Miranda wasted no time, insisting she and Rufus leave Rhy'Din for New York as soon as possible. For her, it wasn't so much about Rufus finally meeting his daughter as it was about getting Bethany to safety, and though Rufus might think New York was safe, so long as Bethany was in Jason's care, Miranda wasn't so sure. She knew she had to let go of the apron strings sometime, and she was perfectly willing to do that, as soon as she was sure her daughter was safe. After the trial maybe, but not now. She gave little thought to her own safety, despite Rufus' very verbal concerns. She didn't intend for them to be here long, just long enough for Beth to meet her father and get her to Rhy'Din.
For all his concern about Miranda, Rufus was glad she had not argued when he had told her he was going to come with her to collect Bethany, and bring her and her detective to Rhy'Din. He was fairly sure he was capable enough to protect his angel. But more than that, the need to be constantly alert had kept him from lingering on the thought of what was about to happen. He was about to meet his daughter. The last time he had seen her, she had been barely a few minutes old; now she was a young woman of twenty-four, and if she was anything like her mother, he wasn't entirely sure what sort of reception he was going to get. At Miranda's side, he blew out a sharp breath as they approached the apartment building. "Are you absolutely certain this is going to go well, angel?"
Miranda sighed, stopping momentarily to turn to him and smooth a hand against the front of his shirt. "Will you stop worrying" She's been asking to meet you for years. She knows the situation. She's not going to blame you. She's going to love you. Stop worrying." She brushed a kiss against his cheek to reassure him.
"I'm an appalling father figure for anyone," he pointed out, his nerves showing themselves even as she tried to reassure him. "You've met Lei now. That bundle of repressed fury is entirely my doing. Perhaps it's wrong of me to want to force myself into Beth's life - she's been so happy with you."
"Stop it, Rufe. You're going to talk yourself out of this before you've even met her. You have to trust me on this. She's going to love you." She smiled up at him and stepped up onto her tiptoes to brush a kiss against his lips, brief but warm with affection before reaching for his hand to let him up the stairs to Bethany's apartment.
His chuckle was a little awkward as she smiled, muffled into her kiss as he leaned closer, his fingers tangling with hers, holding on a little too tightly for it to be mere a possessive touch. He needed the reassurance that Miranda had forgiven him to be able to face his daughter. "I've been talking myself out of this for almost five years," he laughed softly. "You may have to push me in through the door."
"I haven't brought you all this way for you to chicken out now, Rufus Bennett! Now, stop making excuses and let's go!" She didn't really give him much chance to procrastinate any longer as she was pulling the door open and tugging him along behind her toward the stairs to Beth's second story apartment. "Honestly, you hunt monsters for a living, but are afraid of one very human girl who is dying to meet you!" Okay, dying might have been a poor choice of words, but he knew what she meant.
"Monsters are very different from a young woman who has every right to be furious with me for not being there her entire life," Rufus pointed out as he was led inexorably upward by one very determined woman. "Monsters, I can kill and be done with. Bethany ....I'm going to have to talk to her and try not to make a mess of her the way I did with Lei."
"You are comparing apples to oranges, dear," she told him, hoping she didn't sound too condescending. She was used to being the voice of reason, but Rufus was the one man who always seemed able to wiggle his way out of her logic. "You raised Lei to be a Slayer. Beth knows nothing of that world, other than what little I've told her." Which was as little as possible. "She knows the reasons for our separation. She knows it was for her own protection." Miranda paused there, not wanting to go too far and tell him too much, remembering all the long talks she'd had with Bethany through the years, the questions, the explanations. And through it all, Miranda had never admitted how much she still loved him, purposely avoiding such questions, until they could be avoided no longer.
"Hmm." That sound was always there when Rufus either couldn't, or wouldn't, say anything further, closing his mouth to prevent fresh worries from making themselves known to Miranda. She was concerned enough without him heaping his own worries on her head as well. Whatever happened when he finally met his daughter, it would be his problem if things went badly wrong. "And you're sure you didn't need to call ahead" You said they've only been together a week - they may not be fit for company."
