Rhys was understandably chastened after his disagreement with Natalya. Sulking and mopey, he made his way to the little house his sister Rachel shared with the man who had once been her guardian angel, not only to check on his daughter, but to visit with his sister and maybe to figure out where he'd gone wrong with Nat. It was a short walk, but by the time he got there, whatever happiness and relief he'd been feeling had turned to self-loathing. He'd only grumbled a greeting to those he passed on the way, shuffling along in the snow and wishing he could take back what he'd done wrong. At least, Rachel wasn't angry with him - yet. Once he arrived, he knocked on the door and awaited a reply.
At least he was guaranteed a warm welcome. The laughter that emanated from inside the little house belonged to both his sister and his daughter, growing louder as they approached the door. As it opened, he was treated to the sight of Ana hanging upside down in Rachel's arms, giggling like a loon. The baby girl held her arms out to him happily.
"Rhys!" Rachel smiled in delight, stepping back to welcome him inside. "Come in out of the cold!"
"Hey, Rach," he greeted his sister, obviously not as warmly or enthusiastically as usual. "And what do we have here?" he asked, unable to help smiling at least a little at the sight of the little girl who held his heart in the palm of her hand. He reached to scoop her up in his arms, planting a kiss against her cheek, lingering a moment to breathe her in. His heart ached, as if with some forgotten memory niggling at his brain, as if she'd been in some sort of danger, though he couldn't for the life of him remember what it had been, nor did he want to. "How's my girl" She give you any trouble, Rach?"
If his greeting was a little less than warm, Rachel gave no sign of it, handing over the giggling little bundle of trouble that was her niece before closing the door behind her brother. "She pooped all over Zachariel last night," she offered in amusement. "Would you like something to drink?"
He chuckled a little at the news of that, feeling a little bad for the angel. "Welcome to my world," he said, leaning in to brush a kiss against his sister's cheek, as well as his daughter's. Maybe he could get through one afternoon without making either of them mad anyway. "I'd kill for a cup of coffee right now," he said, knowing there was no coffee in Avalon, which was one more reason not to live here. "I should really smuggle some in."
Rachel giggled, kissing her brother's cheek affectionately in return as one finger gently chucked at the cherubic little face so close to his. "I could warm up some wine," she offered him hopefully. "I don't really know what coffee is, or how to make it. Would you like something to eat, too' You and Nat should eat with us tonight. Where is Nat, anyway?"
"Wine sounds good, thanks," he replied, feeling like he needed something to warm up his bones, and it didn't hurt that wine had a little kick to it. He stamped the snow from his feet and wiped his boots on the mat near the door before stepping further inside, his daughter balanced against one hip. "I'm not sure that's a good idea. She's kind of mad at me right now," he said with a guilty frown. Kind of was a bit of an understatement.
"Oh, don't be silly," his little sister told him, shaking her head as she moved to set the ceramic pitcher of wine on the hot stones of the hearth to warm. "She loves you. Whatever happened can't be that bad."
"No, it's pretty bad," he replied. As a matter of fact, he hadn't seen her that angry with him in a very long time. He took a seat on a chair near the fire to warm the chill from his bones, Ana resting upon his lap. "Do you and Zach ever quarrel?"
Rachel frowned thoughtfully, tucking her skirts back out of her way as she stirred the contents of the little cauldron hanging over the fire. "I don't know," she told her brother truthfully. "I don't understand him a lot of the time, and sometimes he doesn't understand me. And I know that he gets annoyed with me when I am being silly and he doesn't want to be silly with me. Does that count as quarreling?"
"I guess, but I think I've really done it this time, Rach. I'm not sure if she's gonna forgive me," Rhys replied, the very possibility of that making it feel like his throat was closing up. It had been a long day, and an emotional one, though he couldn't quite recall all of it. He only remembered that he'd been so happy and lighthearted after she'd touched him with the Rod that he couldn't help teasing her a little, mischief bubbling up inside him.
