Captivity Amidst the Veils; Part 1
~THREADS OF LIFE~
The carefully woven threads of my life unravel before my tear-filled eyes despite my desperate attempts to slow the destruction.
A myriad of voices and emotions clamor and swirl within the flimsy, sheer fabric I have ineptly sewn: the garment I foolishly believed would last a lifetime.
As I trod the painful path set before me, in search of of wholeness and life, I have been forced to discover that I've knitted a dream and not reality.
The sudden shock of being confronted by imperfection hurls me into a dizzying spiral where I flair frightened and lost.
I find myself frantically patching the tattered cloth to form a feeble shelter from the heartwrenching pain, only to feel my sould slowly wither and die while I hide.
I am not sure which is worse— the pain I am forced to endure or the inevitable extinguishment of my true self.
Feeling utterly alone and unloved, I cannot sleep nor eat, for the nourishment and peace I so intensely need are not of this physical world.
-TRK 12/19/95
~THREADS OF LIFE~
The carefully woven threads of my life unravel before my tear-filled eyes despite my desperate attempts to slow the destruction.
A myriad of voices and emotions clamor and swirl within the flimsy, sheer fabric I have ineptly sewn: the garment I foolishly believed would last a lifetime.
As I trod the painful path set before me, in search of of wholeness and life, I have been forced to discover that I've knitted a dream and not reality.
The sudden shock of being confronted by imperfection hurls me into a dizzying spiral where I flair frightened and lost.
I find myself frantically patching the tattered cloth to form a feeble shelter from the heartwrenching pain, only to feel my sould slowly wither and die while I hide.
I am not sure which is worse— the pain I am forced to endure or the inevitable extinguishment of my true self.
Feeling utterly alone and unloved, I cannot sleep nor eat, for the nourishment and peace I so intensely need are not of this physical world.
-TRK 12/19/95