Topic: Famiglia

Elena

Date: 2015-09-07 18:38 EST
Getting to the hospital proved to be a lot easier with Jon driving and talking her out of getting worried and upset. Mataya took the time to call Max and let him know what was happening, as well as calling Tony and Tess only to find they were already at the hospital themselves. Thus, when she arrived and finally found herself directed upstairs to one of the wards, she was able to walk in on most of her family gathered together in the day room. Rosita was sitting down, Tess close beside her, both of them talking quietly as 'Taya made her way inside, turning to Tony straight away. "Hey, ballerino," she greeted her brother in a tense voice. "What's happening?"

Tony turned at the sound of his sister's voice, a concerned look on his face, but not one that boded tragedy, just yet. "'Tay, you're here," he started, stating the obvious. "We don't know much yet. We're waiting for the doctor. Something about ..." He trailed off upon seeing Jon just behind her, unsure whether he should discuss private family business in front of the other man, close friend or not. "Jon, good to see you," he told the other man, offering a hand. "Thanks for bringing her," he said, presuming he must have escorted his sister here, which explained his presence.

Jon returned the handshake before turning to Mataya, sensing he was no longer needed now that she was with her family. "You're in good hands now. I'm gonna go. You call me if you need anything. Anything, okay?" he told her, touching an affectionate kiss to her cheek.

"I will," 'Taya nodded to Jon, reaching up to hug him affectionately. "Thank you, Jonny. Sorry if I stuffed up your plans for the day." She even looked guilty for that, despite the fact that he had all but insisted on driving her, even while she'd been babbling on about nothing and everything in the grip of her initial shock.

"That's what friends are for, 'Tay. If there's anything I can do ..." Jon told both Mataya and Tony.

Tony offered a faint but grateful smile as he took his sister's hand. "Thanks, Jon. We'll be in touch."

And with that said, Jon gave Mataya's free hand a gentle squeeze and left her in the care of her family.

Tony tugged her close to wrap her in a brotherly hug. "You okay, sis?" he asked her in a hushed voice.

Smiling gratefully in her friend's wake, 'Taya turned into Tony's hug to hold on tightly. "Not really," she admitted. "I almost freaked out in front of an auditorium full of hopefuls when I read Michael's text. What happened?" She was very carefully not mentioning the addiction Elena and Michael shared, fairly sure that incidents involving that would have been predictable to a point.

"We don't know much yet. Just that she's been sick for a few days and the doctor referred her to the hospital. I'm sorry, carina. I don't know much more than that," he told her, still holding her close, knowing she was shaken and worried about their baby sister. He didn't mention the addiction either. No mention had been made of it, and as far as he knew, neither Elena or Michael had fallen off the wagon.

She frowned, worried about Elena, and a little hurt that she hadn't known before now that her baby sister had been ill for the last few days. They'd always been close, even with their bumps in the road, and it was a little hurtful to know that she hadn't been told that El was sick. "You said the doctor's in there with her now?" she asked, moving to sit down near their mother.

Rosita didn't say anything, absorbed in the calm conversation Tess had her engaged in, but she did reach out to grip Mataya's hand as her middle daughter sat down.

"Yeah, he should be out soon," Tony explained. He and Rosita had arrived first, living fairly close-by, followed by Tess, and finally Mataya. As anxious as he was to know what was going on, he was glad the doctor had waited until they'd all arrived to hear the news - whatever it was - together. "Michael's in there with her," he explained further, taking a seat on the other side of his sister, allowing his mother to be flanked by both Tess and Mataya.

"Well, it can't be totally serious," 'Taya reasoned hopefully. "I mean, if it was, she'd be in Intensive Care, or in surgery or something, right' Maybe it's just something that needs a bit of intervention. Like really bad stomach flu."

Over their mother's head, she caught Tess trying to stifle a smile at her stubborn insistence on looking on the bright side, and felt her own lips twitch. It did feel silly sitting in a waiting room with all the supposed adults in her family gathered there.

"It was serious enough that Michael called us all here," Tony reasoned aloud, though Mataya had a point. "Maybe she's just been working too hard," he suggested, though he thought it might be better to wait to hear the official word from the doctor than try and guess. He knew Elena's alcohol problem was the elephant in the room, but that would be thinking the worst.

"Michael's Irish, he understand how Italian families work," Tess offered quietly. "Can you imagine the trouble any of us would have given him if he hadn't called all of us at the same time?"

'Taya bit her lip to stifle her own smirk now. "She's got a point, Tony," she agreed. "Safer for his own skin to have everyone in the same place and find out what?s happening at the same time."