She sat back on her heels to look up at him, concern filling her eyes, so like his and his daughter's. "What happened, Rhys?" she asked him. "She can't be so angry as all that. What happened between you to make you think she won't forgive you for it?"
"I don't know exactly..." he started, trying to find a way to explain. He recanted the story of their latest adventure, not leaving much out except for the parts he couldn't remember right up until the time when he'd teased her. "She was trying to make me forget what had happened in the labyrinth, and when she was done, I sort of asked who she was, like I'd forgotten her." He winced, realizing how horrible that sounded now that he had to explain it to someone. "It was stupid and childish, and I'm an idiot for doing it. I just wasn't thinking, I guess. I don't know what got into me." He really couldn't think of a good excuse for himself, knowing now what he'd done was hurtful and wrong, though he'd meant nothing malicious by it at the time.
Rachel stared at him for a long moment, finally rolling her eyes as she sighed gently. "You have awful timing," she informed her brother, moving to sit with him at the table, the pitcher of warmed wine in hand. Pouring out a cup for him, she went on. "You know what she told me, when you guys brought me here the first time" She said she was glad that you'd found me, because nobody deserves to be alone."
He arched a brow, not having been privy to that conversation and curious what it had to do with him. "I don't understand." Yes, he really was that dense at times, especially when it came to women, though he was trying to understand.
She bit her lip, not sure it was her place to share this, but feeling as though Rhys needed to know. "Rhys, our parents died trying to keep us safe," she pointed out. "We know they loved us. Nat ....if her mother loved her, she never had a chance to find out, and her sister sounds like a real bitch. Her brother's dead, and her father's a demon. All she really has is you. And after a bad day' Your timing really sucks."
He listened quietly to his sister, baby Ana dozing now that she was snuggled close to her Papa. He knew he'd screwed up - that wasn't the problem. The problem was figuring out how to make it right, if he could make it right. "I know, Rach. But I'm not sure if I can fix it this time. Have you and Zach ever argued?" he asked, thinking he was the only person in the entire world who ever screwed up like this. Wasn't this why he'd been single so long" As far as Rhys was concerned, he'd managed to screw up every romantic relationship he'd ever been part of. "I can't lose her, Rach. I can't." His voice cracked, like he was on the verge of tears again. His heart ached to know he had hurt the one person he loved more than any other.
At least he was guaranteed a warm welcome. The laughter that emanated from inside the little house belonged to both his sister and his daughter, growing louder as they approached the door. As it opened, he was treated to the sight of Ana hanging upside down in Rachel's arms, giggling like a loon. The baby girl held her arms out to him happily.
"Rhys!" Rachel smiled in delight, stepping back to welcome him inside. "Come in out of the cold!"
"Hey, Rach," he greeted his sister, obviously not as warmly or enthusiastically as usual. "And what do we have here?" he asked, unable to help smiling at least a little at the sight of the little girl who held his heart in the palm of her hand. He reached to scoop her up in his arms, planting a kiss against her cheek, lingering a moment to breathe her in. His heart ached, as if with some forgotten memory niggling at his brain, as if she'd been in some sort of danger, though he couldn't for the life of him remember what it had been, nor did he want to. "How's my girl" She give you any trouble, Rach?"
If his greeting was a little less than warm, Rachel gave no sign of it, handing over the giggling little bundle of trouble that was her niece before closing the door behind her brother. "She pooped all over Zachariel last night," she offered in amusement. "Would you like something to drink?"
He chuckled a little at the news of that, feeling a little bad for the angel. "Welcome to my world," he said, leaning in to brush a kiss against his sister's cheek, as well as his daughter's. Maybe he could get through one afternoon without making either of them mad anyway. "I'd kill for a cup of coffee right now," he said, knowing there was no coffee in Avalon, which was one more reason not to live here. "I should really smuggle some in."
Rachel giggled, kissing her brother's cheek affectionately in return as one finger gently chucked at the cherubic little face so close to his. "I could warm up some wine," she offered him hopefully. "I don't really know what coffee is, or how to make it. Would you like something to eat, too' You and Nat should eat with us tonight. Where is Nat, anyway?"
