((Warning - adult material toward the end.)
It was over. Hydra, at least in it's current form, was destroyed, left without the manpower or the infrastructure to be trouble for the world for decades to come. A.E.G.I.S. had fulfilled the promise made when they had first been formed; governments around the world would trust them even more easily now they had proved they got results. Back at the New York HQ, it was midnight before all the Avengers checked back in, and morning before the round of debriefings began. Almost every detail was picked over, discussed; praise was given, and assurances against mistakes being repeated made. And despite her warning, Nat didn't make much of the withholding of information Zach and his young team had performed. She didn't feel it was necessary to put them through being scolded, not when they had actually done very well. Tony was already planning the celebratory party to be thrown at the mansion as the debriefing broke up, even making Thor promise to stay on Earth until it happened as they filed out of the briefing room.
There were more things to celebrate than just the elimination of Hydra, but Lucas and Fliss didn't seem ready to make any engagement announcements yet, not before Lucas could ask her father for permission to marry his daughter, even though he probably didn't need it. Matt had proven he could do more than just breathe underwater, and Zach had proved himself worthy of becoming an Avenger full-time, though he hadn't been officially asked yet. It was only when the meeting was over and the others had gone their separate ways that Zach went in search of Natasha.
He found her in the corridor. Anyone else might have been hesitating before making the decision whether or not to check in with a certain someone in the computer labs, but Natasha Romanoff was not a woman you assumed hesitated about anything. She offered Zach a wry smile. "Something on your mind?"
Zach didn't need to look around to make sure they were alone, or as alone as they were going to get there at A.E.G.I.S. HQ. "May I have a word?" he asked, quietly and politely, adding almost as an afterthought, "In private?"
"Sure." Nat didn't see any problem with this, jerking her head back toward the briefing room. "Should be empty in there now. You okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine," he assured her, as he turned to head back toward the briefing room, pausing long enough for her to join him. "Just a little confused."
Closing the door behind herself, Nat tilted her head curiously. "What about?" she asked him. "Debriefing is usually the time to ask questions."
"This question is just for you," he explained, a little surprised she hadn't already guessed what he was going to ask her about. He could have probed her thoughts instead, but he knew better. He had learned control a long time ago and had learned that people didn't generally react well to having their thoughts poked at without their permission.
She nodded, settling herself down in one of the recently evacuated seats and gesturing for him to do the same. "You want to know why I didn't drop you in it with Captain Rogers and the others," she said calmly. Yes, Nat could make a good guess at what this was about.
"Yes, that's right," he said, taking a seat across from her and folding his hands on the table while he awaited her explanation. He knew she'd been angry, and he knew he'd screwed up. The ends had justified the means, so to speak, or so he thought, but that didn't explain why she hadn't taken him to task in front of the others.
"Because you did good," she explained, "and because the deviation from the plan didn't cost us time or lives. It's not something to make a habit of, especially in the field, and next time, I will expect you to mention it in the briefing beforehand. But this time" You get a pass."
"Next time?" he echoed, brows arching upwards. He was aware he'd been invited to join the Avengers, but he wasn't quite sure if that invitation was sincere or if he was really welcome there, and if it was, he wasn't sure whether or not he wanted to accept that invitation just yet.
"It's your choice," she assured him. "No one's gonna force you to take a spot on the Avengers' roster if you're not 100% sure you want it. Maybe just keep the option open, though' You've got the skill and the discipline, and you work well on a team. Just need to work on that communication thing."
He nodded his understanding before going on. "It's ironic, isn't it' You'd think a telepath would be more candid," he said, though it seemed the exact opposite was true. Of course, there were reasons for that, but he wasn't going to get into all that here. He assumed she'd at least browsed his dossier and whatever information was part of it.
"I think you have your own reasons for not being as forthcoming with information as some people would expect," Nat told him gently. She understood, to a certain extent. "But like I said before, keeping secrets from the people trusting you with their lives is not a good way to live."
"Sometimes people are better off not knowing," he said, though that obviously depended on the secrets and the circumstances. There were some who knew most of his secrets, but few knew them all. "I had to know there was no one worth saving there yesterday," he explained. "Not for me, but for my teammates. For Fliss and Lucas and Matthew." Or at least, mostly for them.