"There's no point in worrying until we find out what?s going on," he said, turning quiet. He had his own theories about what was going on, but until he knew for sure, he wasn't going to voice them. Like the rest of them, he hoped it wasn't anything serious, but he didn't think Michael would summon them all to the hospital if it was just a case of food poisoning.

As he spoke, a tall man in a doctor's coat entered the waiting room, looking them over with a reassuring smile. "Uh ...Mrs. De Luca?" he asked, and Rosita rose to her feet, her children with her.

"Yes, I am Elena's mother," she introduced herself. "Is she well?"

The doctor's smile deepened - a good sign, Mataya thought. "She's doing very well," he assured them. "Elena has a condition known as hyperemesis gravidarum, which has been keeping her from ingesting nutrition from food. It is essentially a form of extreme morning sickness, manifesting in nausea and vomiting, for the most part. We've put her on IV fluids, and she should be home by tonight, but we'll want to monitor her to make sure she doesn't become dehydrated again."

Of everything he'd said, morning sickness thumped into Mataya's mind. "Oh my god ....Elena's pregnant?"

Elena

Date: 2015-09-07 18:38 EST
The possibility of Elena being pregnant had crossed Tony's mind, but had been hesitant to say anything, especially since he was a man and would be risking being scoffed at by his much wiser sisters. "But she's going to be okay?" Tony asked, needing that little bit of added reassurance. In his estimation, his baby sister had been through enough already, and he just wanted her to be happy. "And the baby?" he added, for good measure.

"There is a very small risk that the baby may be born underweight if the condition is not kept under control," the doctor told them gently, aware that they were apparently reeling between delight and shock at the unexpected news. "However, it has been diagnosed early on, and with rigorous dietary and supplement control, I see no reason why mother and child should not be perfectly fine. There is also a risk of a dehydration cycle, which is why we will be monitoring the condition closely. If it becomes necessary, she will be admitted for further IV fluid treatments."

All things considered, that didn't sound too bad, in Tony's opinion. It was Michael who was going to have to keep a close eye on her, though he'd have the help and support of all the De Lucas in doing so. Tony released a sigh of relief, relieved their worst fears hadn't been true. And Elena was pregnant. Mama Rosita was going to be in her glory. "What can we do to help?" he asked, voicing all of their concerns in one breath.

"Helping her to maintain a frequent small meal, bland diet, and to drink plenty of water," the doctor said, shrugging. "Keeping her spirits up mostly, I would imagine. The women I have treated with this condition have stated that a relatively easy-going lifestyle helped with their overall state, so perhaps keeping her entertained when she needs to rest' I am sure you'll be able to work it out between yourselves."

"Can we see her?" Tess asked, still holding to their mother's hand as Rosita absorbed the information in her own way.

The doctor nodded, smiling once again. "Of course," he told them. "She's waiting for you."

Tony had a few more questions, though he figured they could wait until later. For now, Elena was being well cared for and all they had to do was help keep her spirits up. He got the room number from the doctor and proceeded to lead the small entourage of De Lucas to Elena's room. "Now, Mama ..." he started. "No scolding her. She needs all the support we can give her."

Rosita, for her part, gasped, shocked her eldest would think such a thing. "Antonio, bite your tongue. I have no intention of scolding your sister when she is going to be giving me another grandchild. You could take a lesson in this. Isn't it about time you and Anya think about having another?" she teased.

"Mama, let Anya enjoy being a dancing mama for a while," Mataya laughed, releasing Rosita to let Tony escort their mother to Elena's room. She looped her arm through Tess', instead. "The baby's having a baby. Poor Michael."

Tess snorted with laughter; the last few years had definitely pulled her teeth when it came to her siblings.

Tony chuckled upon overhearing Mataya's remark. "You better not let her hear you say that," he warned, hooking Rosita's arm through his as the small group made their way down the hall to Elena's room, pausing to rap his knuckles against the door to announce their arrival.

"What?" 'Taya defended herself with the impishness that had always come easily to her. "She's on doctor's orders to take it easy, she's not allowed to hit me."

As Tess rolled her eyes, still laughing, Elena's voice called out to them in answer to Tony's knock. "You know, you could have just come in."

"We wouldn't want to catch you with your gown up, carina!" Tony called back, in a teasing tone of voice, though he was as concerned as the rest of them. He held the door open while the others filed in one at a time, with Rosita in the lead, before he took up the rear. He was at least glad they were all getting along for a change. Even Tess had mellowed and softened toward her youngest sister these days. For once, they seemed like a real family again.

