For whom shall then oppose
The Lights of Asag, Purifying Flames
Come child, the Anunnaki, Judges of Ur, wait
Truth is the Weapon no pity it holds
"Heaving Earth" - Morbid Angel
Crimson leather creaks softly with each huffy step she takes. Slanted eyes filled with solid onyx look about the barren scape of Death's Realm. It has seemed like eons she has been striding towards that which she thought of as her destiny. As with any alternate plane, time ran strangely among the Paths. The tension emanating off her "company" did not help much, either. Not just the regular hangers on, the Denizens of Death that continually pluck and pull, tweak and prod at her; they are a vexation she is swiftly, if not begrudgingly getting used to as her lot in life. It was him!
Wheeling from his last cryptic innuendo, stomping down the path she has chosen for this ride, her eyes linger only on what lay ahead. Her thoughts turn inward and to the anguish her frame resounds with from the pull of her sister born's soul. Her feet carry her on despite the trepidation of what lay in front of her. He, of course, has followed. She knows it, can feel him there a step or two behind and to the left. What had he meant' Now savvy enough, she understands that like Oracular teachings and their ilk the dead seldom come out with the whole of anything. True meanings camouflaged behind frustrating arrogance when speaking to one of flesh and bone. Or, like the ones that poke and pluck at her constantly, their damnable neediness and one track mindedness for their own wants. She is learning fast the ways of burrowing through the patter, pushing them along to give her what she needs. Not unlike children.
Then there is him. He is altogether different. Not a child or even an angst-ridden adolescent defying the authority of her unwilling Motherdom to Death. He does not gather to her like moth to flame. Dead he is, unusually so, and his reasons for being here with her are of his own design. Free will. She senses it in the smell of him, the gnawing in her gut. Oh! This is getting her nowhere!
Stopping dead in her tracks, she rounds on him. Pale hands leave the confines of tight pockets and open imploringly outwards. Ebon eyes cast a look briefly at what passes for the sky and with a sigh her head drops back heavily to gaze upon the noble visage of this dead man following. "All right, Mor'dakai, or whate'er ya are. I give. What did ya mean?"
"Mean, dear child?"
Eyes roll in their sockets at this game of his, her foot tapping impatiently. "Aye, ya know what I be talkin' on. I said it was nothin' new for one o' my ilk to be alive down here. And, you said, 'Partially true, yes.' Now, can we cut through the crap and get straight to the point' What in Mab's name is that supposed to mean?"
His fine-boned hand lifts, floating arrogantly through the air and he smiles the most maddening smile. The words are laced with saccharine, and though the tone is genuine the mockery in his voice is implied. "My dear, dear child. I only mean that your stance within this realm is not like that of your forbearers. Surely, you must realize where it is you actually set foot."
There comes a distinct look of 'gods get me through this!' Angular features slacken, eyes close, and her head shakes slowly while she heaves another sigh. "All right, let's try this again, shall we" I'll endeavor to be clearer in my questions. A walk among the Paths is nothin' new to a necromancer. Me Da?" The shudder is barely contained and she looks back over a thin shoulder to where she knows he waits. "Malice, any number of ones I can think of, the Dark Gate is open to us. The roads within this realm traversed frequently. I set foot on them just as we all do. Now, what do you mean by me stance be nae like the rest' I be necromancer. Truth, the road I travel now has nae e'er been me choosin' but it seems I be stuck!" slipping in her growing frustration and ire to a speech pattern of old.
"And stuck you are, my child. The shadows parted."
The hold of his lanky frame, regal head canting slightly, Elvin gold tresses fanning across slender shoulders as if he poses for a portrait. His silver eyes focus just past her to the distance and she growls. 'So that is it for now', she thinks. 'Great! Just freakin' fantastic!'
Scowling, she spins in a pique and storms off down her path waving away with a hiss and snarl the mutters and moans of her dearly departed groupies, hoping against hope to leave him in her angered wake. Just as she resigns herself to ignore any further talk with this bane his manicured voice comes from behind her left ear.
"Oh, it might please you to know your family is gathered and it only awaits your arrival."
Mind screaming with exasperation, had she been looking she might have noticed a visible wince twisting the majestic countenance of her travelling companion.
