told her, wasting no time in filling her in.

"Figured that missile blast must have been for you," Nat commented mildly, nodding for Sam to take over piloting as she moved to input what Niko had to say into the computers. "How'd they find you? Took me months to find that spot."

Nikolai practically scowled at her question, obviously not happy about the answer he was about to give her. "A tracking device in my arm," he replied, pointing to the very spot where Alyona had found it but had been unable to remove it or even disable it. "Alyona was able to block it somehow, but it needs to be removed."

"Huh." Typically, Natasha didn't have a whole lot to say about that. "I guess we're getting Richards and the doc on the case, then." She shrugged, scanning the satellite images on the screen in front of her. "You guys did some damage without us" I'm hurt." She was referring, of course, to the still smoking trucks and discernible bodies around them, visible from the aerial views she had of the area.

Nikolai's lips twitched, almost as if he might smile. "We are a good team," he said, meaning himself and Alyona. The two of them had done more damage all on their own than that of a small army. His gaze drifted briefly to the sleeping Alyona before moving back to Natasha. "She is young," he mused aloud, more to himself than to her really.

Natasha's gaze flickered to the sleeping woman and back to him, her own smile wry and just a little uncomfortably knowing. "Not that young," she pointed out. "Takes more than years to age someone up, Petrov, you know that."

"Da, I know," he replied, but he was not talking about years as measured by experience or knowledge, but merely time. By the measure of time, he was old; and yet, he had only been thirty-two when he'd gone into the cryotank. Physically and mentally, he was still thirty-two, despite it being over fifty years later.

"Did I miss the big moment with you two?" Nat asked, half-teasing and half-serious. "Cap owes me a dollar. I called it when she reached into your head and brought you back to yourself, months ago. You should thank me, really." She flashed him a faint grin.

"The big moment?" Nikolai echoed, brows furrowing in confusion. Which big moment was she referred to exactly' "Thank you for what?" he asked further, since it was Alyona who had brought him back to himself and Alyona who had dared to love him. What had Natasha done but guess what the outcome might be?

"For getting you two on ops together," she shrugged, casually taking the credit in her own inimitable way. "Stark was all for keeping you on opposite sides of the mansion for a while there. I had your corner."

"Because he did not trust me," Nikolai said, making a pretty good guess. He had often wondered how Tony Stark felt about three Russians infiltrating his very American mansion.

"Tony doesn't trust anybody all that much," Nat shrugged again. Her fingers moved quickly over the keypad, sending off the data to be analyzed back home. "It's not really anything to do with you. He's still feeling bad for suggesting she's a rogue WMD when we first picked her up. Overkill is a good way of describing how he thinks he's making up for it. You have seen the wardrobe he bought her, right?"

"They do not suit her," he said, with a frown of obvious distaste. Yes, he had seen the clothes Stark had bought her, or at least, some of them, but he thought she should choose for herself. She was neither a schoolgirl nor a model, though he thought she was pretty enough.

"Really?" Natasha looked surprised. "I'd have thought you'd have liked the little black dress, at least. Or is that too grown up for the little girl?" Her expression was just a little caustic; he couldn't have it both ways. Alyona was either old enough to love him, or she wasn't - that was all there was to it.

"You twist my words," he told her, sounding not only defensive but a little annoyed. "I only mean that she should be able to choose her own things, not feel indebted to Tony Stark," he said, though he supposed they were all indebted to Stark, one way or another.

"Surprise you to learn she did choose most of it?" the redhead told him in a mild tone. "Tony's not a complete ass. He doesn't think, and he doesn't stop himself reacting, but he treats her more like a little sister than he treats his sisters. He wouldn't wish harm on her, any more than you would."

"Then, I suppose we have nothing to complain about," Nikolai said, wondering why he was feeling so tense when it came to this subject. It wasn't jealousy, exactly. He didn't want to be Alyona's brother; he wanted to be something more, and it irked him a little that Tony Stark had insisted on playing the part of big brother.

Natasha considered him for a long moment. "You work on being with her," she told him finally. "Leave Stark to me." With a final tap on the screen, she finished up her inputting. "And get some sleep, Petrov."