Rosita wasted no time in going straight to her daughter and touching a kiss to both her cheeks, forcing herself not to stray too far into Italian. "Oh, my poor bambina," she said. "Are they treating you all right?"

To her credit, Elena didn't look even half as bad as she had that morning. To her family's eyes, she was a little too pale, and perhaps a little thinner than they were used to, but the sickly cast to her skin and the dark circles under her eyes were gone, thanks to the doctors and nurses at the hospital. She was sat up in bed, in her own clothes, one arm attached to a drip, and the other hand in Michael's, as Rosita bore down on her. Laughing at her mother's concern, she reached up to kiss her in return. "Mama, I am fine," she promised warmly. "I just couldn't keep anything down for a few days, that's all. I've thrown up before, I can handle it."

Tess was the one who went straight to Michael, however, proving that she did have some sense in that head of hers. She hugged her brother-in-law gently. "Congratulations," she told him with a smile. "Anything you need, call."

While Mama was hogging her daughter, it was Michael who seemed to be getting the attention from the other members of the family, much to his surprise. After all, not only was he not a De Luca, he wasn't the one who was pregnant or admitted to the hospital either. "Thanks, Tess," he replied, obviously surprised by the show of affection after it took so long for her to accept him. It seemed bygones were definitely bygones. "We weren't gonna tell anyone yet, but cat's out of the bag now, I guess."

"Bit of advice," Tess murmured, careful to keep her voice down so she didn't interfere with Rosita fussing over Elena. "Plain popcorn. So bland it's boring, and she'll be able to eat it without throwing it up." She winked at him, moving back. It seemed as though Elena wasn't the only one who had a predisposition toward this particular pregnancy complication.

Mataya, on the other hand, bounced straight in there and sat on Michael's lap. "So, writer man, what are you gonna wish for?" she asked artfully. "Boy or girl" Or twins" Wow, you guys with twins, that'd be funny. Although if she's still throwing up, not so funny. Thought of any names yet' I highly recommend Mataya, it's a name for winners."

Michael seemed a little overwhelmed by Elena's sisters lack of shyness, or maybe this was how they treated everyone they thought of as family - he wasn't really sure. He nodded his head to Tessa, committing that bit of advice to memory, eyes widening as Mataya plunked herself in his lap. Well, at least, Elena was right there to witness and know it hadn't been his idea or his fault. "Uh ..." Michael muttered uncertainly. "Twins! Good grief. Don't jinx us! Evil woman," he said, practically dumping her off his lap, which only made Tony laugh.

"That's all this family needs, another Mataya," he teased.

Elena

Date: 2015-09-07 18:39 EST
"Oh, come on, you know you love me," 'Taya laughed, relieved to see her baby sister looking well, despite the scare they'd had. "Mama, Tony's picking on me!"

On the bed, Elena laughed at her sisters' antics, glad to see them all, though she could have wished for better circumstances. "I guess this means the doctor spilled the beans, huh?"

Tony wasn't afraid to horn his way in, tall enough to lean over his mother to brush a kiss against Elena's cheek, a soft smile on his face. "Congratulations, kiddo. Welcome to the club."

"My baby is going to have a baby!" Rosita exclaimed, squealing like a girl, obviously happy and excited for the news. It was no secret she adored her grandchildren and was hoping to have at least a dozen before they were done.

"Mama ..." Elena rolled her eyes, smiling as Tony kissed her cheek. "Anyone would think you're the one who got up the duff."

Seated at the end of the bed, Tess let out a spluttering snort of laughter. "Oh, yeah, let's get Mama a boyfriend and have a new baby brother," she suggested, her eyes twinkling with a mischief that was not entirely unfamiliar to anyone who knew the other De Luca girls.

"Bite your tongue, Theresa, or you might jinx yourself," Rosita scolded with a grin. She wouldn't mind another grandchild from any of her children, but she was especially proud of Elena. "I'm so happy for you, piccola. You must do everything the doctor tells you. Make sure you get plenty of rest and drink plenty of water. And you ..." she said, looking over at Michael, who was still looking a little overwhelmed by the sudden appearance of Elena's family all at once. She waggled her finger at him, "You, too! If you don't get enough rest, how can you look after my little Elena?"

"Mama, we'll look after each other," Elena interjected, though she knew she was likely to be coddled to within an inch of her life now she'd been diagnosed and they'd already spoken to the doctor. "Be nice." She smiled, hugging her mother warmly.

Mataya took pity on Michael and slipped off his lap, crowding herself onto the end of the bed with Tess. "So ..." she prompted. "How far along are you? When are you due?"

