Belial is staring at Alain with a mighty odd expression. She seems terribly sad. She shakes her head then straightens and nods.
"Yes, we can try it at least?" But she isn't sure and unfortunately it shows in her eyes. Her concern is real, tangible and just on the edge of making all this seems like a horrible tragedy, aimed at marring the pair of them. "It would be best if you held the scent of sex from us on you as well" Marks" that will convince them?" Belial doesn't comment as to why, she simply looks down at the carpet at her feet and slowly turns away from him.
Time spent Below wasn't always a cakewalk for Belial. There was a time, after the third Great War, when she'd been sent as punishment to serve the lust-filled in the Second Circle of Hades. She'd lost that war, and in return had been made a whore to any with a mind to use her. She has never spoken of this time with any save two, Sun and Gabriel. Sun because she's Bel's closest friend and roomy. Gabriel because he had taken advantage of Belial at the time, using her no better than any of the demons had. It was a token granted him by Morningstar as victor of the battles. Belial still carries the bitterness of the event even today. Over centuries and centuries of time there are some things that nothing ever heals and this is one of them for her. But then again, Angels do love to hold their grudges"
Belial moves to lean against her desk, staring down at the rug as if the intricate design is utterly fascinating. "You will forgive me, yes?" But she doesn't meet his eyes. Instead she keeps her gaze down.
"...You made a simple mistake, Belial, one I shared in," he says quietly. And bit by bit, that compassion she had showed for him, he turns back around on her. He sees her suffering the way he does, the reason she understands. He doesn't know her past, what she's been made to do, or that she ever spent time in a literal Hell, but he knows she's in this with him now, and suffering the same way.
"Maybe it's nothing to do with Kael..." He crosses to her slowly, running a hand down her arm to play with her fingers, maybe offer some small degree of comfort. His other hand rises to her face, lifting her chin gently, and he whispers to her, "Maybe....just in this moment....we understand each other."
"I forgive you," he breathes, as he angles his head to begin their kiss anew.
He is like a delicious treat that cannot be denied. As his lips claim hers Belial fights a frantic internal battle. One side screaming how this will complicate things, making them much worse, how much harder. The other side however whispers of decadence and pleasure, there is even an allure of the forbidden fruit she'd made Alain. A mirror really of the inner turmoil she faces on a daily bases. The darkness offers a twisted sense of freedom, of abandonment, while the light struggles to shine through the murky morals of the once powerful demon. Bel equates sex to sustenance as well as pleasure, but mortals have all sorts of ethics and morals attached to their mating.
Belial's path to her personal redemption has been peppered by this conflict. Some choices she made have resulted in tragic circumstance. The loss of her daughter, Rae is a fine example; wanting to do what Bel felt right alienated the very thing she was attempting to protect. Rae saw her mother as the betrayer, not as the protector and Bel lost Rae because of it. Vincent' Belial hadn't turned on him, but she'd done what she felt was right, out of a sense of justice and loyalty to the Family. That had proven an abysmal failure, resulting in Vincent's aggressive attacks against the very people Bel was trying to protect.
The path to redemption hasn't been very successful, and yet' she still attempts to traverse it. Yet, behind it sits the whispering darkness" and the temptation. It would be easy to fall back into the abyss, let it erase the guilt, the fear, the pain that redemption has seen fit to grant her. In fact, when she walked in darkness she was never plagued by all these concerns of compassion and justice. She had the freedom to do as she pleased without worry over consequence or repercussions. But' those days are gone and as loath as she is to admit it, she can't go backwards. It's simply too late, Pandora's Box has already been opened.
Even as she sorts through her thoughts, her body betrays her desire for the Detective. She responds hungrily to his attentions, pulling him in closer as her lips ravage his with a deliberate thoroughness as if intent on stealing his breath away. Small hands seek out hidden spots of pleasure, the caress of fingers gentle, light and teasing; an erotic exploration intent on finding what tempts him to the edge of reason. All the while her body moves with a nearly hypnotic slow rhythm against the length of his. The dichotomy of desire and passion against reason and right can't seem to stop Belial, or quiet the sudden, inexplicable need to know every inch of him.
As much as she wanted to bury herself in Alain, and forget everything, she can't. What they are doing could hurt too many people, Alain included. She's insane allowing this to continue and yet' nothing her mind says stops the demand of her body.
Belial is caught up in a passion greater than she ever expected and it has shaken her to her very core.
Alain, for his part, has justified this decision, this course of his action, in his own mind. It is not a matter of what is right or what is wrong, but instead a matter of what is necessary in order to ultimately do what is right. At first he reached out to her for comfort, and now he reaches out because he feels he must.
He cannot deny an attraction Belial in the compassion they share, and that she is, for reasons his mortal mind cannot figure out, unusually alluring. Her pheromones work at him and find little resistance, few barriers to break down. His tongue explores her again, seeking a warm embrace within her. Already she moves wantonly against him, and he lets his hands wander the same as hers, slipping under her clothes to get at her skin.
