"Well, it is and it isn't," Michael tried to explain. He had written the damned thing after all, but it wasn't exactly autobiographical. He wondered if he should explain further, but held his tongue until the man was finished. He took a sip of his coffee, arching a brow as Eregor sang a few bars of an old familiar song. Having origins on Earth and a decent knowledge of popular music, he was familiar with both songs, but had a preference for the latter.
"You're right," he replied at last, when Eregor was finished. "Only, it's not just about whether he's worthy of her, but if she still wants him. See, what Ryan doesn't know is that Roxanne is going through struggles of her own, so while the first book was mostly about Ryan, the sequel is mostly about Roxanne."
He took another sip of his coffee before continuing. It would have almost been better if he'd been able to jot down his thoughts rather than speak them. He was a writer, first and foremost, and while he might be a master of words, writing was a much different process than speaking. Speaking called for expressing thoughts in words without taking much time to think, while writing was a much more contemplative process.
"You know," he started, though Eregor most likely didn't. "I hadn't met Elena yet when I wrote the first book. I had a horrible crush on her, but I didn't meet her until she was cast for the part. She was even more beautiful in person than she was on TV, but she didn't even give me the time of day at first." He chuckled a little at the memory of it. "She had no idea I'd written the book with her in mind. It started out as a fantasy - a love story - a boy meets girl story. I was as surprised as anyone when it ended up a bestseller."
Michael paused, a small frown on his face, unsure just how far he should go in the telling of his own tale. He wasn't used to being in the limelight. In fact, he avoided it whenever possible. Just how much did Eregor need to know in order to understand and portray the character of Ryan' He didn't want to tell him so much that he'd feel pressured into portraying Michael's life story, but he needed to know just enough that he could understand what motivated the character and made him tick.
"All you really need to know is in the book," he said at last, reiterating his earlier thoughts. "Both books, really. Ryan is in love with Roxanne, but she doesn't even know he's alive, at first. Or so it seems. In reality, she's dealing with her own problems and doesn't want to get him involved, so she spurns him. His life spirals out of control after that, and he suffers a number of tragedies, which lead him to drown his troubles in a bottle of booze. It's not until the Nexus dumps him in Rhy'Din that he sees her again, and they realize they're stronger together than apart. Then, it's a matter of fighting their own demons and finding their happily ever after."
He sighed a little before continuing, "My publisher is pestering me for another sequel, but I think I'd like to leave it at that before it gets too personal, you know" People are always asking how much of myself I put into the character and the story, and I don't know how to answer that. I mean, there's a little bit of me in everything I write. Did you know most of Hemingway's stories were based on real life events" I'm not comparing myself to Hemingway, but what I'm trying to say is that I think there's a little of of the writer's feelings and experiences in everything they write, no matter how far removed the story is from their own. Do you know what I mean?" He wasn't sure if any of that made sense, but he hoped it helped Eregor make the character of Ryan his own.
Michael smiled suddenly as another thought came to mind. "If I were to pick a theme song for Elena and me, it would be 'All of Me', by John Legend. Have you heard it' I don't want it in the movie because it's too personal, but that's our story in a nutshell."