He sighed, knowing Natasha meant well, as did Tony Stark. He wasn't sure what it was that was bothering him. Maybe it was the fact that they all depended far too much on the generosity of Tony Stark. Maybe it was that there was no real privacy at the mansion to speak of, with one or another of the Avengers always lurking somewhere nearby. Whatever it was, he had to admit that he was indebted to the Avengers for rescuing him, so why was he feeling so trapped suddenly' He said nothing in reply to Natasha, knowing he had a few hours to rest, if he could. And he knew he should.

Whether he managed to rest or not, the quinjet landed back at the Avengers Mansion within four hours - twice the time it had taken to reach them in Russia, but breaking the sound barrier too often could draw unwelcome attention. True to her promise, Natasha diverted Tony's arrival with an overload of information, and set him on the task of devising some comms system that could be carried easily and concealed, strong enough to reach halfway around the world without needing a battery the size of a baby.

Jarvis waited until Nikolai was in his own room before speaking. "Mr. Petrov, I understand you have recently been through a freezing experience. For your convenience, and Miss Evchenko's, your bathrooms have been heated through."

Alyona

Date: 2017-08-05 06:49 EST
Whether he'd been sleeping or not, Nikolai had been even quieter than usual during the flight back. Something Natasha had said had obviously set him off, but he wasn't quite sure what it was. He'd managed to get a little restless sleep, but he was still feeling off-kilter and irritable, and the only person he really wanted to talk to was Alyona, not the voice of Tony's computerized butler, no matter how polite he was. "Is that your doing or Stark's?" Nikolai asked, his voice edgy with annoyance.

If he'd been able to feel it, Jarvis would have sounded offended. "I am an autonomous unit, Mr. Petrov, capable of making decisions without recourse to Mr. Stark's sometimes flawed opinions. Miss. Evchenko and yourself require some measure of comfort after your ordeal; logically, I have provided it."

Not even a tired and cranky ex-Russian spy could argue with that logic. "I appreciate that," he replied, as cordially as he could, adding, "Spasibo," as if he were talking to an actual person and not an artificial intelligence. "The last few days have been difficult." And yet, there was a silver lining inside that dark cloud in that he and Alyona had finally admitted their feelings for each other.

"If I may offer one more note, Mr. Petrov ..." Jarvis actually seemed to hesitate before continuing, evidence that he did work against his creator's wishes on occasion. "All monitoring and recording devices within Miss Evchenko's suite have been disabled at her request. The same courtesy could be extended to you, should you wish it."

"Monitoring and recording devices?" Nikolai echoed. Of course, somewhere down deep, he'd known they were being monitored, but he wasn't sure whether it was for their own safety or because they weren't trusted. Nikolai tensed, his expression darkening, and in a voice that suddenly held no trace of a Russian accent, he said, "Yes, I wish it, and may I ask why we are being monitored?"

"It is standard protocol to monitor all rooms of the mansion, regardless of their inhabitants," Jarvis informed him. "It is not intended as a slight. For reference, my matrix allows me to monitor Captain Rogers and his wife during their long-distance conversations. Additionally, all footage recorded that holds no evidence of internal or external violence or threat is deleted from my memory every twenty-four hours."

"So, you're the only one who monitors the footage?" Nikolai asked further. He didn't like the idea of Tony Stark spying on him, but if it was part of Jarvis' protocol in order to keep them safe, that was a different matter. Still, he couldn't help but wonder what the captain would think to know all his intimate conversations and moments with his wife were witnessed and recorded by the A.I.

"Indeed, sir." Whether it was reassuring or not, at least Jarvis confirmed that only he witnessed what happened on the monitors, and since he was an emotionless A.I., there was no danger of him somehow enjoying what he saw or violating their privacy for the hell of it. "I also require the permission of the inhabitant of the room to allow others to witness footage taken of their private spaces, unless an emergency situation is in progress."

"I see," Nikolai replied, relaxing a little. "Can you tell me what Al - Miss Evchenko - is doing right now?" he asked, unsure if he should interrupt or leave her be.

"One moment, please." True to form, Jarvis waited until he had permission before sharing that information. "Miss Evchenko is playing with the kitten no one is supposed to know she has. She also states you are welcome to enter."

"A kitten?" Nikolai echoed again, a little surprised to hear that. How long had she been hiding a kitten in her room for, he wondered, and how was she managing to take care of it"

"A juvenile feline of the domestic variety, yes." Jarvis had nothing else to add; the computer respected the wishes of everyone who called the mansion home, and Alyona's kitten was supposed to be a secret. He wouldn't have mentioned it to Nikolai if she had not told him he was allowed to.