It happens in slow dribbles, a pause here, a hesitation there, but at long last reason restores itself and Belial pulls away from Alain. Breathless and flushed she slides along the desk until they are no longer touching. Her clothes in disarray, she busies herself straightening them; however it is obvious her thoughts aren't on the task. Refusing to meet Alain's blue eyes Bel looks everywhere else in the room as an unexpected silence continues to grow. With a shake of her head that sends short ebon curls dancing chaotic Bel finally speaks.
"We can't' I can't. This isn't' right. It's?" She doesn't know how to explain it; she just feels it like a tickle in her belly, that unease that eats away at the soul. It's screaming at her loudly and although the passion tugs like a live current, Belial keeps her distance. "We have to' we have to keep our minds on the goal, Alain."
Too many people have already been hurt; Belial refuses to add to the numbers. This would be an impulsive, thoughtless act, it could ruin everything" If she's not careful it could ruin what she and Alain share; a friendship. No, he is not a toy and she wouldn't want to toss him aside" It would complicated everything; from the job to her personal state of mind. No, she can't do this. She has to keep some perspective to ensure he survives. And that DCH is brought down, she can't forget the primary here. The demonic trio must be stopped.
"We need to focus on what we're going to do now, Alain" Not on?" Lustful wanderings of destructive bent, "Our desires?"
He pauses when she speaks, and after, puts a little distance between them, resting his hands on the inside of her elbows. Her pheromones have been....potent, and he breathes a very deep sigh, bowing his head until his brow touches hers, as he struggles to get his desires back under control. After she is finished, he sighs again and lifts his head, and nods at her.
"...We can cover this up....one way or another, we can....The scent will fade with time, and I think I'll be able to avoid the partners....But are you sure" That you want to do this - mislead Howe about ambushing you - some other way, if we're able at all?"
Bel shakes her head vehemently. "No, there is no other way. It is the only way. You will take me to them, Alain" we are going to make them believe." Belial must pay penitence for what she's done. Of course, she daren't say this aloud for certainly he would seek to reassure her otherwise. But Belial doesn't need platitudes, or false reassurance, she needs action. In fact, she's been itching for it for weeks now. This event with Alain cements it; Bel needs a good violent confrontation or three. Who would have ever thought she'd fondly recall the days of the Angelic assassins"
She drags in a deep shuddering breath as she fidgets with her clothing. "I think I have a plan?"
He lets go of her slowly, though it pains him on another level to do so - he's denying himself that basic comfort. He leans up against her desk beside her and runs a hand through his damp hair....He can still taste her lips on his own, and the feeling of her body stays at the forefront of his mind, for the time being.
"I'm listening..."
Belial fights down the urge to turn and rush back into his arms. It's a struggle and one she fears she very may well lose if she's not very careful. She runs a hand through short ebon curls, a gesture that speaks of her inner agitation as she drinks down a steadying breath.
"Alright' We can stage it out of the Red Dragon?" Where every one will jump to conclusions, but even that will feed into their attempt at illusion and deception here. "We can do it kind of late" in the evening." When less people are around to make comment' "And I'll come in acting already angry and out of sorts, I can easily give the impression that I have been drinking too' You can pick me up, so to speak" We'll leave together and" and?" She nips down on her lower lip thoughtfully. "We need to spend enough time alone that they will believe we were occupied" and I should" leave marks" just to be safe."
Belial flushes red with her own thoughts, but she doesn't bother to share them with him.
He's nodding along for a while....but at the word 'marks,' he grins.
"...You mean a hickey, Bel?"
"Along those lines" yes," she says as she turns her back on him to walk around the desk. "A long, long time ago, I ah, um' Suffice it to say I had a trademark so to speak" I'll leave it on you. They'll know what it means?" And she leaves it at that; a mystery.
"So' we should ah, um' When do you think we should do this?" She tosses the ball into his court gratefully, as it means avoiding any further details.
His thoughts begin to stray as to where she could leave this mark....Bad Alain, bad!
"...What's going to happen after the 'ambush'?" He looks at her. He's thinking about 'H-Hour.'
"We can assume all hell will break loose" Once they have me, I am pretty sure they will drag out their arsenal" that book. We will need to get it away from them before they can use it against me" So we need to figure out a way to convince them I am helpless and harmless long enough for us to take that book, burn their contracts and get out of there" In fact' You will get yourself out of there once you give me to them, Alain, I just see no other way"
"Here's what we're going to do?? She says with confidence and then begins to outline her plan. Neither Bel nor Alain could know how soon or quickly things would spiral out of control. For now they work to gain the upper hand and hope DCH buys what they are going to be selling them. Each in their own way is trying to plot how to keep the other out of the thick of things. Too bad the Fates have other ideas.