With the women fussing over Elena, it gave Tony a chance to quietly chat with Michael. "How are you holding up?" he asked, to which Michael nodded.

"I'm fine. Sorry we didn't tell you all sooner, but we wanted to make sure everything was okay before we shared the good news."

Tony smiled back reassuringly. "No need to explain. I understand completely."

Spending a huge amount of time chatting, however, was never going to be on the cards. Elena was supposed to be resting, and she wasn't going to be able to do that for very long with her mother fussing over her. Thankfully, however, Rosita was easily lured away with the promise of total access to Oscar for the evening. 'Taya handed out hugs like nobody's business, all but dragging their mother out of the room with Tess in tow, all three of them making plans to at least look at baby things before they went their separate ways.

Which left Tony with his sister and his brother-in-law, but even Michael sensed maybe the oldest needed a few minutes alone with the youngest and he excused himself, saying he was going to get a cup of coffee and a bite to eat, since he hadn't taken a break since they'd arrived hours ago. Alone at last with his baby sister, Tony claimed a seat on the bed beside her and took her hand in his. "I'm proud of you, Elena," he told her, though she probably already knew that. "Sorry about Mama, but you know how she is about babies."

Tired, but still smiling, Elena sent Michael on his way with a kiss, glad he'd finally decided to go and eat something. Leaving her with Tony as he claimed her hand. "It means a lot that you're still proud of me," she admitted reluctantly. "Mama's gonna bury us in baby stuff, isn't she?"

Tony chuckled. "Yeah, but hopefully Tess and 'Tay can keep her under control." At least, for the first trimester, until she was out of any danger of miscarriage. "How are you feeling?" he asked, not bothering to hide his concern. He reached forward to brush a bit of blond hair away from her face. "How long have you known?"

"Honestly?" She sighed, shaking her head with a wry smile. "I feel like crap. Everything seems to make me feel so sick I don't want to eat, but not eating makes me feel even worse. And then I throw it up anyway, so ..." She shrugged. "We've known about a week. Not long. We were going to tell you guys when it was a bit further along."

"It usually doesn't last too long," he told her sympathetically, remembering when Anya was this far along. "Maybe Anya can help. She had some morning sickness in the first three months." Of course, he had two sisters and a mother who were dying to help, but it wouldn't hurt to get a little advice from someone else. Besides, it would give Anya an excuse to get to know Elena better and vice versa.

Elena nodded, knowing she'd need all the help she could get from veterans in the next few months. It was going to be an effort to swallow her pride, but she could do it. "Tony ....I'm scared," she confessed softly. "Seriously. I mean, we all know how big a mess I made of my life before Michael came along the second time, and now I'm screwing up my baby even before it's big enough to be called a baby. What if I'm not meant to be a mom?"

Tony frowned in concern, wishing there was something he could say that would make her feel better, but from this moment for the rest of her life, there was always going to be a part of her that would worry a little bit about the child she had borne, even once that child had grown. Though he wasn't a mother himself, he could see it in the women around him - in Rosita and Tess and 'Taya and Anya - and now, in Elena. "Let me ask you this ....Do you want this baby?"

His baby sister looked at him with utterly honest eyes, and gave him the only answer she could. "I don't know," she told him, guilt flaring in her expression for feeling that way. "I mean ....it's wonderful, and I do want a family, but ....I don't want to raise a child who'll experience the things I've experienced, you know" That, and I'm in the teeny percentage of women who get morning sickness so bad they actually lose weight ....I'm just overwhelmed. And I feel bad for not being as excited about it as everyone else seems to be."

"Okay, how did you feel when you first found out ....before you started feeling sick?" he asked further, taking a different tack. He had a feeling she knew the answers to all these questions already; she just had to think about it a little. Other than the severe morning sickness and the fact that the pregnancy had been unexpected, she wasn't going through anything any other woman hadn't since the dawn of time. "How does Michael feel about it' Is he happy about the baby?"

"I felt ..." She trailed off, thinking about that one for a moment. "I don't know. Shocked, I guess. I wasn't expecting it; it's not like we've been trying. I thought it was just my depressive cycle until the doctor told me I was pregnant. And then I was worried about telling Michael, and he seemed so pleased, and ....I haven't really had time to think about it."

Elena

Date: 2015-09-07 18:40 EST
"You need some time to let it sink in. You're not alone, you know, Elena. I know you're scared, but we're always gonna be here for you, and we'll help you get through this," he told her with a reassuring smile, cupping her cheek affectionately. Though he loved all his sisters equally, he'd always had a soft spot in his heart for his baby sister.