"Yes, I know what a kitten is," Nikolai said, slightly irritated by Jarvis' misunderstanding of his question, which wasn't even really a question at all. There was a long pause during which Nikolai seemed to consider something. "Tell me, Jarvis, has she eaten yet?"

"I believe so," Jarvis confirmed. "Her traditional assault on the kitchen was observed an hour ago, at the very least." Because, for someone who was very small and quiet in her own way, Alyona could leave a disaster zone behind herself when she was focused on a task. Cooking was just the most obvious expression of that talent.

"Mmm," he murmured thoughtfully, more to himself than to Jarvis. That would explain the tray that someone had mysteriously left outside his door. "Tomato soup?" he asked, looking for confirmation that this had, indeed, been what Alyona had been cooking up in the kitchen. He might have wished for something a little more substantial than tomato soup, but at least it had filled his stomach and helped warm him.

"Indeed, sir. I believe Miss Evchenko was rather more anxious to return to her room than she was to eat a sensible meal." Something the computer clearly disapproved of.

"Because of the kitten," Nikolai assumed aloud, almost forgetting that Jarvis might have a different perspective on why Alyona had not tarried in the kitchen. It couldn't have anything to do with him, could it, and if it did, why didn't she just knock on his door" For that matter, why hadn't he knocked on hers yet, when she had clearly given him permission to join her"

"I believe so, sir, yes." There was a momentary pause before Jarvis added, "Miss Evchenko did seem to be expecting you to join her, if I may say so."

"Yes, of course," Nikolai replied, somewhat thoughtfully. He wasn't so much trying to figure out what was going on between himself and Alyona as he was trying to figure out what to do about it. "Thank you, Jarvis," he cordially told the A.I. in perfect English.

"My pleasure, Mr. Petrov."

So what was Nikolai going to do' Alyona had clearly decided to feed him as well as herself, but had either not had the courage to intrude or had been distracted with her pet. She had offered an invitation to come to her suite through Jarvis, proving that she trusted the computer to be discreet. The ball was in Nikolai's court now.

How could he not accept her invitation' In point of fact, there was nothing he wanted more. It was the question of privacy that was bothering him. Could he trust Jarvis to be as good as his word" Could he trust that Stark wouldn't spy on them' But whatever the case, it wasn't Alyona's fault and he didn't want to keep her waiting, and so he made his way to her room and quietly rapped his knuckles on the door.

"Come in!" Her voice, at least, was warm and strong with that invitation, but there was a discernible giggle from beyond the door that suggested she was chasing the kitten out of sight just in case it wasn't him at the door. And, indeed, she looked ever so slightly guilty through her smile when he entered, her arms tucked about herself a little awkwardly. "Niko." A tiny miaow greeted him as the edge of her robe shifted to reveal a little furry head, black fur and yellow eyes blinking at him curiously.

"Alyona," Nikolai greeted her in return upon opening the door, the hint of a smile tugging at his lips at the sight of the tiny furball hiding in her robe. "I see you have a friend," he said, as he slipped into the room and closed the door behind him.

Alyona

Date: 2017-08-05 06:50 EST
She glanced down, letting out a soft giggle at the sight of her little friend peering out at him. "Da, this is Pasha," she introduced him, letting one arm fall as the other hand fished the tiny ball of fluff out from beneath her robe. Pasha was tiny, jet black, and very curious about the new person who smelled familiar.

For once in his life, the man was at a complete loss as to what to do, and it was all because of something as simple and commonplace as a kitten. He hadn't had a pet since he'd been a small boy. It was something he hadn't thought of in a very long time. Dressed in a pair of navy blue sweatpants and a white t-shirt with an Avengers emblem in the corner, he crouched down and held out a hand to the kitten for his inspection.

Pasha didn't need any more invitation. He raised his little head to sniff at the fingers offered to him, and then, apparently satisfied, proceeded to rub his head against Nikolai's outstretched hand, staggering on slightly clumsy legs to attempt to climb the man for a better cuddle.

Alyona giggled softly, thumping down onto the edge of her enormous bed to watch. "He likes you."