She shuts off the now, too wired to wrestle anymore from him. Her mind swiftly gives way to other thoughts she isn't particularly jazzed about thinking right this moment. Family. That one word from pretty dead thing conjures a plethora of emotions, and she crunches along the stony trail with teeth clamping tight to the corner of her lip. Pale fingers rise and brush soft atop the fuchsia triangle barring her left eye. Blind to all around she is back beneath his tyrannical gaze, words of hate and revulsion ringing harshly in her mind,
Failure. Deformed. Worthless. Unworthy. 'Was he right' Is this journey an exercise in futility' I must save my sister born, but will I only endanger her further" And even though I'm sure of his motivations now since I saw the locket and knew the truth as held in Ana's eyes, what of Papa" Certainly he loves us. Me, as a Blood, as his Family within that circle, but will he wish to acknowledge such a misfit, such a fumbling, deformed outcast as myself"'
As recrimination upon recrimination sings inside her brain, arms cross and clutch tight about her midriff hugging herself for warmth and comfort as a sudden chill courses through her frame. Onyx filled eyes shining with moisture look about to the realm she walks in, moonwhite lashes blinking furiously to stay tears of fear and unknowing threatening to spill. So barren, so lifeless and flat as far as the eye could see. The Land in which she travels is gray and dead. It is surprising how she has never really noticed this in her brief previous trips. Also surprising she would think the Paths of the Dead would look any other way. Still, she can't help but imagine there should be something more to this plane. Shivering again, she kicks a rock from her steps and continues forth.
Her attentions wander in what seem like aimless ways. Reflections on her home among the Family of Bloods bring a smile to rosepale lips. There is warmth there, love. Even though, like most families, tensions come into play at times. Yet, she knows that with them she will always have home and hearth to come to. No matter what the future brings she belongs. She thinks on the pluses of her life within the Family. Her sister born is with her, something she greatly missed after the exile from the 'Lands. They have always been the closest siblings of the six, and now she knows why. The smile turns bittersweet as she ponders on the reality of their parentage. Lankyn, could it really be? Again, trembling fingers brush across that birthmark and she plods on.
Amidst her mental meandering she is half blind to her surroundings, but in beginning to think of perhaps the biggest plus to her life within the Bloods of Onyx she notes with astonishment a shape forming on the horizon. Silvered brow furrow, and brought to full awareness she pauses. The belated crunching from behind reminds her guest still follows.
"And just what causes one to call a house a home" Where and why do we lay our strength?" Mor'dakai's whisper seems to echo in the stillness.
Not looking back, she doesn't give him the satisfaction of her annoyance. Instead, her steps return resolute, striding for that distant shape. Once more her brain kicks in, a face flashing in her mind's eye, her own claiming a spectacular glow. Strider. He lay entwined in the lines of her soul, and to him she is inexplicably bonded for the long haul. She grins. The very thought of him and what they share, their love and the warmth she feels for her Family bring a renewal of faith in herself and her ability.
Body fairly thrumming, she smiles and brings her focus back to the Path she walks. Curiously, all around her now appears spotted with buildings and the trappings of? well, of life. Eyes narrow, she can find no better way to describe what she sees. Watching and walking, the citizens of this realm come from doorways, around corners and out of windows. All waving and calling greet as she passes. Some follow, taking up step behind Mor'dakai with the rest that continually cluster. Feeling at odds, just a touch more than strange (not that her life was much semblance of normal thus far), and not wishing to be rude, she waves and beams a smile back. Suddenly having the sensation she is the lead in some macabre parade.
Stopping, she takes a seat upon the protruding root of a gnarled tree and turns a wry grin at Mor'dakai. Motioning for him to join her, she leans a sharp elbow to a leather-clad thigh. For a long few moments she tilts her head from side to side, the bottom curve of her lip caught up between straight white teeth as she looks him over thoroughly. No dead gather to her with their usual fare of attention whoring. Instead, they draw close, their interest fixated upon her in anticipation. Finally, with a scratch to her chin, she sits up straight, arm falling to lie across her lap.
"Where be I now?" she asks plainly.
"Amidst the Paths of Death's realm, my child," Mor'dakai states, a glimmer of knowing flashing sapphire ringed silvers.
"And when, say Malice walks the Paths, where does he travel?" silvered brow arching with a look that says, 'go ahead, be cryptic, I dare you!'
Mor'dakai gives a sly smile, pale hand lifting haughtily then dropping as she promptly counters with one tight shake of her head. His cultured voice comes measured but friendly, a smile on those pale lips, the Elvin gold head inclining with a new respect. "My child, you stand, or sit as the case may be, within Death's realm itself. Malice and your forbearers are but travelers amongst its shades. No living being, save for chosen few or one such as you, may step amidst Death's actuality. Necromancers use this lot and it them, but until their time on the living plane is done they are but ghosts to our reality."
The grin widens, electric surges flash through blackened eyes and her mind takes all this in. Absently, she lifts a finger and begins nibbling at the skin along its nail trying to place the words in her brain to the questions she wishes answered. In echo of Ana's sisterly gesture of old, Mor'dakai leans over and gently pulls her hand away. "Just ask, child."