She echoed his smile without thinking, tilting her face into her big brother's touch affectionately. There had been a time when they couldn't even be in the same city without violent words ensuing, a time she was infinitely glad was well and truly over now. She needed her big brother, more than she had words to say. "That was kind of why we were gonna keep quiet," she admitted ruefully. "So it had time to sink in. Mama's gonna drive me nuts."

Tony chuckled, thinking Mama was the least of Elena's worries right now. "I'll handle Mama. You just worry about getting better and doing what the doctor says, okay?" he told her, tapping her nose affectionately. "She might not say it, but she's proud of you, too. We all are."

"Tony, the guy says I have to eat bland," she pointed out with a grimace. "Bland. Me! How the hell am I going to do that?" She sighed, rolling her eyes at his affectionate tap. "I hope I don't ever make you regret saying that again."

"Just for a few months, gattina," he told her, calling her by the petname he'd picked for her when she was little. "I have faith in you, Elena, but what I think isn't important. It's what you think of yourself that really matters. You've come so far. You're married now, you have a successful business, and you're gonna be a mother. Don't you think that's something to be proud of?"

She looked him dead in the eye and told him the single most truthful thing that she had ever admitted aloud. "Every day I wake up sober is something I'm proud of," she said with absolute solemnity. "Everything else is a bonus. Doesn't sound like much, does it?"

"Just remember what being sober has earned you - a home, a husband, a career, a family. You're not alone, Elena. You never have been. You were just lost for a little while, that's all," he assured her, wishing he could give her better advice or more encouragement, but he hadn't walked in her shoes. "I can tell you this ....As a dancer, you face a lot of challenges. A good dancer makes it look easy, but sometimes it's painful, and it's even harder when other people are counting on you. If I drop my partner, I'm not the only one who will get hurt, so you keep going. You work through the pain, and when you do fall, you get back up and try again, and you never give up. Never. Because to give up is to admit defeat. I'm not a quitter, and neither are you."

Green eyes looked at him through a sheen of unshed tears before Elena eased closer, wrapping her arms around him in a warm hug. "Thank you, ballerino," she murmured. "I needed to hear that. I guess I'm not such a hard nut as I pretend to be, huh?" She sniffled quietly, drawing back to wipe her face before the tears became too obvious.

"Tell you a little secret?" he asked, a soft smile on his face as he drew back from her embrace, and reached up to push her hair back from her face.

She held his gaze for a long moment, and only family would have recognized the very faint warning of humor buried in her expression. "Dude, do I really need to know how much of your package is brown paper?"

Tony laughed, rolling his eyes at her remark. "Do I really need to know that you've noticed?" He'd told once if he'd told her a hundred times that his package, for lack of a better word, was hidden behind a special belt that supported him and protected him from injury. The bulge beneath a male dancer's tights was hardly indicative of his natural package.

She giggled, releasing her tension with laughter rather than tears. "I never said I'd noticed," she pointed out. "Maybe I'm just concerned about Anya's undercarriage needs." It said a lot about how easy their relationship had become that she was confident to tease him about something so personal, but then, they and their sisters had always been just a little overly intimate with their teasing.

"I've had no complaints so far," he remarked, not daring to go so far as to divulge any intimate details regarding his sex life. Sister or not, some things were still a little too personal. "I'm thinking about doing Romeo and Juliet again this year, but we'll have to see how the auditions go first." He wasn't sure why he was bringing it up, except that it was was that time of year again, and he had a lot of decisions to make.

She snickered softly at the way he had diverted the conversation, easing back onto the bed. One hand absentmindedly scratched at the catheter in her hand as she flicked her hair out of her eyes with a toss of her head. "Oh, Mama would love to see you and Anya dance Romeo and Juliet again," she enthused. "But you didn't tell me the secret."

"Yeah, but I'm not sure how many ballerinas I'm going to end up with next year, and I have to keep them all happy," he explained further, though he didn't really want to burden her with his professional problems. There had been a distinct lack of ballerinas this past year, which had put much of the burden on Merethyl and Anya. On the other hand, if there were too many of them, he wouldn't be able to feature them all.

"Oh, come on," Elena smiled. "You know Anya is happy to step back now and then. Hell, with Sofia around, she might actually want to take fewer leading roles. Have you talked to her about it yet?" She tilted her head curiously as she asked, though she knew Tony and Anya had one of the healthiest relationships she'd ever seen.

"Yes, but maybe it's time to let someone else dance those roles," he said. That was what was at the heart of the problem. Romeo and Juliet was their signature ballet. It was the one they were best known for, but even so, there came a time when they'd have to step aside and let younger dancers have a crack at it. The question was, was that time now"

His baby sister raised her brow as she looked at him. "You don't seriously think anyone would really want to see a De Luca Romeo and Juliet where the married De Lucas aren't dancing the title roles, do you?" she pointed out. "Didn't Nurofen and Fountains dance it until they were crumbly?"