"Where did you find him?" he asked, curiously. He couldn't imagine how she'd snuck him in here without anyone knowing, except Jarvis, it seemed. And who'd taken care of him while they'd been in Russia"

"Someone left a box of kittens in Mr. Stark's car that he did not notice until he arrived back here, about two weeks ago?" She tilted her head, trying to remember the date. "Yes, two weeks. I stole Pasha out of the box before he took them back to the city." She grinned over at Nikolai cheerfully. "Jarvis has been looking after him for me with the, you know, helpful robot ....Dummy?"

"Dummy?" Nikolai echoed dubiously. That didn't sound like a very flattering name, even if it was just a robot. While they were discussing names, Nikolai thought he'd inquire further about the cat. "Why Pasha?" he asked, as he rubbed his fingers against the cat's fur.

She shrugged. "I like the name?" she suggested. "It does not remind me of anyone, if that is what you are wondering. No ex-boyfriends. Not that I have had boyfriends. I think the closest I have ever had was a three day ....I think the words are hook up?"

He idly wondered what that made him. The word "boyfriend" didn't quite seem to fit, but he wasn't a lover, either. Friend" Partner" Though his knowledge of the English language was extensive, he couldn't quite find the right word to fit the situation. As for himself, the last time he'd been with a woman, that woman was his now long-deceased wife. "It is a good name," he admitted, for lack of anything else to say. Tired of crouching, he moved to sit beside her on the bed.

Abandoned, Pasha proceeded to amuse himself, pouncing imaginary prey on his shaky legs as Alyona giggled at the sight of him. "It is a familiar name," she said quietly. "It sounds like home." She raised blue eyes to his with a gentle smile. "Are you well, Niko' You seem unsettled."

He shrugged, as though it was nothing, unable to lie to her, even if he wanted to. "It is this place," he admitted, though he wasn't sure what exactly it was about it. The lack of privacy probably, though they were often left alone here while the others ventured out. "It feels like a prison."

"It is a prison." Had he expected her to say that' Perhaps he had expected her to tell him he was wrong. But Alyona felt as trapped here as he did. The only difference was that she was trying to make her cage more homey. "They don't mean it to be, but there is nowhere else we can go. Not safely. Not yet."

"For how long?" he asked, knowing she didn't have an answer to that question. No one did really. What if they never succeeded in defeating Hydra" What then" Were they to remain prisoners here for the rest of their lives" That thought did nothing to lighten his mood. "Do you think you will ever return home?" he asked, meaning to stay, not just to visit.

She shook her head, looking down at her fingers, twisting together against the terry of her robe. "I don't have a home, Niko," she reminded him softly. "I was born in a Hydra facility, and Tabor won't ever take me back into his family group, with good reason. I really do have nowhere to go. Perhaps that is why I do not mind the cage."

He reached over to lift her chin, ice blue eyes meeting hers. There was hope in those eyes or perhaps a longing for something better. "It is a big world, Alyona. There is so much to see," he told her, having only seen some of it himself. "I would show you, if I could."

Her sadness eased as he spoke, as she looked into his eyes and knew he meant every word he said. "I would like that, very much," she confessed, her lips quirking into a faint smile. "I-I would like ..." She broke off, blushing as she looked away again. "Nyet, I should not say that."

He frowned a little as she trailed off, wondering what it was she had wanted to say. Was it just that she wanted to get to know him better or was it something else? He touched her cheek to meet his eyes again. "What is it, Alyona" I would like to know."

Perhaps it was strange that a telepath, someone who saw into everyone's mind, could be shy of sharing what was on her mind. But Alyona was shy, and a little afraid of being rejected. Still, she raised her eyes to his once more at his urging, gathering what little courage she had. "I would like you to stay, with me," she said quietly.

He arched a brow, wondering further just what she meant by that. Did she mean just for the night or on a long-term basis" And what would the others think if they started sharing a room' Or was she not talking about living arrangements so much as being together as a couple. "Here?" he asked, needing clarification. "Tonight?"

"Always?" Of course she wanted him to stay tonight; she wanted him to stay every night. If they hadn't been in imminent danger of being found and shot, she might even have broached the subject in Russia.

He smiled softly as he tucked a strand of hair away from her face, touched by her answer. "Always is a long time, Alyona," he reminded her, wondering if she really understood what it was she was asking.