"Wine sounds good, thanks," he replied, feeling like he needed something to warm up his bones, and it didn't hurt that wine had a little kick to it. He stamped the snow from his feet and wiped his boots on the mat near the door before stepping further inside, his daughter balanced against one hip. "I'm not sure that's a good idea. She's kind of mad at me right now," he said with a guilty frown. Kind of was a bit of an understatement.
"Oh, don't be silly," his little sister told him, shaking her head as she moved to set the ceramic pitcher of wine on the hot stones of the hearth to warm. "She loves you. Whatever happened can't be that bad."
"No, it's pretty bad," he replied. As a matter of fact, he hadn't seen her that angry with him in a very long time. He took a seat on a chair near the fire to warm the chill from his bones, Ana resting upon his lap. "Do you and Zach ever quarrel?"
Rachel frowned thoughtfully, tucking her skirts back out of her way as she stirred the contents of the little cauldron hanging over the fire. "I don't know," she told her brother truthfully. "I don't understand him a lot of the time, and sometimes he doesn't understand me. And I know that he gets annoyed with me when I am being silly and he doesn't want to be silly with me. Does that count as quarreling?"
"I guess, but I think I've really done it this time, Rach. I'm not sure if she's gonna forgive me," Rhys replied, the very possibility of that making it feel like his throat was closing up. It had been a long day, and an emotional one, though he couldn't quite recall all of it. He only remembered that he'd been so happy and lighthearted after she'd touched him with the Rod that he couldn't help teasing her a little, mischief bubbling up inside him.
She sat back on her heels to look up at him, concern filling her eyes, so like his and his daughter's. "What happened, Rhys?" she asked him. "She can't be so angry as all that. What happened between you to make you think she won't forgive you for it?"
"I don't know exactly..." he started, trying to find a way to explain. He recanted the story of their latest adventure, not leaving much out except for the parts he couldn't remember right up until the time when he'd teased her. "She was trying to make me forget what had happened in the labyrinth, and when she was done, I sort of asked who she was, like I'd forgotten her." He winced, realizing how horrible that sounded now that he had to explain it to someone. "It was stupid and childish, and I'm an idiot for doing it. I just wasn't thinking, I guess. I don't know what got into me." He really couldn't think of a good excuse for himself, knowing now what he'd done was hurtful and wrong, though he'd meant nothing malicious by it at the time.
Rachel stared at him for a long moment, finally rolling her eyes as she sighed gently. "You have awful timing," she informed her brother, moving to sit with him at the table, the pitcher of warmed wine in hand. Pouring out a cup for him, she went on. "You know what she told me, when you guys brought me here the first time" She said she was glad that you'd found me, because nobody deserves to be alone."
He arched a brow, not having been privy to that conversation and curious what it had to do with him. "I don't understand." Yes, he really was that dense at times, especially when it came to women, though he was trying to understand.
She bit her lip, not sure it was her place to share this, but feeling as though Rhys needed to know. "Rhys, our parents died trying to keep us safe," she pointed out. "We know they loved us. Nat ....if her mother loved her, she never had a chance to find out, and her sister sounds like a real bitch. Her brother's dead, and her father's a demon. All she really has is you. And after a bad day' Your timing really sucks."
He listened quietly to his sister, baby Ana dozing now that she was snuggled close to her Papa. He knew he'd screwed up - that wasn't the problem. The problem was figuring out how to make it right, if he could make it right. "I know, Rach. But I'm not sure if I can fix it this time. Have you and Zach ever argued?" he asked, thinking he was the only person in the entire world who ever screwed up like this. Wasn't this why he'd been single so long" As far as Rhys was concerned, he'd managed to screw up every romantic relationship he'd ever been part of. "I can't lose her, Rach. I can't." His voice cracked, like he was on the verge of tears again. His heart ached to know he had hurt the one person he loved more than any other.