"You don't think people are sick of us by now?" he asked, a little worriedly. The problem wasn't so much that he and Anya couldn't dance it anymore. They were still in their prime and, if anything, were better at their craft that they'd ever been. That wasn't the problem; the problem was both pleasing and featuring up and coming talent.

"Ballerino, you're looking at this all wrong," she told him. "You're worried people are getting bored with you? Then both of you take a step back. Take the lead roles in only two ballets a year, give the leads to other dancers the rest of the time. I guarantee, the shows where you and Anya dance together will sell out fast."

"We're already doing that, Elena," he replied, unsure how the conversation had morphed into a debate about the ballet. Thus far, he'd had no divas or problems with ballerinas complaining they didn't get enough attention, but he'd also had very few who'd stayed on more than a year, besides Anya and those in the corps. Maybe they saw the Shanachie as a stepping stone; he wasn't quite sure. People came and went quickly in Rhy'Din, and it seemed the ballet was no different. "I'm worried I will end up with dancers who don't feel they get enough of the spotlight."

Elena

Date: 2015-09-07 18:41 EST
"So talk to your principals," his little sister told him in no uncertain terms. "Look, I know how it works. Just getting on the principal dancers roster in a ballet company is a big deal, Tony. Stop freaking out about it!"

"I'm not freaking out!" Tony exclaimed before taking a deep breath. "Okay, maybe I am. I always freak out a little this time of year." He'd never admitted to any of his sisters, except maybe Mataya, how much pressure was involved in running the ballet company, how many decisions needed to be made, how much responsibility was laid upon his shoulders, and yet, he loved it. He lived for the ballet and always had, though now he also had a wife and a daughter to think of. He also had Anya and Irina to help him. "I know, I'm worrying about nothing, and you have far more important things to worry about. Sorry," he said with an apologetic frown.

The look she gave him was priceless. "Seriously' You think helping you with your problems is somehow worse than having nothing to do but think about how sick I feel?" she asked him pointedly, but there was affectionate humor in the smile that followed her comment. "Maybe you need to hire a manager to help you keep on top of the admin, take some of the pressure off. 'Taya's got Charles, after all, and he does loads at the theater. And he has a whole staff helping him."

"Hiring a manager costs money, El," he replied, though Mataya had never complained about the expenses involved in running a ballet, and they'd had no problem turning a profit for the theater, despite the costs. "Maybe I'll talk to Charles and see what he suggests," he admitted, unsure he wanted to share any of this with Mataya. She'd only scold him for taking on so much of the responsibility himself.

"You should talk to 'Taya," Elena insisted, shaking her head. "Charles is her manager, yes, but she's the one in ultimate control. C'mon, ballerino, she asked you here in the first place. She'd be heartbroken if she knew you were struggling so much balancing work and your family, no matter how much you enjoy both of those things. Seriously, your family will always come first, and there's nothing wrong with having your priorities shift. This time last year, you weren't a papa."

That was the thing. When he'd initially accepted Mataya's offer, he'd been single and unattached. Now he was married and had a small child to care for. He needed to find a way to juggle career and family without dropping dead from exhaustion. "You're right. I should. I will. I'll talk to her before we're done with auditions." He breathed a sigh of relief, like a heavy load had been lifted from his shoulders. He hadn't come here to talk about his problems - problems he hadn't even mentioned to Anya - but it had helped to get his baby sister's perspective. Elena was no stranger to show business, and he appreciated her take on things.

Almost as if on cue, there was a rap at the door, and Michael poked his head inside, juggling two cups of coffee and a small paper bag. "Is it safe to come in?" he asked, tentatively, hoping he wasn't interrupting anything.

Pleased that she'd managed to talk her brother down from trying to be the god of ballet, husbandry, and fatherhood, Elena looked up as her own husband peeked in through the door, her face lighting up in a warm smile. "It's safe," she promised him. "Did you eat?"

"Yes, ma'am," Michael replied as he stepped into the room, handing one of the cups of coffee to Tony. "I'm not sure how you like it, so I had to guess," he told the other man, hoping he hadn't guessed too far off the mark.

Tony smiled his thanks as he took the cup from his brother-in-law and pulled up the top for a taste. "Milk and sugar," Tony declared. "Perfect."

Michael looked relieved, as if his life depended on pleasing his wife's brother.