"Not when you know it could end tomorrow," she answered tenderly, daring to touch his cheek with her fingertips. They both knew everything could end tomorrow; Hydra could find them, any one of a hundred different mistakes could end the world. All there really was to hold onto was the moment, and in this moment, all she really wanted was him.

He couldn't really argue with that. Instead of replying with words, he drew her hand to his lips to touch tender kisses to her fingertips in a gesture that was almost more intimate that kissing her lips.

For someone who had never really been kissed by anyone who truly meant it, just that gesture was enough to take Alyona's breath away. The deep blue of her eyes darkened with longing as she watched him, half-afraid to breathe in case all this was a dream she could wake from at any moment. But somehow it felt real ....real enough that her other hand rose, skimming the cool metal of his arm to tease her fingers into his hair.

The way things were going, it was a good thing Jarvis wasn't monitoring or recording anything that was going on in her room. Letting go of her hand, he touched his fingers to her face again, fingers caressing her cheek and touching her hair, as if he was trying to memorize every inch of her face. He leaned in, close enough to kiss her, but only watching her quietly, not afraid, but simply taking his time and savoring the moment.

Alyona

Date: 2017-08-05 06:50 EST
Gazing into his eyes, she leaned into him, a breath away but no closer, warm and wanting and still just a little shy of crossing the line between them. Instead, her fingers slid over the metal of his arm once again, gathering that hand in her own to guide it to her cheek. "Do not be afraid to touch me, sladkij," she whispered. "I know you will not hurt me."

He frowned as she touched that hated metal hand and drew it to her cheek. Hated or not, it had become as much a part of him as his own flesh and blood. What choice did he have, after all" It was better than having no arm at all, he supposed, and yet, he couldn't help but hate them for taking his arm and giving him this thing in replacement. "I am not afraid," he told her, not so long as he was still in control of his own mind. "I only wish ..." He trailed off with a frown, that wish unspoken, even as metal fingers, strangely warm instead of cold, cupped her cheek.

She let him trail off, choosing not to look into his mind and find the words that would not come. Her fingers teased up over his chest, gently tilting his chin to meet her eyes once more. "I love you, Niko," she whispered to him softly.

There were those words again and that intimate shortening of his name, and he found his heart thumping in his chest - not with fear but something else. Excitement' Longing" The first stirrings of love" He couldn't deny that he cared for her and that he longed to be with her. Was that what love had felt like once upon a time" He could not promise her love yet, not until he was sure that was what he was feeling, but he could promise something else. "It has been a long time since I have cared for anyone, Alyona, but I care for you. I think ....I think I could love you," he admitted, hoping it was enough for now.

Her smile lit up her face like a slow-rising dawn, tender hope matching the sweet affection in her gaze as she circled the tip of her nose about his own. "I will love you, whatever you feel for me," she promised him. "No one has ever cared for me as you do. Even if this is all there ever is, it will be enough." That was a lie, but a gentle one; she did not want to push him, to force him into anything beyond what he was comfortable with. That was love, to Alyona.

"This?" he repeated, brows arched in confusion. "I am not sure what you mean." Did she mean just being together, or did she mean close as they were now" He knew if they kept going the way they were going, they were going to progress past a few shared kisses, but the privacy issue was still bothering him, somewhere at the back of his mind.

She sighed, feeling him drawing away, even if he had not moved. "Whatever you give me, I will be happy with," she told him softly, wishing she believed herself, hoping she was convincing enough for him. "I will never ask you for more."

"One moment," he said, considering quietly for a moment before speaking again, not to her this time, but to Jarvis, who Nikolai assumed would respond, despite his claims of not monitoring them. "Jarvis?" he inquired, calling on Stark's A.I. by name.

Silence was his reply. Well, almost silence. Pasha miaowed from the floor by his foot, but that wasn't the response Nikolai had been looking for. Alyona smiled, leaning down to lift the weary kitten up as she rose to settle him into his own soft bed. "You have to go into the corridor to speak to Jarvis," she told Nikolai apologetically. "He does not intrude in here."

"I want to make sure we won't be interrupted or ..." He got to his feet to go over to the door and check if there was a lock, but that didn't satisfy him. Unlocking and opening the door, he looked out into the hall to see if anyone was lurking anywhere nearby before addressing the A.I. again, "Jarvis?"

"Yes, Mr. Petrov?" Just as Alyona had said, Jarvis was easy to contact - outside her door.