To her credit, Nat didn't argue with this. "They didn't really know what they signed up for, did they?" she asked, though it was obvious from the subdued way the other three had been during the debriefing. Hearing the actual numbers was sobering for anyone. "Look, I appreciate that you did that. If you hadn't, I probably would have had to have restrained Matt, and he would not have enjoyed it."
"I should have realized it before, but I was too busy trying to train them, trying to get them ready." Rufus had warned them, in his own way, but realizing there had been nothing glorious about going into battle was a sobering thing for all of them. "I didn't want them to have to live with the guilt. I could ..." Zach hesitated before continuing. "I could alter their memories, but that wouldn't be right."
"No, that wouldn't be right," she agreed. "I think you handled it well, given the circumstances. I don't like surprises, that's why I was pissed. Any deviation from the plan that doesn't touch the contingencies could result in losing people and I have enough blood on my hands as it is. But in hindsight, you did good."
"It won't happen again," he promised, though he wasn't sure if by saying that he was accepting their invitation to be an Avenger or not. "Agent Romanoff, if I might be blunt ....They did good out there yesterday. They make a good team, but they are young - too young to have such a burden put on their shoulders," he said, though he wasn't all that much older.
"I know," she agreed. "And they don't want to do it again, do they' Not unless there's no choice." It didn't take a genius to work that one out - Fliss and Lucas had all but stated it outright, and given the way the color had drained from Matt's face during the debriefing, it was a fair guess.
"No, they don't," he confirmed without hesitation, though whether he knew that telepathically or because they'd told him, he didn't say. "There are other ways they can put their powers to good use. Ways they could help people," he added.
"Rhy'Din's a good place to develop those powers," Nat said thoughtfully. "Earth ....is not such a good place to still be developing powers. As soon as you're marked as different, you're a target here. No, I think it's wise for them to stay on Rhy'Din to develop themselves. And you are more than capable of deciding for yourself what you want to do."
"Agreed," Zach replied bluntly. There wasn't much he needed to say about that, but there was something else. "But before I accept the Avengers' invitation, there's something you need to know about me." Something he had obviously withheld and that was not in his dossier.
It was over. Hydra, at least in it's current form, was destroyed, left without the manpower or the infrastructure to be trouble for the world for decades to come. A.E.G.I.S. had fulfilled the promise made when they had first been formed; governments around the world would trust them even more easily now they had proved they got results. Back at the New York HQ, it was midnight before all the Avengers checked back in, and morning before the round of debriefings began. Almost every detail was picked over, discussed; praise was given, and assurances against mistakes being repeated made. And despite her warning, Nat didn't make much of the withholding of information Zach and his young team had performed. She didn't feel it was necessary to put them through being scolded, not when they had actually done very well. Tony was already planning the celebratory party to be thrown at the mansion as the debriefing broke up, even making Thor promise to stay on Earth until it happened as they filed out of the briefing room.
There were more things to celebrate than just the elimination of Hydra, but Lucas and Fliss didn't seem ready to make any engagement announcements yet, not before Lucas could ask her father for permission to marry his daughter, even though he probably didn't need it. Matt had proven he could do more than just breathe underwater, and Zach had proved himself worthy of becoming an Avenger full-time, though he hadn't been officially asked yet. It was only when the meeting was over and the others had gone their separate ways that Zach went in search of Natasha.
He found her in the corridor. Anyone else might have been hesitating before making the decision whether or not to check in with a certain someone in the computer labs, but Natasha Romanoff was not a woman you assumed hesitated about anything. She offered Zach a wry smile. "Something on your mind?"
Zach didn't need to look around to make sure they were alone, or as alone as they were going to get there at A.E.G.I.S. HQ. "May I have a word?" he asked, quietly and politely, adding almost as an afterthought, "In private?"
"Sure." Nat didn't see any problem with this, jerking her head back toward the briefing room. "Should be empty in there now. You okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine," he assured her, as he turned to head back toward the briefing room, pausing long enough for her to join him. "Just a little confused."
Closing the door behind herself, Nat tilted her head curiously. "What about?" she asked him. "Debriefing is usually the time to ask questions."