"I should be going anyway," Tony added with a small frown. "You take care of each other and don't be afraid to call if you need anything."

"If I ever need Mama scraped off the front door and taken back home, I'll call you," Elena chuckled, though it wasn't that much of a joke. Rosita was likely to attach herself like a limpet to her baby girl now she was pregnant, especially since there was a medical condition that meant she needed to be looked after. She patted the bed, inviting Michael to come and sit with her as Tony made his excuses to go. "Say hi to Anya and Sofia for us, okay?"

Tony chuckled at her reply, moving to get off the bed and exchange places with Michael. He leaned close to touch another kiss to his sister's cheek. "Love you," he whispered, before pulling away and starting toward the door, paper cup of coffee in hand. "Ciao!" he called back before disappearing through the door.

"Ciao, bello!" As the door clicked shut behind her brother, Elena leaned into Michael wearily, laying her head on his shoulder. "You know ....I love them, but they're a bit much all at once," she commented, knowing he felt pretty much the same way. "Did you find your grandparents' number?"

Michael frowned at that question, even as she laid her head against his shoulder. "Yes, but ..." He paused a moment, clearly uncomfortable with this topic of conversation. "I think we should a while before calling them," he admitted, leaning sideways a little to set his cup of coffee on the bedside table, so he didn't risk spilling hot coffee on his wife.

"You mean you don't want me to throw up on them if they come to visit?" she asked with a gently teasing smile, lifting her head to nuzzle affectionately against his cheek. Thankfully his cologne was not one of the smells that sent her running for the toilet these days, or their confidence with each other would have taken a serious hit over the last week.

"It's not that," he replied, unsure if he wanted to discuss this right now when she wasn't feeling well, when he was supposed to be focusing on making her feel better. They were both scared for different reasons, but excited, too. "What did your brother have to say' Did he give you a pep talk?"

She snorted softly, more amused by what her brother had said than anything. "It kind of boils down to calm down and stop freaking out," she conceded with a wry smile. "And remember how to use the phone if we need to. Pretty basic stuff." Her smile softened as she cuddled into Michael. "He said he's proud of us."

"He's proud of you," Michael pointed out with an almost amused smile. He didn't really know Tony very well or vice versa, but he knew Elena and her brother were or had once been close. He knew Tony was proud of her, but he wasn't so sure he felt the same about Michael, nor did it really matter. He was a little envious of the support her family gave her, but it wasn't her fault he'd lost touch with what was left of his own.

"And you're a big part of what he's proud of in me, so he's proud of us," she pointed out, daring him to disagree with what was very nearly flawless logic from a pregnant brain. "I can't wait to go home, though. Once this damned bag's finished, they'll let me go, right?"

"I think so," he replied, taking hold of her hand. "El ..." he started tentatively. "You're happy about this baby, right?" he asked a little worriedly. He knew she hadn't been feeling well and was worried she'd blame it on the baby, rather than on the pregnancy itself. The thought of having a child terrified him, but it excited him, too. Were they ready to have a baby' Was anyone ever really ready to have a baby"

Elena

Date: 2015-09-07 18:42 EST
After her conversation with Tony, Elena was better equipped to answer Michael's tentative query, curling her hand into his. "Baby, I'm kind of overwhelmed at the moment," she told him gently. "It doesn't seem real, you know" I want to have a family with you, I always have. But I'm scared, too. I'm scared that I'm screwing our baby up already, and it's not even big enough to be called a baby yet. But you know what? No one's gonna let me screw up, are they' You won't, and Mama won't, and my brother and sisters won't. So maybe I don't need to worry about being a screw up. I just need a little more time to really accept that this is happening."

"I'm scared, too," he admitted, needing to be honest with her and himself. "It's a little unexpected." He laughed at little at his own understatement. "Okay, a lot unexpected, but it's good news, El. I know it sounds stupid, but it's-it's like it's God's way of saying he believes in us or something. We deserve this, Elena. We deserve a family of our own. I truly believe that. We've been given a second chance at life. We can either cower in fear or grab hold of it for all its worth."

"Life's like a box of chocolates," she agreed with a sage nod. "You never know which one of them is going to suddenly pop out a baby."

He laughed at her mis-quoted Forrest Gump, but he got the point. "I'm pretty sure we're not the only ones who've been through this." He wasn't sure about percentages, but he had a feeling a good majority of pregnancies still came as surprises, despite the easy availability of birth control.

"I know, you're right," she nodded with a smile, relaxing against him comfortably. "It's just gonna take some time, and a couple of meltdowns, I think. And I promise, I will replace your laptop. I really thought I could make it to the bathroom that time."