Miranda smiled, and there was that hint of impish mischief in her eyes she loved so well. "It's two in the afternoon. If they're still in bed, it's past time they get up." She knew it was a little bit evil of her not to give Bethany and her lover a heads up, but it was also far too tempting to catch them at something naughty in the middle of the afternoon, and she was looking forward to seeing the look on Jason's face when he met Bethany's father. She stopped when she reached the door to her daughter's apartment, a final glance at Rufus as she lifted a hand in readiness to knock on her daughter's door. "Ready?"
For all his concern about Miranda, Rufus was glad she had not argued when he had told her he was going to come with her to collect Bethany, and bring her and her detective to Rhy'Din. He was fairly sure he was capable enough to protect his angel. But more than that, the need to be constantly alert had kept him from lingering on the thought of what was about to happen. He was about to meet his daughter. The last time he had seen her, she had been barely a few minutes old; now she was a young woman of twenty-four, and if she was anything like her mother, he wasn't entirely sure what sort of reception he was going to get. At Miranda's side, he blew out a sharp breath as they approached the apartment building. "Are you absolutely certain this is going to go well, angel?"
Miranda sighed, stopping momentarily to turn to him and smooth a hand against the front of his shirt. "Will you stop worrying" She's been asking to meet you for years. She knows the situation. She's not going to blame you. She's going to love you. Stop worrying." She brushed a kiss against his cheek to reassure him.
"I'm an appalling father figure for anyone," he pointed out, his nerves showing themselves even as she tried to reassure him. "You've met Lei now. That bundle of repressed fury is entirely my doing. Perhaps it's wrong of me to want to force myself into Beth's life - she's been so happy with you."
"Stop it, Rufe. You're going to talk yourself out of this before you've even met her. You have to trust me on this. She's going to love you." She smiled up at him and stepped up onto her tiptoes to brush a kiss against his lips, brief but warm with affection before reaching for his hand to let him up the stairs to Bethany's apartment.
His chuckle was a little awkward as she smiled, muffled into her kiss as he leaned closer, his fingers tangling with hers, holding on a little too tightly for it to be mere a possessive touch. He needed the reassurance that Miranda had forgiven him to be able to face his daughter. "I've been talking myself out of this for almost five years," he laughed softly. "You may have to push me in through the door."
"I haven't brought you all this way for you to chicken out now, Rufus Bennett! Now, stop making excuses and let's go!" She didn't really give him much chance to procrastinate any longer as she was pulling the door open and tugging him along behind her toward the stairs to Beth's second story apartment. "Honestly, you hunt monsters for a living, but are afraid of one very human girl who is dying to meet you!" Okay, dying might have been a poor choice of words, but he knew what she meant.
"Monsters are very different from a young woman who has every right to be furious with me for not being there her entire life," Rufus pointed out as he was led inexorably upward by one very determined woman. "Monsters, I can kill and be done with. Bethany ....I'm going to have to talk to her and try not to make a mess of her the way I did with Lei."
"You are comparing apples to oranges, dear," she told him, hoping she didn't sound too condescending. She was used to being the voice of reason, but Rufus was the one man who always seemed able to wiggle his way out of her logic. "You raised Lei to be a Slayer. Beth knows nothing of that world, other than what little I've told her." Which was as little as possible. "She knows the reasons for our separation. She knows it was for her own protection." Miranda paused there, not wanting to go too far and tell him too much, remembering all the long talks she'd had with Bethany through the years, the questions, the explanations. And through it all, Miranda had never admitted how much she still loved him, purposely avoiding such questions, until they could be avoided no longer.
"Hmm." That sound was always there when Rufus either couldn't, or wouldn't, say anything further, closing his mouth to prevent fresh worries from making themselves known to Miranda. She was concerned enough without him heaping his own worries on her head as well. Whatever happened when he finally met his daughter, it would be his problem if things went badly wrong. "And you're sure you didn't need to call ahead" You said they've only been together a week - they may not be fit for company."
Miranda smiled, and there was that hint of impish mischief in her eyes she loved so well. "It's two in the afternoon. If they're still in bed, it's past time they get up." She knew it was a little bit evil of her not to give Bethany and her lover a heads up, but it was also far too tempting to catch them at something naughty in the middle of the afternoon, and she was looking forward to seeing the look on Jason's face when he met Bethany's father. She stopped when she reached the door to her daughter's apartment, a final glance at Rufus as she lifted a hand in readiness to knock on her daughter's door. "Ready?"