"This question is just for you," he explained, a little surprised she hadn't already guessed what he was going to ask her about. He could have probed her thoughts instead, but he knew better. He had learned control a long time ago and had learned that people didn't generally react well to having their thoughts poked at without their permission.
She nodded, settling herself down in one of the recently evacuated seats and gesturing for him to do the same. "You want to know why I didn't drop you in it with Captain Rogers and the others," she said calmly. Yes, Nat could make a good guess at what this was about.
"Yes, that's right," he said, taking a seat across from her and folding his hands on the table while he awaited her explanation. He knew she'd been angry, and he knew he'd screwed up. The ends had justified the means, so to speak, or so he thought, but that didn't explain why she hadn't taken him to task in front of the others.
"Because you did good," she explained, "and because the deviation from the plan didn't cost us time or lives. It's not something to make a habit of, especially in the field, and next time, I will expect you to mention it in the briefing beforehand. But this time" You get a pass."
"Next time?" he echoed, brows arching upwards. He was aware he'd been invited to join the Avengers, but he wasn't quite sure if that invitation was sincere or if he was really welcome there, and if it was, he wasn't sure whether or not he wanted to accept that invitation just yet.
"It's your choice," she assured him. "No one's gonna force you to take a spot on the Avengers' roster if you're not 100% sure you want it. Maybe just keep the option open, though' You've got the skill and the discipline, and you work well on a team. Just need to work on that communication thing."
He nodded his understanding before going on. "It's ironic, isn't it' You'd think a telepath would be more candid," he said, though it seemed the exact opposite was true. Of course, there were reasons for that, but he wasn't going to get into all that here. He assumed she'd at least browsed his dossier and whatever information was part of it.
"I think you have your own reasons for not being as forthcoming with information as some people would expect," Nat told him gently. She understood, to a certain extent. "But like I said before, keeping secrets from the people trusting you with their lives is not a good way to live."
"Sometimes people are better off not knowing," he said, though that obviously depended on the secrets and the circumstances. There were some who knew most of his secrets, but few knew them all. "I had to know there was no one worth saving there yesterday," he explained. "Not for me, but for my teammates. For Fliss and Lucas and Matthew." Or at least, mostly for them.
To her credit, Nat didn't argue with this. "They didn't really know what they signed up for, did they?" she asked, though it was obvious from the subdued way the other three had been during the debriefing. Hearing the actual numbers was sobering for anyone. "Look, I appreciate that you did that. If you hadn't, I probably would have had to have restrained Matt, and he would not have enjoyed it."
"I should have realized it before, but I was too busy trying to train them, trying to get them ready." Rufus had warned them, in his own way, but realizing there had been nothing glorious about going into battle was a sobering thing for all of them. "I didn't want them to have to live with the guilt. I could ..." Zach hesitated before continuing. "I could alter their memories, but that wouldn't be right."
"No, that wouldn't be right," she agreed. "I think you handled it well, given the circumstances. I don't like surprises, that's why I was pissed. Any deviation from the plan that doesn't touch the contingencies could result in losing people and I have enough blood on my hands as it is. But in hindsight, you did good."
"It won't happen again," he promised, though he wasn't sure if by saying that he was accepting their invitation to be an Avenger or not. "Agent Romanoff, if I might be blunt ....They did good out there yesterday. They make a good team, but they are young - too young to have such a burden put on their shoulders," he said, though he wasn't all that much older.
"I know," she agreed. "And they don't want to do it again, do they' Not unless there's no choice." It didn't take a genius to work that one out - Fliss and Lucas had all but stated it outright, and given the way the color had drained from Matt's face during the debriefing, it was a fair guess.
"No, they don't," he confirmed without hesitation, though whether he knew that telepathically or because they'd told him, he didn't say. "There are other ways they can put their powers to good use. Ways they could help people," he added.
"Rhy'Din's a good place to develop those powers," Nat said thoughtfully. "Earth ....is not such a good place to still be developing powers. As soon as you're marked as different, you're a target here. No, I think it's wise for them to stay on Rhy'Din to develop themselves. And you are more than capable of deciding for yourself what you want to do."
"Agreed," Zach replied bluntly. There wasn't much he needed to say about that, but there was something else. "But before I accept the Avengers' invitation, there's something you need to know about me." Something he had obviously withheld and that was not in his dossier.