He winced, chuckling just a little at the reminder of his now ruined laptop. "Thank God I backed it up," he said. And thank God he had a spare. His entire career depended on what he stored on that laptop. Though he was only in the research and planning stages of his next novel right now, there were still bits and pieces of information stored on his computer that he didn't want to lose. "Next time, try the garbage can," he suggested with a smirk, though he hoped there wouldn't be a next time.

"Hopefully I won't be throwing up fifty times a day now we know what we're dealing with," she said, rolling her eyes at his smirk. She wasn't holding out for no vomit. Just less vomit would be a happy place right now. "Food's gonna be a bit on the boring side for a while, though. Sorry." She was actually pouting at that thought. She loved everything to do with cooking and eating, and being told that her habits were probably making her nausea worse had not been a happy conversation.

"I know it doesn't seem like it right now, but it'll be over soon, Elena. It's only temporary. I'll try not to eat anything tempting in front of you," he promised, wanting to be supportive, even at the price of limiting his own diet.

"It's not the food so much as the nausea," she admitted reluctantly. "I might not be able to cook some things, or even face thinking about eating them. It's gonna take an adjustment or seven, but we'll get there." She smiled at him, trying not to show just how scared she was about having a condition that effected their pregnancy so badly. "Here's hoping it clears up in a few months."

"I can cook," he pointed out. Okay, so, maybe he couldn't, but he could at least try. All it took was a little practice, right' "What are you gonna do about the shop?" he asked curiously. If she couldn't cook, what did that mean for her restaurant and catering business"

"I guess I'm gonna have to promote Liza, and hire another under-cook," she grumbled, not particularly happy about that. But at the same time, it was a good thing. Even after the baby was born, her time would be limited. Having a staff she could trust keeping her business ticking over was a good thing.

It might have occurred to her how ironic that was, considering the advice she'd just given her brother, but Michael had no idea Elena had given her brother that same advice. So much for a vacation, too, he realized. He didn't dare take her too far from home if there was any chance she might need to be hospitalized again. Besides, he wanted her to be able to enjoy every aspect of a vacation, including the food. "You work too hard, anyway," he pointed out, trying to be as supportive as possible. "It'll be good to take a little break."

"Maybe I'll write that cookery book," she sighed, knowing she was going to have to take it easy for a while, no matter what she actually wanted to do. "Recipes for the Mommy with Morning Sickness."

"That's not such a bad idea, you know. There are probably lots of women with the same problem and they don't know what to eat either," he suggested, knowing she was being sarcastic, but it wasn't a bad idea really, and maybe what she learned from this experience could help someone else.

It had been a sarcastic suggestion, but on second thought, it wasn't a bad idea. It would keep her in the kitchen, for a start, even if all she was preparing were bland meals. But she knew enough about nutrition to be able to put together bland meals that were wholesome and close to healthy, meals that a family could doctor to their own tastes while still being able to eat with a nauseated mommy. "Huh," she mused, genuinely considering it. "I guess I could write something like that. Use our experience, sort of thing."

"So, maybe it's a gift in disguise," he told her, trying to see the positive side of things. If she was going to have to adjust her diet, she might as well make the best of it and maybe help other people in the long run. "I'll be your guinea pig. If it tastes terrible, we scrap it and try again. And you'll be able to tell whether it makes you sick or not."

"Maybe." She shifted, tilting her head back to look at him. "And you really wouldn't mind having a few weirdly tasteless things put on your plates for the next few months" It's not like I'd have to start from scratch - I bet 'Taya and Tess and Anya already know what worked for them. I could ask them what did and didn't make them feel sick, and work from there."

He chuckled again. "If I get really desperate, I'll go out for a big sloppy cheeseburger on my own," he teased, blue eyes sparkling with amusement. Whether he'd really do that or not remained to be seen, but at least, he had given her something to strive for.

She laughed, poking at his stomach. "I'm hardly gonna poison you!" she protested, but it felt good to laugh. She felt much better after a little medical intervention, and a little professional reassurance that she was supposed to feel like crap in her condition. Cuddling in close, she kissed the corner of his mouth softly. "Thank you, Mischa."

"Nothing to thank me for," Michael replied, brushing his fingers against her cheek in a tender caress. "I love you, and I'm gonna love our baby, too. We're gonna be fine, Elena. Promise." And with that said, he sealed that promise with a kiss, hopeful for the future of their new family, despite a rocky start. After all, what was life without a few bumps in the road?

((The course of true love doesn't run smooth for Elena and Michael, does it' But hey, they have Mama Rosita to keep a close eye on them, right' :grin: ))