"Miss Evchenko and I wish not to be disturbed. Can you ensure no one disturbs us?" he asked, without spelling out the whys and wherefores of his request.

"Certainly, Mr. Petrov. Isolating Miss Evchenko's suite from all internal security overrides ....now." There was a discernible clunk from the door lock. Apparently they were now entirely responsible for their own security.

"Spasibo," Nikolai fell into his native Russian again as he thanked the A.I., before moving back inside and securing the lock. If anyone wanted to interrupt them for any reason now, they'd have to at least knock.

A little confused by this sudden sojourn out into the hallway, Alyona turned to face him as he locked the door, curious suspicion painting her smile as her arms wrapped close about her waist to hug herself. "What was that about?"

"Privacy," he replied, switching to Russian - a language only three of them currently residing at the mansion understood and spoke fluently. It was his native language and one that seemed to flow between them more naturally than English.

Russian did come more easily than English, which was only Alyona's fourth language. She didn't expect anyone to speak Sokovian outside Sokovia, but Russian had always been her first language, thanks to Hydra. The sounds which seemed so guttural to a Western ear were intimate to her own, which might well have accounted for the blush that painted her cheeks on hearing it. "Privacy?"

"I do not wish us to be interrupted, do you?" he asked, still speaking in Russian. He didn't bother to check the door again, confident now that Jarvis would keep his word.

She shook her head, the shy smile on her face once more as she drew her lower lip between her teeth, her eyes warm with the loving affection she no longer had to try to hide when she was around him. A teasing sparkle touched her gaze as she raised her hand, crooking one finger to beckon him closer ....as a gentle crimson tendril gave him a push toward her, just in case he was in any doubt.

Whatever her age, this was no child before him and no virgin either. She knew what she wanted, and he was amazed to realize that it was him. A small smile appeared on his face, almost shy now that they were assured of the privacy they both craved, and he started toward her, eager for her touch.

She met him halfway, no hesitancy in this kiss. This kiss was hunger and warmth and eager tenderness, all wrapped up in a loving press of lip to lip as her mouth curved in a wicked smile. Slender fingers found their way beneath his t-shirt to smooth her touch over his skin. No, she was definitely no virgin, but she was all his.

She was also the first woman he'd had any feelings for since the death of his wife, but at the moment, Lillia - God rest her soul - was the further things from his mind. His kiss was as hungry and warm and eager as hers, his body reawakening to the touch of a woman after so many years in cryo-sleep.

Her robe hit the floor fairly fast, freeing her arms as she pressed closer to him, guiding the t-shirt high over his chest. Her fingertips brushed the scars that marred his skin - mementos of another lifetime, of pain suffered for the greater good as presented by those who had ruled over him, and she did not flinch from them. Each one was a memory to be treasured of a time when they had not killed him.

He obviously favored the right hand - the one that was still made of flesh and blood, the left remaining still at his side. He did not want to think on it now, of how it might disgust her. He did not want to think of anything but her - the beauty of her and the tenderness of her touch. She was still too dressed for his liking, but that was easily remedied. As she pressed closer, he dipped his head to leave a trail of kisses against her neck, the fingers of his human hand working the buttons of her nightshirt loose.

Alyona

Date: 2017-08-05 06:51 EST
If she was too dressed for his liking, he was definitely too clothed for hers, and yet without his cooperation, that was exactly how he would stay. She laughed her frustration against his ear, her hands holding herself tight to him by his hips as that laugh trailed off into a low moan. "Niko ..."

There was that familiar form of his name again - a nickname he hadn't heard spoken in a very long time. There was something about the way she said it - half moan and half plea - that sent a shiver along his spine. His fingers found their way inside her shirt, exploring the warm flesh and gentle curves that were hidden behind that veil of cloth.

Her head turned, lips brushing against the pulse in his throat as her fingers threaded into the shaggy fall of his hair ....as her other hand slid down to take the motionless fingers of his metal left hand and draw that touch to her breast. Fearless of the strength in those fingers, and far from flinching in revulsion, she accepted all of him, whether he was truly at ease with himself or not. She loved him - how could she not?

Though the metal hand was obviously not made of human flesh, it still behaved accordingly - fingers flexing and responding to the commands from Nikolai's brain. The touch was warmer and gentler than either of them might have expected, and in that moment, Nikolai tried to forget that he was not entirely human anymore. He carefully drew the cloth back from her shoulders, baring her to his eyes and his touch, his gaze wandering over her form, hungry and admiring.