"So, being ghosts to this reality they can't see past the shadows they walk?"
"Only that which we choose to show. Only those who gather to them for favors and the like." His smile and nod speak volumes; she is on the right track and his pride washes over her like a baptizing spring.
Light dawns, her face opens up and she beams. "You said this lot use us, for favors and questions, pleas and help. This I understand. Boy, do I ever understand that! Yet, ya also said we use it. Somehow I'm thinkin' now ya mean more than the usual of message bearer, or spy for lack of a better word."
She doesn't wait for the answer. Looking to the fold, she smiles and beckons the closest to her. A wraith-like woman rises and fairly drifts to her side. Mor'dakai's cloud silver gaze not missing a nuance, his smile brightens.
As Fuchsia's hand soars up through the small space between them to reach the specter's own, so does her mind. It is as if time stands still. The muddied past becomes strikingly clear. All that annoying plucking and pulling, the constant yanking and endless stabs for her attentions, it had never been all it had seemed. Her thoughts race back to the night her Da stole her back to the 'Lands and their family estate. Heavy with the DTs from her recent forced withdrawal from peca, no shields or substance to keep what plagued at bay, she begged him for his help.
At the time she knew it not, but he had provided her with her downfall, a small jar slipped to a pocket and in place of her barrier he erected one of his own. Thinking now with cleared head, was it any wonder that the yammering of the dead increased hundredfold" Their attempts to reach her before being thrown back by the shields becoming more persistent and near frantic. For the love of her Family and her betrothed, with strength she didn't know she possessed, she shut the door on the white dragon's den and denounced her Da's "help", eventually. Still, she didn't get the clue and the dead returned to what she erroneously concluded was to be her lot in life. Now she knows she had been horribly wrong.
Almost as if Mor'dakai can see and read the turnings of her mind, the light of satisfaction plays in sapphire ringed silvers. Pale hands clasp in his lap and he grins, watching the dawn of recognition break upon her alabaster face. Her hand reaches its summit and she takes careful hold of the wraith's near insubstantial appendage. The potent rush of electric energy all but unseats her, the petals of her mind flowering, senses awakening as never before. Like an explosion of celestial starburst, her eyes glimmer and coruscate giving way in a flash to true silver, her psyche open to the emergence of her destiny and all it can hold.
A lone crystal droplet falls from moonwhite lashes and she releases her grip. Rose blushed lips offer up a bright smile of gratitude to the woman's ghostly visage. Relieved laughter flowing forth, watching the specter move back to the fold, she chuckles softly as those nearest begin to pet and fawn, speaking words and thoughts to the shade Fuchsia chooses not to hear. It seems a private moment among them and she gives them due respect. Happy, tear-shiny eyes turn to Mor'dakai, one word breathlessly gushing, "Wow!"
"Wow, indeed," he grins radiantly, a chuckle of his own sending Elvin gold to dance about his form.
"I-is it like that for all of us?"
"No, my child. You will learn soon enough the joys and harsh realities that come from the position you hold. For now though, what have you discovered?"
A shaky hand brushes moonsilver hair from her forehead, slim fingers raking back the tangles behind the sharp points of her ears; her birthmark bared fully to the light of this new day. Rising, brushing off the crimson leather and knowing he will follow, she strikes out with renewed vigor; a bounce to her step, a design to her lengthened strides.
"I know my sister born is not here. The soul drake's death at Da's hand flung her from this realm. But Da" Khorathil still holds Luse's soul and the essence of the OandA's demon protectorate, Tral." The next words catch hard in her throat. "Lankyn is here. Grimmy's rider, Gabriel, gave the kiss so he might come to his daughters' aid and confront Khorathil, though where he is I cannot tell!" Her fist pounds a leather-encased hipbone as the ghostly procession advances. "And mother is here. She walks like me within this realm. I can feel her rage but I cannot feel her spot. Him though?" Her molten gaze narrows cruel and pitiless, one hand lifting and pointing to a place on the near horizon. "He I can feel. I know where he lies now," the word 'lies' taking on a double meaning that Mor'dakai finds apparent in the snarl that leaps to rosekissed lips. Behind his own feral smile lay a double meaning as well, but her goal is too near, her aim too focused for any thought to be given anything but what is set before her. Moreover, if his small snort of a chuckle she construes as camaraderie towards a common plan, so much the better.
Her heart beating fierce and quick in the cage of her ribs, her steps swift and sure, one hoarse whisper flows past her mouth's hard line as she leads that ghastly parade, "Truth is the weapon, no pity it holds."