And this was a first for Alyona. She was a master at hasty fumbles, at scratching the itch with a faceless stranger, but here and now, exposed to the eyes of the man she loved, she forgot all her confidence. She felt like a blushing virgin all over again, unconsciously curling her arms to hide herself, acutely aware of jutting hip bones, small breasts, a body that had been starved more than it had been fed over her lifetime.

Very gently, he pulled her arms away to admire her again, but he did not gawk. Instead, he took both her hands in both of his - flesh and metal - and drew her back toward the bed once again, this time with the intention of finishing what they'd started.

She went with him willingly, even laughing a little at her own shyness, stepping closer to unwind her fingers from his grasp so she could reach up to him once more. Her lips found his, needing that distraction from her sense of vulnerability, knowing he wouldn't hurt her, hoping she could give him what he needed. Needing him not to change his mind.

She was exactly what he needed, in more ways than one. It wasn't just a physical attraction between them either, but a deeper connection - at least, he hoped so. Her kiss only encouraged him, and his answering kiss told her that he wanted and needed her just as much as she did him.

Her hands plucked at his t-shirt impatiently as they traded those longing kisses, slipping low to push at the waist of his sweats. Let me see you. Her voice in his mind, as though she had spoken aloud but for the fact that her mouth was very much otherwise occupied. It seemed as though stress and fear were not the only things to spur her on to learning new things about her abilities.

The voice in his mind might have troubled him had he not recognized it as hers, and he couldn't help but smirk at her request, as if it amused him a little. She was the lesser dressed of the two, though they were technically both still wearing pants, of a sort - Alyona looking adorable in a pair of pink lace panties, as opposed to Nikolai's slightly baggy sweatpants. Together, he thought back at her, without speaking, wondering if she'd hear him.

She drew back, startled to hear his voice in her mind, unaware that she had linked herself to him so inexorably the more intimate they became. But he hadn't pulled away; she hadn't frightened him, or offended him. She had simply expressed herself the only way she could, and he had answered her without judgment. So, with a slow smile, she dared to step back, hooking her thumbs into the waist of her "adorable" panties to sweep them down her legs in one fluid motion.

He couldn't help his gaze as it wandered over her, admiring the curves, as slight as they might be, which made her a woman; and he couldn't help the affect that view was having on his own body, even as he returned the favor and tugged the sweatpants and boxers off his legs. A younger man might have blushed in embarrassment, but he did not; though he was worried what she'd think of the scars and the arm that was not truly his.

The shyness returned, but only because she knew she wasn't the full figure of the woman that, say, Natasha was. As for his scars, his arm ....she didn't see them. She saw him. She loved him. And given how easily she slipped back into his arms, she saw nothing about him that even remotely repulsed her.

His arms went around her waist as she slipped back to him, and he touched a kiss to her lips that was full of all the passion and desire he was feeling for her in that moment and in the days leading up to this moment, when he'd tried to keep his feelings to himself. He abruptly swept her up into his arms, his lips still pressed to hers to lay her back upon the bed and cover her body with his, hearts beating together.

She squealed happily as he swept her off her feet, locking arms and legs around him as he lay with her on a bed that had become her safe haven over these past months. In a very real sense, she was giving herself to him, trusting him above all others, whether he knew it or not. And even if he didn't know that, he was about to find out that the woman he had once thought of as a little girl was anything but.

There was something special in that first sharing - in exploring and learning about the other, in giving and taking, in loving and being loved in return. All of the barriers between them came down, each trusting in the other, no secrets left between them. He gave as well as he received and in that giving, he was not only giving himself to her, but he was offering her his heart.

Alyona might be young, but his heart was safe in her hands. She proved it, time and again, in the way she cared for him; the way she had been caring for him ever since he came out of the cryo-pod less than a year before. Her mental touch had driven Hydra from his mind; her company was always there when he needed it. She had never asked him for more than he was ready to give, and yet here they were, locked in love on an island of their own making, far away from the world outside that door in each other's arms.

They might as well be miles away for all they seemed to care of the world outside that door. It seemed that all the other had needed they'd found right there in each other's arms. One night or many, what mattered was here and now. And just maybe, this time, it would endure.